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Have been through great pains in your life and if you have please share
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Posted 2/14/08

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Being Gay is the hardest,....Bullied everyday by classm8, treated no respect by parents (no presence at all only maids take care of me when I was growing, probably they would visit once a week)...anyways I am always alone, hardly had any friends....bullied by clasm8, beaten by older brother...denied by sister....probably thats it....the thing is I dont worry about it....and a thing more my family hates Gay.... Up until now they dont know Im gay...lols...becus I dress man, talk man, act and speak man...thats why....The thing is I want to be a man but i cant...


wow that sounds just like me except i'm not gay and i became the bully instead of the bullied. but i don't bully anymore, i just sit around silently and angrily.
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ooh..very long story....but its nice...
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Being Gay is the hardest,....Bullied everyday by classm8, treated no respect by parents (no presence at all only maids take care of me when I was growing, probably they would visit once a week)...anyways I am always alone, hardly had any friends....bullied by clasm8, beaten by older brother...denied by sister....probably thats it....the thing is I dont worry about it....and a thing more my family hates Gay.... Up until now they dont know Im gay...lols...becus I dress man, talk man, act and speak man...thats why....The thing is I want to be a man but i cant...


Hi will any way I have never understand why people do not like gays there human just like every one els
well anyway on top of that before you are born when you about to turn into male are female here the thing I can not spell the word otu which they are called so i will use y for female and x for male okay.
if you get 2y, and 1x then you are a female if you get 2x, and 1y then you are a male
but some times this happen 2y, and 2x. which when this happen the a bay can be born with a male body but a female brain are a female body with a male brain. sorry I know this is snot a very good explanation but
I am not to good at eng so this is as best as i can give now if i was talking to you I could give a better one.
Well any way I am Glad you are fine with how you are and not care about others think

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okay let go back to where i was 7 years old continue the story where i left off

well at home no car and the living place had 1 room to live in yes we have move a lot but every time it still
to a small place. crackers and water is what we had for breakfast,lunch, and dinner. had two pair of clothing i would wash by hand after wearing each 4 days each. Mom know that we could not live like this so she did all she knew to do when a guy came along and said he loved her and said he would look after use children. this is her 3
husband and i am 7 years old now of course we move far away when she marred him to another place like always he was a beater as well. yelling every day being hit for no reason over and over again he used a cow wipe on use a lot to. at his time at school my life was hell. But i did my best at this time to prove the teacher i was not retarded at this time i have teach my self to read to multiply to divide to do adding to subtract since the teacher just kick me to the side and not even teaching me any thing then there student which beat me up made fun of me every chance they got I have to say my sister and brother was both very liked at school by there teacher and by the students. Like i say my brother a guineas with a I.Q. over 190 maybe over 200 it was off the chart when it was mazerd. sister was very smart and very athletic and to guy very pretty. Plus let just say know she own about 3 business so she good at making people do what she want them to do. my brother know is in college and the college is actually paying him for him to go there.
which sound weird but I guess once you get to a certain lvl college will do that. So ya know there live are pretty good. sister is 20 brother is 19 I am 17 right now. well let get back to when i was 7 year old okay well
well a year went bye always fighting when i was 8 she well ran away from him to another state
what can I say all this when in a cycle Since my live is basically always the same terribly accident over and over again. well I was 10 years old sister is 13 I was with her to tell you we been trough about 5 dads know I skip about telling you about some okay since it the same. well like i was saying we was
at some one house working for them since any money we could get would help use all out in surviving.
this guy was rich that we was helping out. when my sister was raped by him I could do nothing for her they tap my eye open and made me watch i couldn't even move they put nail through her arms to keep her down
as well as me. then when we did get out of there we told are mom right away so she went to the police and the police said there no way he would do some thing like that you she we was poor and he was rice
to me the police was just like the teacher at school. but if i every see that men again i will kill him.

I will tell more later on but this is good for now.




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i think i might have killed someone before. it really freaks me out to think about it.

one time my friends girlfriend ran away from home (she has a really shitty home life) and while she was missing, some dude raped her. so my friend gets us all together to go jump him, and i bring a steel bar with me. so we jump the guy, and we're all scuffling, and i smack him right in the head with the bar. he goes down, out cold. so we pound the SH** out of him some more and run away. i didn't stop to see if he was okay, but i always wonder......

i haven't seen him since, so i hope he's okay. i don't want to be a killer, not this young, even if he was a rapist. i was 17 when we did this. jesus, can you imagine that? having killed someone?

i'm totally freaking myself out right now.

