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Has anyone had any thoughts of wanting to commit suicide? I'm having these thoughts right now, and I'm now feeling depressed for no reason.
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http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

I strongly encourage you to call these people, and I also strongly encourage you not to speak about suicidal thoughts over the Internet, because chances are it will lead to making you more depressed.
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Posted 10/16/15 , edited 10/16/15
Tell you what. Go to this thread crunchyroll.com/forumtopic-923317/whats-something-that-feels-good. Find my post, on the bottom of the first page. Look at all the things I listed. To me, all of those things are worth living for. Then make your own list. :)

People do care about you. Sometimes people are assholes and seem like they don't care, but they do. Sometimes people are just bad at expressing it because they have their own issues they are dealing with.

I also recommend talking to professionals. There is no shame in it. I see a psychiatrist and a psychologist, who work together... but for other reasons.

I also agree with the advice above mine.

Stay strong, and feel free to friend me.
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I am going to get alot of hate for this but suicide is pretty stupid. It's a permanent solution tp what is most likely a temporary problem
Posted 10/16/15
If you need someone to talk to hit me up. Can't say I understand how you feel but a good friend of mine has made multiple attempts, so I'm somewhat close to the subject.
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sarteck wrote:

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

I strongly encourage you to call these people, and I also strongly encourage you not to speak about suicidal thoughts over the Internet, because chances are it will lead to making you more depressed.


^ I agree, they are open 24/7 , free call. Will talk with you as long as you need and offer help. People care.
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hmmmm this is the wrong place to say that . Just press clik on series
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It's going to get better.
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I have thought of it a lot of times, just wondering what it would be like if I'm gone o.o I never act on it nor planning to coz I think it's stupid as well and will never be the right decision just to escape the problem.

But hey, I'm here if you need someone to talk to or just chill I'd give you some cookies right now if I'm close by o.o hehe
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Depression rarely has one big direct reason. Suicide is tough though. It's a lot harder to do than people make it seem. Takes a lot of courage and the logistics of it are sometimes awkward if you don't have access to certain things like guns. I'd recommend thinking it through heavily if you ever get serious about it. Generally anyone who isn't serious about it wont think it through like that. Plus doing it on impulse can lead to failure and ultimately fuck you up more than death ever will. I'm not anti-suicide, but it's not something to do on a depressed whim.
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sarteck wrote:

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

I strongly encourage you to call these people, and I also strongly encourage you not to speak about suicidal thoughts over the Internet, because chances are it will lead to making you more depressed.


This

Or go to most any church, just to talk to a person face-to-face. Most pastors are trained counsels.
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Posted 10/16/15

Dariamus wrote:


sarteck wrote:

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

I strongly encourage you to call these people, and I also strongly encourage you not to speak about suicidal thoughts over the Internet, because chances are it will lead to making you more depressed.


This

Or go to most any church, just to talk to a person face-to-face. Most pastors are trained counsels.


I hardly make phone calls...... When I usually feel like this, I sometimes find it hard to tell someone how I feel....
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Yes. But I try to be reasonable and think of it objectively. Maybe it was the excessive drinking or drug use, perhaps I am just tired and need to lie down, death is a permanent solution to usually temporary problems, I won't be able to find out what happens tomorrow if I die. Stuff like that.
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As a matter of fact! Yes! Odd depression sets in when I have enough time to let my mind wander...which is less than ideal.

See, I come from a long a pretty proud line of military service members (seriously, we're in Wikipedia doing badassery). During High School, I swore to myself that I'd be joining said lineage...hell...it was my destiny .

Long story short, I was permanently disqualified because I accidentally let loose too much honest information. (All via text message...yay).

Those few days after, I had to manufacture things to do, and even then doing said things I was so depressed. I wanted it all to end. They took my future away from me after all!

But I didn't...I moved on. I found better things. Fun things. Hell, I learned to love anime, and even otaku culture.

But even so, ever now and again, it just comes out of nowhere. I think to myself "what if I was able to enlist? I could be with all my friends! Have a proud place in my family's history! I wouldn't be worrying about money." and then the worse thoughts trickle in... "It won't get better...it's all for nothing...I have no legacy, nothing to be remembered for." But I'm quick to catch myself...because it's only when I'm inactive that such things happen.

Go out for some sushi with a friend. Watch a good anime, or re-watch a classic. Hell, exercise. I find that the more things I'm doing throughout my day, the less time I have to be in such a state.


The previous members have all suggested the Suicide Prevent Lifeline which is a great thing, and like almost all of them you're more than welcome to drop me a line. I'm pretty bored on my day off anyway and have reached my Durarara capacity for the day and I don't wanna run it into the ground.

Funny thing, I was suspected of having Asperger's Syndrome, and was showing all the signs of it, but I just never finished the diagnosis process...so I'd like to think we're kinda wired in a similar manner.

Lastly, kittens. <3
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Posted 10/16/15 , edited 10/16/15
well, lets ask this, is it just thoughts? do you have a plan? is your plan ready?
thoughts of suicide are...a sign of a problem in life. but if its just an idle wonder, then i would not worry about it too much.
if you have a plan, then id start to worry.
i won't tell you not to do it, just to wait on it for a while.
if life sucks then ur better off doing something crazy than killing ur self. (i once emtyed my familes bank account and 'borrowed' one of their cars...lol)
get out side, get some sunlight. call up some friends and do something together. go see a movie. anything to help ease the pain;
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