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Posted 2/15/17
Well, I have to say I feel like a tit for ever feeling low after reading some of these. Personally, my low points come fairly frequently, seemingly at random. As for my lowest point, and bear with me on this before labelling me as an arsehole, it was probably when my brother started applying for university. On the one hand, I was pleased for him. On the other, it put my own life into perspective. I'd just recovered (well, was on the edge of recovering) from an illness that, to cut a very long story short, left me bed-bound for a few years. This cut into the last year of my schooling, meaning that my A-Levels were terrible. I'd spent my time doing nothing, I had no social life by this point... I just felt like I had no future. I hadn't really thought about it before, but now that the rest of my family were moving up in the world, it started to consume me. Yes, I was young and had plenty of time, but try telling that to someone when they're down.

Fortunately, my low points don't tend to last long, and once I snapped out of it I just told myself that I'd pick myself up and get back on track. Which I duly did. Unfortunately, the fact that I recover as easily as that means I'm a terrible person to talk to about these things.
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Posted 2/15/17 , edited 2/15/17
August - December 2016.. (September - October being the worse)

Ever felt nothing but pure emptiness like your hollow inside? I still remember it so well wasnt great yet i was too emotionless to realize that then. Worse depression phased I ever lived through. Negatively effected with my everything emotion, strength and health.
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My lowest point was about three years ago when my mother almost died from lung cancer. I really did not take what was happening well at all. I messed up my life a lot while she was sick. I have gotten through it and I've learned a lot from it. Kudos to my mom who made it through, I can only hope other families can get through it as well.
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Posted 2/20/17
I had major boyfriend issues (he suffers from BPD and it was really a struggle for a long time with us) when I happened to already be quite depressed and I really messed up with my classes to the point I was thinking maybe I should just drop out. I was very secluded and distant to my family. I stopped hanging out with all of my friends because I just could not go out anymore. Felt like everything around me fell apart, school, love life, family, friends...I holed myself up and watched dramas unhealthily back then to escape it all and I felt like I'd lost my emotions.
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Posted 2/21/17
Honestly? Just recently. It's too personal to go into great detail, but I've had depression almost my entire life and there have been so pretty low times in the past but I've never felt this shitty. But, it'll pass. And I'm going back to therapy in March, so that's kinda keepin me going.
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Posted 2/21/17 , edited 2/21/17
When I went two weeks without eating anything because I couldn´t afford it. I spent every waking moment working, hoping that my dream would come true and that I get paid, just to buy some food. I even tried going down to the local shelter to get some free meals but they wouldn´t let me eat, since I didn´t look homeless at all and they barely have food for the ones in "actual" need.
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Posted 2/21/17
Iw was either when my dad was dying of cancer, or right now where my grandmother is dying of Motor Neuron Disease.
Watching family die of illness and knowing there's no cure or treatment fucking sucks.
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Posted 2/21/17
2013. the whole damn year.
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Posted 2/21/17
Not being able to get a gf for years and being rejected every time because I am ugly. I basically found the American dream in china. I was so miserable and alone in the usa I considered killing my self. For the first time this year I actually I had date on valentine's day which was a first for me.
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Posted 2/21/17
Quite recently in fact. I'm generally quite a positive person and bottle my emotions up but every few years they catch up all at once and its not very fun. This last one was particularly bad, i just lost complete motivation to do anything at all even to the point of losing my libido, I'd go to wake up just before work, go to work, walk home, sit on the sofa until night came then go to bed and cry myself to sleep thinking about how I was wasting my life away still living at home without a partner or a foreseeable long-term goal for my life. I decided the best solution was to have a man talk with my friends after drinking enough to loosen my lips, for me it worked and I managed to talk over a lot of my problems with my friends. After this I've improved my eating habits, taken on more hours at work, have started renting and moved into my own place as well as setting aside more time to hang out with friends. Life's on the up again and looking good, just need to find someone special to share my life with now.
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Posted 2/22/17
Those days when you're getting in everyone's way and as the day goes on things get worse to the point that now your relationships are headed south and the situation makes you question your morals and who you are.
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Posted 2/22/17
Too early to answer, I'll post again when I've reached the bottom of the spiral.
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Posted 2/22/17
A few months ago. Still stewing in it, but eh..
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Posted 2/22/17
If you feel like you have already gone through your lowest point in life, then the only way to go from here on our is up
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Posted 2/22/17
nice
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