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my gf thinks im cheating on her T.T
right b4 valentine day, which is also our one month aniversary

although it seem stupid compare to stuffs you guys went through, it really hurts me..


if she's about to dump you anyways, prove her right, and cheat on her. just so you can deserve the punishment you're going to get anyways

also, its probably her who's cheating on you and she's feeling guilty about it and transferring her guilt onto you. it happens all the time.


so what if you killed the guy he deserves it and any way you did not kill him if you did with all the evident left behind fingerprint and every thing els the police would be on your door
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Posted 2/14/08
well.....

middle school i was an outcast, everyone ignored me and thought i was a freak..
everyone treated me like crap and didnt ever stop trying to hurt me, bully me..i was alone
then some girl was trying to be nice to me and treated me like she was my only friend...little did i know, she was a big fat liar and an evil person, i told her my secrets cause i thought i could trust her, but i was wrong, she told the whole goddam freaking school and i was the laughing stalk, she even told the guy i had a crush on about me and said that im a big nobody and that im a loser..

I got soo mad at her that i beat the crap out of her infront of everyone else during lunch, i yelled to all of the students that she is what a true friend should not be that she is the cause of these problems, shes not trustworthy and is pure evil....
everyone stopped leaving me alone after that cause they knew if they got on my bad side they would be in pain, i was weak and couldnt fight before, but after her...i was a wreck and knew how to fight since..

though i dont do that anymore, i had to give up...i started playing an instrunment and that made me feel calmer and a friendlier person, i have a bunch of friends now and everyone likes me..
and im also a proffesional at playing that instrunment, the alto saxaphone.

Im also a professional writer, i write what ive been through and it sounds very good...

now..my life is alright except for the fact that my only living relative right now is my mother, if she dies, i have noone else
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my parents got divorced when I was 2 simply because I was a girl. This Chinese belief is that boys are better. Then my father married another woman. Then I had to live with my father's sister. She didn't let me eat all that much and didn't care about me at all.
When I was old enough for school, my mother came back and wanted me to go live with her. But my bio father steps in and said that if she wants me back then she has to pay money for raising me up for 3 years. My mom gave me money. Because I didn't eat well while I was there, I am still hell skinny.


i wanna beat up ur dad for being so irresponsible! ur d best daughter anyone can have. lay gore san sigh jan hi hole hor lin, gowl dole yor shern ham ah! I'll nvr b rude 2 you from now on.


lolz, this is one thing that whenever in class people ask me what's my most valuable thing, I never say family. Whenever I say I dislike my family, my friends go like wtf. Money can't buy happiness, even though both of my parents are wealthy, I still don't feel happy at all
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Wow....all these stories are sad. =(

I've had my share of bad times with family issues, friends issues, sexual abuse, eating disorders, attempted suicide and more shit that I don't want to talk about.

Anyway, all I wanted to say for all of you is life always gets better, so don't let the bad times drag you down. Yeah...I'm kind of thread-jumping at the moment, so if anyone wants to talk, just message me.
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Posted 2/14/08

ailin350 wrote:


Rob-B-hood wrote:


ailin350 wrote:

my parents got divorced when I was 2 simply because I was a girl. This Chinese belief is that boys are better. Then my father married another woman. Then I had to live with my father's sister. She didn't let me eat all that much and didn't care about me at all.
When I was old enough for school, my mother came back and wanted me to go live with her. But my bio father steps in and said that if she wants me back then she has to pay money for raising me up for 3 years. My mom gave me money. Because I didn't eat well while I was there, I am still hell skinny.


i wanna beat up ur dad for being so irresponsible! ur d best daughter anyone can have. lay gore san sigh jan hi hole hor lin, gowl dole yor shern ham ah! I'll nvr b rude 2 you from now on.


lolz, this is one thing that whenever in class people ask me what's my most valuable thing, I never say family. Whenever I say I dislike my family, my friends go like wtf. Money can't buy happiness, even though both of my parents are wealthy, I still don't feel happy at all



ya But here the thing I will always protect mine brother and sister so to em family is important to me and when i grow up I wan tto find the perfect female fro me and have a wanderfully life but it will be hard and i am going to be the best husband that i can be well any way this is just how I think
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Posted 2/19/08

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Tombkeeper wrote:

well.....

middle school i was an outcast, everyone ignored me and thought i was a freak..
everyone treated me like crap and didnt ever stop trying to hurt me, bully me..i was alone
then some girl was trying to be nice to me and treated me like she was my only friend...little did i know, she was a big fat liar and an evil person, i told her my secrets cause i thought i could trust her, but i was wrong, she told the whole goddam freaking school and i was the laughing stalk, she even told the guy i had a crush on about me and said that im a big nobody and that im a loser..

