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You know what, i had to stand alone being shy. They got rid of my art gift and replace my art passion with writing. I am left with boredom and loneliness when i get home from school. I am weak at my imagination because my family keeps telling what to do and what want me to be. I want my passion. I am always being told that i know nothing and i have forgetfulness at school. My mind wanders because i am bored and lonely at the same time. I am always i don't need this and i don't need that. My art was thrown away when i got home from school. I have no friends. I hate my family and my school. Since i got banned here and scolded everywhere, i am nothing to anyone. Most adults always respect but not me. They want themselves up while they want me down without telling me because i can look at their faces. We're competing against each other and fighting each other because of this right to hit. I always get no respect from anyone around me except the therapists at northkey community care and the anti spanking group. My own family wanted me bored and lonely and sad and angry and not have emotions at all but they want to have emotions so kids need to risk their lives taking care of adults while the adults don't have to and if the kids die, they won't care. If your kids from being hit, don't be surprised. I got hit because i accidentally took Important papers. I am not sorry for banning hitting even of children. So i make mistakes, that makes me a fucking criminal? They want me to be who they want me to be. So if adults have the right to have emotions and kids can't have emotions then why the fuck that according to nature anybody can have emotions such as tantrums? I hate my family and who were tough to me for hitting me, killing my creativity, fucking with me, and ither stuff like lying to me.
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Who were you before you were banned?
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Everyone is alone.
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why was this post reported?
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I learned early on in life people rarely find passions. Even less people make a good career out of it. You can go around an talk to people in their 60's-70's and most will tell you they never "found their calling in life".

That's not to say it doesn't happen but I'm the type that likes to think stuff has to be put in motion. If your not moving forward each day your falling back (not directing it at you but my own personal take on life). As for your family I'm sure they probably have good intentions when they "tell you what they want you to do". Most lessons in life can only be learned the hard way. That doesn't stop folks from trying to guide a few to the right path with experience from their previous mistakes.
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I can relate a little i messed up this week and it cost me a friend i apologized and now i am moving on.
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United we stand, divided we sit! This is why you never stand alone.
Actually don't mind me, idk wtf i'm saying..
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Welcome to the club. Just make imaginary friends since you're creative or just entertain yourself and don't worry about critics because believe me if i'd have pay attention or get depressed or sad for what my family has said to me i'd have suicide myself long time ago but thank God i haven't let my mood or spirit die.
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Do you feel better now?
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20 / M / Cincinnati, OH
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TiredOfYou wrote:

Welcome to the club. Just make imaginary friends since you're creative or just entertain yourself and don't worry about critics because believe me if i'd have pay attention or get depressed or sad for what my family has said to me i'd have suicide myself long time ago but thank God i haven't let my mood or spirit die.


I can't believe it. Is my family really trying to purposely criticize me into secretly make me commit suicide?
Because I can't trust my very own family.
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It seems like your family is a negative factor in your life, rather than a place of support. I am sorry to hear that. Don't give up on finding good friends though. It might not seem like it now, but it is still possible to find people who genuinely support you as a person instead of telling you who to be. Don't give up.
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Cute_Joshy wrote:

I can relate a little i messed up this week and it cost me a friend i apologized and now i am moving on.


if the apology didn't make them forgive you they aren't worth having as a friend
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With comments like I'm glad to have you on my buddie list thanks.
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