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Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/20/17
if so, how long ha s it been?


for me its been since I was 5, ive always believed ill go to hell because of how I am, yes, at 5 I thought that, I would argue with my mother about it , have been suicidal since I was 6
always thougt that I was cursed to be born this way
people have always treated me differently, if they even interacted with me at all, I am usually always hated
and my thoughts of myself just deepened the older I got


Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/20/17
It's easy to think you're going to hell when that's all people seem to say. If there is eternal suffering I wonder why you'd want to end your life whereas on Earth at least you can live out a reputable life. I always felt like the black sheep but I don't despise myself.

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No.
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Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/20/17

llunga wrote:

It's easy to think you're going to hell when that's all people seem to say. If there is eternal suffering I wonder why you'd want to end your life whereas on Earth at least you can live out a reputable life. I always felt like the black sheep but I don't despise myself.



in the end I know im going there, so I want to atleast have a somewhat happy life
and my family doesn't say im going to hell, they say I wont
Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/20/17
No
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Nope
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Only sometimes when I am extremely negative, but at that point I hate everything.
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Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/21/17
Always
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Only when I go dark.
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Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/21/17
not at all


i love myself a lot
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no, but i do despise having a body which requires that I eat and sleep. i don't wanna sleep

fuck it, i love my body. sorry, body
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24 / M / US
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Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/21/17
Yea. I've always hated myself.
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22 / F / The Cat Empire
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Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/21/17
No. I think I'm pretty fine?

Maybe you just haven't found found where you belonged?

I've always felt a bit of anxiety around people, especially school. Never really felt like I totally belonged in any sort of group. Still don't really talk a bunch but I'm a lot better than before, now that I've started volunteering at an animal shelter!

Find a hobby or something
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Posted 6/20/17 , edited 6/21/17
i don't despise it, but im not particularly fond of myself either
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28 / M / livin in debauchery
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I hate parts about me, but not the entirety of me.

EDIT: Also no middle ground poll options?
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