I got soo mad at her that i beat the crap out of her infront of everyone else during lunch, i yelled to all of the students that she is what a true friend should not be that she is the cause of these problems, shes not trustworthy and is pure evil....
everyone stopped leaving me alone after that cause they knew if they got on my bad side they would be in pain, i was weak and couldnt fight before, but after her...i was a wreck and knew how to fight since..

though i dont do that anymore, i had to give up...i started playing an instrunment and that made me feel calmer and a friendlier person, i have a bunch of friends now and everyone likes me..
and im also a proffesional at playing that instrunment, the alto saxaphone.

Im also a professional writer, i write what ive been through and it sounds very good...

now..my life is alright except for the fact that my only living relative right now is my mother, if she dies, i have noone else


i really wanna help slap that bitch silly! dnt give a shit if ppl call me 'girl beater bla bla bla' coz she deserves it. sexism sucks btw!



well thanks 4 understanding my pain
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wad else.....than other things tht can happen on me..is abt LOVE...it's HITTING ME HARD..i hate it..the feelings..the truth is..i have a kind of mirror phobia..like..i dont dare to look at mirrors at times when i was with my frens...i felt...tht..i'm actually..UGLY...well...i feel as tho as i'm really ugly...k well..i AM...TT_TT..soo..it's hard on me during VALENTINES DAY..ohmygoshhhh!!!!! n...thanksgiving day..T_T...haiz..*sigh*..
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i was ignored by GUYS..coz my frens..are all STARS of the skul...what can i say....my existence is..being..ignored..n..i felt reli H U R T....as well as i'm alrdy 14..n i'm still...FLAT...so.......THERE'S ANOTHER PROB...SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..life is so unfair
Posted 2/29/08
i have a pretty sad past. something im even ashamed to admit to my parents or my freinds. so i wont blurt it out to random cr users ahah sorry....
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can people not commment if they do not have a sad past to talk about sorry do not want to be rude but plz do not comment if you have not a sad past.


I am talking about how have gone through stuff which if you watch a movie about it you would cry because how sad it is if you do not want to share then you do not have to I just been through a lot and I want to see what other people have been through as well.

For me to say all I have been through will take way to long to write down so i will write down some today and every day i will come back and write down more of what I've been through okay.

My father beat mine mother so before i was born it hard to believe since I should have died but I did not I had a struck which how vulnerable you are at that stage it would have been easy for me to have died. Which this struck on it own have cause a lot of problem throughout mine life.
When i was 3 years old mine mother got away from him but then marred another bastard that was just as bad if not worse. Then when i was 6 I finally started to talk she still with that men
but during the time i was 6 she got away from him at this point mine mom was fighting the school to prove i was not retarded. To tell every one I have a I.Q. of 138 okay.
well to say I have always been treaded bad at school i was in the 8th grade before stuff started to change. but let get back to when i was six I had one friend he was a very great friend. well I thought so but after a week I found out it was a bet made by his friends. plus We was very poor went days with out eating.
But every one els at school like one day 8 boy beat me up I did not believe in fighting if it was for mine self i will only fight to help others. but i did tell the teacher and all of the other boys said I started it and I was the one who got in trouble well this type of thing happen on the daily bases I was only giving a example of it. I have to say kid
are good at going up with was to hurt people and i am cover in scar of how bad I've been beating up and broken bone all over the body by dads i have had in the past.

tomorrow i will pick up with telling how mine daily life at home was going. and talk about it from age 7 and up.


my life back then not as worse as u, but we kinda have a similiar past..... i was also considered retard when i was in the elementary school and middle school... i ussually get the last rank in the class, and basically, i don't even good at anything at that time... but for some reason, in the 8th grade, the school had an IQ test, and i got the highest IQ test at school.. my teachers didn't believe it, or more like they didn't want to believe it.... at that points, i still had no confidence with my own intelectual, but after i graduate from my middle school, advacing to the high school, that's when i started to show people the smart part of me and for some reason i also good at almost everything..... i graduated from my middle school with a really bad result, but for some reason, i passed the enrollment test for a school where mostly only smart students there... day after day, people start to recognize me as on good student and pretty popular among students, and last time, i graduate from my high school with the highest rank, and got the highest test score for my profince.....

This is a pretty good experince i have here... so, for those of u who haven't do any good with ur class, don't give up... there will be the time where u can show those arround u how u can compete with them....
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i broke my leg once.
was pretty painful shit.
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