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Did you ever try to kill yourself?
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Wow this is a very personal question If anyone has and wants to talk (or hasn't and just wants to talk anyway), I'm here for anyone who wants me.
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Nope, but I am trying to talk myself into doing it. I would prefer taking the easy way out. Unfortunately, I understand the consequences that would arise from unsuccessfully executing it. For now, I will be trying to avoid doing it. The reason as to why I have such a viewpoint is the fact that I am transgender. I don't know how to cope with the intense negative feelings, my parents would definitely not support me if I were to come out to them(maybe even disown or kill me/beat me up). Talking to others about this doesn't help as much as it used to. Most people do not understand and don't even bother trying. However, I do realise that I am supposed to deal with my own demons by myself. I am not blaming anyone.


In a way I'm in the same boat as you are. I'm gay and I fear the day the day I'll come out to my parents. I know for sure that they will not support me or talk to me from that point.


Last year I was very close to committing suicide. I was gonna get in the car and hit a wall at 120 miles an hour. It sounds dumb now but I was really going through some dark times.

Keep you head up dear.
Posted 7/16/16
Doing a suicide will just make all your relatives sad, especially siblings, parents and close friends. It'll cause never ending trauma to them.

I can see why some people might want to do it but in my opininion suicide is such a waste to do. There's still so much fun and interesting stuff to do in the world and you'll miss it all by wasting all your remaining years.

I ain't gonna game over myself before I get the world in order. Join my evil army and I promise great things to happen.
Posted 7/16/16
I'm waiting to let nature take its course
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Yes. Wrote letters for everyone I knew and then slashed my wrist, at the time I didn't not know you don't cut horizontal like on .t.v and movies you cut veritcal, and a girl I had promised if I was ever going anything I would say goodbye to her and she called the cops and they found me with my wrist cut.

I still think about it alot because my emotions are so fucked up that I can't stop crying for hours at least once a week but a non lethal cut usually helps in that situation.
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Nah, quite idiotic to do so in my opinion. Then again, I've never wanted to do it, and I'd rather keep it that way.
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LubbockNR wrote:

This question is waaaay too personal, seriously wtf


To be fair, no one has to answer and it should be easy for people who dislike this question to avoid opening the thread.
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Nope, Life is good
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Kerst wrote:

Yes. Wrote letters for everyone I knew and then slashed my wrist, at the time I didn't not know you don't cut horizontal like on .t.v and movies you cut veritcal, and a girl I had promised if I was ever going anything I would say goodbye to her and she called the cops and they found me with my wrist cut.


It took me a long time to figure out the proper way was vertical. I never had it in me to go that route anyway though. I'd cut a little bit then change my mind. My attempt was with pills. I had decided killing myself was a big enough burden on people as it was and so I should at least go a more clean route.


TrickedMJ wrote:


LubbockNR wrote:

This question is waaaay too personal, seriously wtf


To be fair, no one has to answer and it should be easy for people who dislike this question to avoid opening the thread.


Not to mention talking about these things can encourage those who need it to get help.
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I tried with pills once I got some from a girl I knew took them and drank some alchohol I didn't take enough or drink enough apparently because I fell asleep and eventually woke up hours later.
Of course this if the first time I have ever mentioned the time I tried with pills.
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This an anime site didnt expect to find a topic like this
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Kerst wrote:

I tried with pills once I got some from a girl I knew took them and drank some alchohol I didn't take enough or drink enough apparently because I fell asleep and eventually woke up hours later.
Of course this if the first time I have ever mentioned the time I tried with pills.


You had better results with them than I did then. I was in misery for a week afterwards and had to just pretend like I was sick for other reasons so that nobody would know. How many times have you attempted it?
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Kerst wrote:

I tried with pills once I got some from a girl I knew took them and drank some alchohol I didn't take enough or drink enough apparently because I fell asleep and eventually woke up hours later.
Of course this if the first time I have ever mentioned the time I tried with pills.


You had better results with them than I did then. I was in misery for a week afterwards and had to just pretend like I was sick for other reasons so that nobody would know. How many times have you attempted it?


If I had better results it would have worked I'm sure.
Twice first the pills then the wrists.
I somewhat fear it the next time I may try it as my emotions and I don't know why have been the worst they have ever been anything that hurts me emotionally will nearly break me, when before I could easily forget it or shrug it off even a few hours ago I spent a hour in the shower crying just so no one would hear me after seeing a picture from a super old relationship in my belongings that was cut in half as it was one of the only things I had from that relationship, so that picture it was dear to me.
Being bi-polar doesn't help but my emotions are so raw lately I only sleep 3 hours a day at most I feel weaker than I ever hav emotionally and physically. So things just constantly are building up apparently because I never just endlessly cry every week, maybe like once or twice a year but not every other fucking day.
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EichiXIII wrote:


Kerst wrote:

Yes. Wrote letters for everyone I knew and then slashed my wrist, at the time I didn't not know you don't cut horizontal like on .t.v and movies you cut veritcal, and a girl I had promised if I was ever going anything I would say goodbye to her and she called the cops and they found me with my wrist cut.


It took me a long time to figure out the proper way was vertical. I never had it in me to go that route anyway though. I'd cut a little bit then change my mind. My attempt was with pills. I had decided killing myself was a big enough burden on people as it was and so I should at least go a more clean route.


TrickedMJ wrote:


LubbockNR wrote:

This question is waaaay too personal, seriously wtf


To be fair, no one has to answer and it should be easy for people who dislike this question to avoid opening the thread.


Not to mention talking about these things can encourage those who need it to get help.


That too, there's already people offering to help in any way they can and offering an ear.
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Posted 7/16/16
Of course, life's boring and there's really not much worth living for, with everything that's going on.
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