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Post Reply i think the saying "the ones who laugh and joke most, are the saddest" is true
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4.7/5 on Facebook (22 votes).

So, yeah. High school students do tend to get thrown to the wolves anywhere. It's like a lion casting its cub into a volcano to make it stronger, only to have the cub returned scarred and battered in a record hurricane-blizzard to seek revenge upon the betrayal.

The real question is, are you still acting the clown to hide the pain?
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gornotck wrote:

4.7/5 on Facebook (22 votes).

So, yeah. High school students do tend to get thrown to the wolves anywhere. It's like a lion casting its cub into a volcano to make it stronger, only to have the cub returned scarred and battered in a record hurricane-blizzard to seek revenge upon the betrayal.

The real question is, are you still acting the clown to hide the pain?


old habits die hard, but because of everything in my life ive become more bitter,and short tempered needless to say

I wish I could go back to easily hiding it like I did
but, yea I still do
Posted 5/18/17
You sound like a dumbass. Never change who you are for other people. Trek on no matter what happens.
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Hobomilk wrote:

You sound like a dumbass. Never change who you are for other people. Trek on no matter what happens.


??? how do I sound like a dumbass
Posted 5/18/17

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Hobomilk wrote:

You sound like a dumbass. Never change who you are for other people. Trek on no matter what happens.


??? how do I sound like a dumbass


Imo you should never act like someone else. Maybe dumbass is to harsh. More like confused.
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Hobomilk wrote:


redokami wrote:


Hobomilk wrote:

You sound like a dumbass. Never change who you are for other people. Trek on no matter what happens.


??? how do I sound like a dumbass


Imo you should never act like someone else. Maybe dumbass is to harsh. More like confused.


yes dumbass was too harsh
thing is, all my life ive had to act differently , typically for each person , to try and be accepted, because I have autism , growing up- even way more so before highschool- I would be shunned, even by adults , some would act like being near me , would make them catch it,so I kept trying to change myself and well, its ingrained in me now,...only the past year have I been starting to find ME , who I really am to be honest
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Ah, youth. How I... fail to miss thee.
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Dont worry Its not like I don't like you, I do. Its just Its a odd thing to do in my mind. I've acted the same in high school all my life and I have been accepted by everyone, just acting by myself. If I step into your shoes I would probably understand more
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Idk if im funny enough to qualify for this
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Posted 5/18/17
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Dont worry Its not like I don't like you, I do. Its just Its a odd thing to do in my mind. I've acted the same in high school all my life and I have been accepted by everyone, just acting by myself. If I step into your shoes I would probably understand more


just imagine people acting like you are contagious, you are avoided
iyou are ignored when you talk to someone, even when you poke their shoulder or stand right infront of them
you are told you are a freak, you are told your mothers health is because of how you are
you are treated by people like you are ...lessthan human, and you can see it in their eyes, I know this sounds extreme, but its what ive grown up with, thankfully, for future kids, people are more understanding of....disabilities, even tho autism is the go to insult on the internet

its hard to explain...its insanity, and...hurtful, and unless you have it, you don't know what its like
edit/; and honestly I still get it to this day, but because I hide it so well now from therapy people cant tell, so when I say I have it they usually say "really? I couldn't TELL " which is honestyly insulting tbh or their entire demeanor will change, the look on their face will change and I wont be talked to again
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...I was wondering what was making this sound so familiar, and I realize now that it is because you grew up in a small town, and that situation comes up in movies and other media all the time.
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...I was wondering what was making this sound so familiar, and I realize now that it is because you grew up in a small town, and that situation comes up in movies and other media all the time.


im not sure if I would call Portsmouth a small town,
one of the worst cities in Hampton roads? hell yea tho
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you know what I just realized? I now know why Naruto became my fav anime , because I related to him too well, minus a fox demon
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Apparently it had just under 100,000 people in 2010. It's less than 50 miles in area, 34 is land. 2000 people per square mile, so I guess that's a... small-medium city?

As a comparison, there is a single square mile of the TMA called, cutely, 'South Tucson' that has just over 5000 people in it, its own police force, and its own city council.

Anyway, that's people all over. What they don't understand, they attack or defend, depending on their bias. What they don't like, they destroy. If they can't destroy it, they pretend it doesn't exist.
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