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Did you ever try to kill yourself?
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Did you ever try to kill yourself? Some reasons you have, and want to die for it.
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Nope, but I am trying to talk myself into doing it. I would prefer taking the easy way out. Unfortunately, I understand the consequences that would arise from unsuccessfully executing it. For now, I will be trying to avoid doing it. The reason as to why I have such a viewpoint is the fact that I am transgender. I don't know how to cope with the intense negative feelings, my parents would definitely not support me if I were to come out to them(maybe even disown or kill me/beat me up). Talking to others about this doesn't help as much as it used to. Most people do not understand and don't even bother trying. However, I do realise that I am supposed to deal with my own demons by myself. I am not blaming anyone.
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Nalaniel wrote:

Nope, but I am trying to talk myself into doing it. I would prefer taking the easy way out. Unfortunately, I understand the consequences that would arise from unsuccessfully executing it. For now, I will be trying to avoid doing it. The reason as to why I have such a viewpoint is the fact that I am transgender. I don't know how to cope with the intense negative feelings, my parents would definitely not support me if I were to come out to them(maybe even disown or kill me/beat me up). Talking to others about this doesn't help as much as it used to. Most people do not understand and don't even bother trying. However, I do realise that I am supposed to deal with my own demons by myself. I am not blaming anyone.


If you ever want to talk, I am free to listen to your concerns. Don't expect great wisdom or anything. I'm bankrupted in that asset.
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19 / M / east coast. Let t...
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Nalaniel wrote:

Nope, but I am trying to talk myself into doing it. I would prefer taking the easy way out. Unfortunately, I understand the consequences that would arise from unsuccessfully executing it. For now, I will be trying to avoid doing it. The reason as to why I have such a viewpoint is the fact that I am transgender. I don't know how to cope with the intense negative feelings, my parents would definitely not support me if I were to come out to them(maybe even disown or kill me/beat me up). Talking to others about this doesn't help as much as it used to. Most people do not understand and don't even bother trying. However, I do realise that I am supposed to deal with my own demons by myself. I am not blaming anyone.


^Same goes for me. If you ever need to talk. I'm almost always around.
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Once many years ago. It would be nice if I had it in me to actually try it again and succeed but I have accepted that it just isn't going to happen.
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I tried after some dumb shit happened. Went to a mental hospital and all that, was there for a while. 6 months later, I feel stupid for every trying to kill myself over something I see as dumb now.
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Yes, simply because I have chronic clinical depression. I've done drug overdoses and attempted hanging. Suicidal feelings just came at spontaneous moments.Also, stress from pressure to succeed and feeling like I don't belong. I'm on medication now which has helped greatly. Also, as corny as it sounds, music saved me. It gave me a way to positively and constructively act on my feelings. anime and games too. Art can be a great way to ease the pain; medical help too.

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of course i have multiple times.

i still am in the mood to commit suicide but eh...too much effort :/
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83 / F / Bite the pillow.
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Not yet.
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26 / M / UK
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No because i'm not that stupid nor am I that selfish.
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Ryulightorb wrote:
too much effort :/
but then, was it still worth the effort? (of trying)

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19 / M / east coast. Let t...
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l_Ben_l wrote:

No because i'm not that stupid nor am I that selfish.


Woof. Prepare for backlash.
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37 / M / So. Cal
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No, I'm not the issue the world is.
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20 / M / Bundaberg, Queens...
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Freddy96NO wrote:


Ryulightorb wrote:
too much effort :/
but then, was it still worth the effort? (of trying)

Ours Samplus - Deep Inside
https://youtu.be/gN-FQq-T5hc


yes as it ended up with me getting to see a neurologist
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l_Ben_l wrote:

No because i'm not that stupid nor am I that selfish.


suicide is no less selfish then stopping suicide
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