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Ever have that feeling there's something missing in your life?
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My other half.

And also season two of this ↓
Posted 10/31/15

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No purpose in life. Never have had love. Not many friends. No motivation to do anything. Some days I don't even want to play games anymore.


sounds like depression to me.. I totally understand tho..


Yeah ik how this guy feels >_> I feel no motivation to do anything nor do I wanna play my guitar like I use to~


I know the feeling as well. I've battled depression for years now and many times stopped caring about the things i once loved. they all say life gets better but lets be honest here.. when does it ever get better cause i'm still waiting. haha
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wow surprise how many people put food and companion as something missing.

I don't have a support group or a companion and food is whatever I mange to buy or cook....

but still I would say there's nothing missing in my life but maybe some sleep

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Posted 10/31/15
Yes. A life.
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Posted 10/31/15

MiracleDreams101 wrote:


ShawnZ11 wrote:


MiracleDreams101 wrote:


Glorianos wrote:

No purpose in life. Never have had love. Not many friends. No motivation to do anything. Some days I don't even want to play games anymore.


sounds like depression to me.. I totally understand tho..


Yeah ik how this guy feels >_> I feel no motivation to do anything nor do I wanna play my guitar like I use to~


I know the feeling as well. I've battled depression for years now and many times stopped caring about the things i once loved. they all say life gets better but lets be honest here.. when does it ever get better cause i'm still waiting. haha


lmao i agree with that I hate it when people tell me bs lies like that...life gets better yea sure ...>_> and I don't think I have depression I don't feel it well sometimes but i don't think i am xD or am i ~
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Posted 10/31/15

ShawnZ11 wrote:


MiracleDreams101 wrote:


ShawnZ11 wrote:


MiracleDreams101 wrote:


Glorianos wrote:

No purpose in life. Never have had love. Not many friends. No motivation to do anything. Some days I don't even want to play games anymore.


sounds like depression to me.. I totally understand tho..


Yeah ik how this guy feels >_> I feel no motivation to do anything nor do I wanna play my guitar like I use to~


I know the feeling as well. I've battled depression for years now and many times stopped caring about the things i once loved. they all say life gets better but lets be honest here.. when does it ever get better cause i'm still waiting. haha


lmao i agree with that I hate it when people tell me bs lies like that...life gets better yea sure ...>_> and I don't think I have depression I don't feel it well sometimes but i don't think i am xD or am i ~


This is something I've battled for a long time myself. The loss of motivation. And it makes it even more painful when you KNOW what you enjoy, and you want to enjoy it but you have no drive. I let myself drag down like that for awhile. And while I have picked myself up a little bit, I still feel the burn.
Posted 10/31/15 , edited 10/31/15

ShawnZ11 wrote:


MiracleDreams101 wrote:


ShawnZ11 wrote:


MiracleDreams101 wrote:


Glorianos wrote:

No purpose in life. Never have had love. Not many friends. No motivation to do anything. Some days I don't even want to play games anymore.


sounds like depression to me.. I totally understand tho..


Yeah ik how this guy feels >_> I feel no motivation to do anything nor do I wanna play my guitar like I use to~


I know the feeling as well. I've battled depression for years now and many times stopped caring about the things i once loved. they all say life gets better but lets be honest here.. when does it ever get better cause i'm still waiting. haha


lmao i agree with that I hate it when people tell me bs lies like that...life gets better yea sure ...>_> and I don't think I have depression I don't feel it well sometimes but i don't think i am xD or am i ~


i figured out i had depression when i suddenly had a hard time sleeping and eating. my weight will drop 5-10 lb within a couple of days. i stopped watching anime and doing whatever else it is i liked to do. stopped talking to the ones i usually spoke to on a daily basis and had a hard time paying attention to anything, my grades in school would drop. but biggest sign was i started to have suicidal thoughts and thats when i started counseling and been doing pretty alright, i mean i have my moments, but been good since. ^^ i think someone would know if theyre depressed tho cuz its not a here n there feeling its like 24/7 btw i was like 15 when all that went down, 5 yrs ago ^^
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Posted 10/31/15

MiracleDreams101 wrote:


ShawnZ11 wrote:


MiracleDreams101 wrote:


ShawnZ11 wrote:


MiracleDreams101 wrote:


Glorianos wrote:

No purpose in life. Never have had love. Not many friends. No motivation to do anything. Some days I don't even want to play games anymore.


sounds like depression to me.. I totally understand tho..


