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A broken heart.
Posted 3/14/16

CookieSmuggler wrote:

Oh yea, I hate dislocating my knee, the pain is the WORST!

I agree. Dislocating my knee hurt far worse than breaking my wrist...and I broke the same wrist twice.
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Well this one time a threw up a whole lot and then two days after that incident the whole roof of my mouth swelled up and I was in constant pain for 4-5 days I couldn't eat and sleeping was hard. I would like to never experience that ever again.
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Sagenaruto68 wrote:What is something you never want to experience again?


Out of all the things I've experienced the thing I'd most want to not have happen again is a demon attack even though having gone through it I can now say my faith is stronger.

>Be me: 26; recovered alcoholic and a Christian for maybe a year or two. Occasionally will have a drink.
>Was blessed with an opportunity to give away my Bible to somebody who needed it more. Begin searching for a new one.
>Be stagnating in spiritual growth in spite of recent events; some unbelief sneaks into my heart. May or may not be related to not having a Bible.
>Learn your mother, a on/off alcoholic/Christian you've not been able to reach in months, has been going through bottles of vodka per day.
>Learn she is now being cared for by your worldly father ( she is down to a half-bottle per day at the time of this post ) and cousins.
>Talk to her on phone; mention it might be good to go to a church experienced with delivering to God people alcohol.
>Talk to her more over the course of the few weeks she is sobering up at times she is sober or has had a small sum of drinks.
>Get a call from her. She's heavily drunk; telling me she purposed to my father.
>Telling me her two other kids are encouraging the wedding.
>Telling me she wants me to be best man, my dad's kids to be flower girls and ring keepers.
>Telling me she wishes he had more time for her/that she felt alone. He works 8-12 hour shifts in addition to taking care of her/his kids/his ex wife.
>Realizing she is going in and out of fits of joy and fits of depression; continue to let her speak.
>Call eventually ends.
>"Okay Annie, now what do I do?"
>Smoke half a cigarette, then go shower and pray while feeling a bit deflated.
>Laying down to sleep.
>Suddenly I get super sick. Throwing up, my head going from light-headed toheavy headed/heavy breathing.
>Rest of body feels numb, movements/speech seem blunted.
>Manage to get to hospital not realizing that I was experiencing all the side-effects that come with alcoholism.
>Doctors can't figure out what was wrong. Send me home.
>Next day I feel better but shaken, the day after I go to my faith group and proceed to tell them about recent events.
>A few of the members realize what happened immediately. Reminded me that all of my symptoms were symptoms of drunkenness.
>Point out that I'd been trying to bring her back into God's flock.
>Point out that all this happened almost right after the call ended.
>Group ends later on after intense prayer. I go home and remain uncomfortable ( maybe an understatement ) for that day.
>Try to let God work my heart; I keep getting in his way. Eventually I go see family to no avail.
>Sunday morning: I'm going about business at home. God lets me know he is there and manages to calm/mend my heart; strengthen my faith.
>Today was blessed with a new second-hand Bible.

That demon attack was possibly the scariest moment of my life. It is one thing to experience each stage of drunkenness separately but to have them all happen to you at once was not only overwhelming but extremely fearsome. I need to strengthen my relationship with the Lord and not drop my guard the way I did.
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Self-harm
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Rectal Exam, but sadly I don't think I will have my way...

In 20 years will start a long long cycle of dark abuse at the hands of a doctor I don't love
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Eating 12 or so of the really spicy hot wings at BWW.

The eating part was fine. Using the bathroom a few hours later was not fine. It was not fine at all.
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Posted 3/15/16
School in any form.
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M / Australia
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Posted 3/15/16
Stepping in shit.
a three day hang over.
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Posted 3/16/16
2015 and being in a realtionship..
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heartbreak
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34 / F / In a van down by...
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This presidental election.

Because Jesus Christ, I am hating people more and more.
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Me to^
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24 / M / UK
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Root canal dental treatment T-T

http://i.imgur.com/KVbGBHi.webm it's horrible
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Posted 3/16/16
The past 12 weeks of pain, narcotics, nausea, vomiting, comatose states, hospital visits, depression, loneliness, suicidal thoughts, being officially disabled for the rest of my life, falls, withdrawals and just all around weakness.
But, chances are I will experience it all again.
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