Yeah ik how this guy feels >_> I feel no motivation to do anything nor do I wanna play my guitar like I use to~


I know the feeling as well. I've battled depression for years now and many times stopped caring about the things i once loved. they all say life gets better but lets be honest here.. when does it ever get better cause i'm still waiting. haha


lmao i agree with that I hate it when people tell me bs lies like that...life gets better yea sure ...>_> and I don't think I have depression I don't feel it well sometimes but i don't think i am xD or am i ~


i figured out i had depression when i suddenly had a hard time sleeping and eating. my weight will drop 5-10 lb within a couple of days. i stopped watching anime and doing whatever else it is i liked to do. stopped talking to the ones i usually spoke to on a daily basis and had a hard time paying attention to anything, my grades in school would drop. but biggest sign was i started to have suicidal thoughts and thats when i started counseling and been doing pretty alright, i mean i have my moments, but been good since. ^^ i think someone would know if theyre depressed tho cuz its not a here n there feeling its like 24/7 btw i was like 15 when all that went down, 5 yrs ago ^^


That must have must sucked.....I think I sometimes feel depression here and there but I don't know I lost my motivation to my guitar after my senior or junior year....even though I had everything from an amazing gf and a band....but thats all gone and I achieved better things but yet I still feel unmotivated a lot of the times and sometimes I just want to make music because I want to remind people who feel what I feel to not feel it because maybe there is light or a good reason you are still even if you aren't dead...there must be a reason otherwise most people would be gone...so what could that reason be? subjects like these make me wanna make music and show it to the world~
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That must have must sucked.....I think I sometimes feel depression here and there but I don't know I lost my motivation to my guitar after my senior or junior year....even though I had everything from an amazing gf and a band....but thats all gone and I achieved better things but yet I still feel unmotivated a lot of the times and sometimes I just want to make music because I want to remind people who feel what I feel to not feel it because maybe there is light or a good reason you are still even if you aren't dead...there must be a reason otherwise most people would be gone...so what could that reason be? subjects like these make me wanna make music and show it to the world~


I agree there has to be a reason why many of us stay alive through these times. I dont express this or talk about it much. Maybe to keep me from breaking down or blaming myself but i recently lost an old friend in August from suicide due to bullying and depression... I'm in complete denial like i can message her on fb and get a respond but i wont..and cant.. I mean I've know this girl for a good 10 years at least never saw it coming! she was doing great. losing weight, keeping on her goals and just left without a word or sign to warn anyone..
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Posted 10/31/15

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That must have must sucked.....I think I sometimes feel depression here and there but I don't know I lost my motivation to my guitar after my senior or junior year....even though I had everything from an amazing gf and a band....but thats all gone and I achieved better things but yet I still feel unmotivated a lot of the times and sometimes I just want to make music because I want to remind people who feel what I feel to not feel it because maybe there is light or a good reason you are still even if you aren't dead...there must be a reason otherwise most people would be gone...so what could that reason be? subjects like these make me wanna make music and show it to the world~


I agree there has to be a reason why many of us stay alive through these times. I dont express this or talk about it much. Maybe to keep me from breaking down or blaming myself but i recently lost an old friend in August from suicide due to bullying and depression... I'm in complete denial like i can message her on fb and get a respond but i wont..and cant.. I mean I've know this girl for a good 10 years at least never saw it coming! she was doing great. losing weight, keeping on her goals and just left without a word or sign to warn anyone..


yea it happens....anything can happen.....so you gotta be prepare for anything seriously otherwise you will be hit with pain from hell.....sometimes some of us just look and act fine and even good but deep inside we're broken and we can't take it anymore then life just takes us away before we know it.....
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Sekirei season 3, where are youuu?
Posted 11/1/15

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yea it happens....anything can happen.....so you gotta be prepare for anything seriously otherwise you will be hit with pain from hell.....sometimes some of us just look and act fine and even good but deep inside we're broken and we can't take it anymore then life just takes us away before we know it.....



Sounds a lot like me lately to be honest. Minus being permanently gone tho, obviously.
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Posted 11/1/15

MiracleDreams101 wrote:


ShawnZ11 wrote:




yea it happens....anything can happen.....so you gotta be prepare for anything seriously otherwise you will be hit with pain from hell.....sometimes some of us just look and act fine and even good but deep inside we're broken and we can't take it anymore then life just takes us away before we know it.....



Sounds a lot like me lately to be honest. Minus being permanently gone tho, obviously.


Yea I get ya I am on the same boat sometimes but like I said before I don't know why I am still here other than maybe wanting to help others with music~
Posted 11/1/15

ShawnZ11 wrote:


MiracleDreams101 wrote:


ShawnZ11 wrote:




yea it happens....anything can happen.....so you gotta be prepare for anything seriously otherwise you will be hit with pain from hell.....sometimes some of us just look and act fine and even good but deep inside we're broken and we can't take it anymore then life just takes us away before we know it.....



Sounds a lot like me lately to be honest. Minus being permanently gone tho, obviously.


Yea I get ya I am on the same boat sometimes but like I said before I don't know why I am still here other than maybe wanting to help others with music~


you know i wish i could succeed into making music. I have such a strong passion for it but all i have is 'good enough' voice for it.. years of choir brought me a long way. But left when I left high school. As of this moment theres only so much i can do to fullfill it..i mean i'm a single mother to a 2 almost 3 year old. although he's reaching age where i can take more time into it.. just doesnt seem possible. I envy people who know how to play anything worthy of making typical music with. i never had that chance. i guess my parents held me back more than what was needed.
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It's a question that i ask myself everyday an every night ! I try to look into my soul to see what is it that i seek an why do i try so hard when its not enough .
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