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I'm sorry for the late responses.
This really isnt a joke, I know I joke around alot on this site but I have been depressed for some time now.

In response to everyone, I've just being having a though week, I'm doing better today.
I think I just need to be selfish and do what makes me feel good for now, before I can give back to this world & others.

Posted 8/28/17 , edited 8/29/17
I was kind of expecting a joke to this. But without a joke, this picture and thread title is pretty sad. If you are memeing, are you actually okay?
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quoting your post since I didn't earlier
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Guess I'm not alone
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I know what your going through. There are times when I am surrounded by people and yet I still feel completely isolated and alone. I go out into the world and try to make friends but it feels like everyone is always out just to hurt me. There are times when even some of my oldest and closest friends have played me by pretending to have feelings for me only to victimize and harm me when I said I have had feelings for them as well. In short, at least in my opinion I feel that for me quitting life would be the best option.

Now I am in no means encouraging ANYONE else to take this option. If you have anything to fight for, even the smallest of things you should hold on to it. For me however, and ONLY in my case I have lost literally everything I held dear to me in my life. If I ever had any of it to begin with. If you ever need to talk to anyone about things, feel free to message me. I may not be able to get back to you right away but I do what I can to make sure others don't make the choice I did.
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Do you need help. A hug, something? Without context, this thread can be interpreted as of being a serious plea for help. Do not kill yourself. I do not know you, but at the age of 20, you have about 60 more years on this earth before you should be thinking of dying. Imagine, 60 years. It may be a lonely and painful trek for those that did not begin to walk it, but think of what could be done. The anime you watch, the conventions you go to, the places you can travel once you get some money on you, the humorous jokes you could hear.

I could say it gets better, but I have no idea what your life is. To me, it seems boring to decide to die, which only appears to alleviate an empty or painful existence by permanently preventing it from becoming worst, I suppose. However, it also prevents it from becoming better. In any case, there are few scenarios I would say where death is a viable option. Grades? Meaningless numbers to me. Relations? Fuck that person.

In any case, whenever I feel hopeless, I remember before going to sleep, that tomorrow might be better, and more importantly, could actually be better, some cases withstanding.

1-800-273-8255
(National Suicide Prevention Hotline, US as well as Canada)

Also, phone number for those with suicidal thoughts and intent. There is no shame to having these thoughts if but to carry them out, and cause grief to those who know you. Keep in mind some measure of self awareness, maybe the brain chemistry is messed up. After all, to think we are so above flesh and bone is a bit illogical. These feelings, we are feeling, our perception of the world, is all just the interaction of chemicals, which can seriously change who we are. I suggest making one attempt to call a doctor, a therapist, a suicide hotline, etc.

Sorry for belaboring my simple point. Just worried.
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Sucks for you
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Seriously though, it has been...what, almost a day, and I have not seen a response from you. If this is a joke, fuck you. Fuck You.
Fucking shit, I would be angered if you thought this was hilarious. Goddamn it. Fuck me for trying to show some concern. Fuck everyone who answer if this is actually the case. What I am trying to say is....


At least answer this fucking thread.
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PeripheralVisionary wrote:

Seriously though, it has been...what, almost a day, and I have not seen a response from you. If this is a joke, fuck you. Fuck You.
Fucking shit, I would be angered if you thought this was hilarious. Goddamn it. Fuck me for trying to show some concern. Fuck everyone who answer if this is actually the case. What I am trying to say is....


At least answer this fucking thread.


Damn my lolicon foe that's a whole lotta fucks, and I thought the field where thine fucks grew was barren.
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PeripheralVisionary wrote:

Seriously though, it has been...what, almost a day, and I have not seen a response from you. If this is a joke, fuck you. Fuck You.
Fucking shit, I would be angered if you thought this was hilarious. Goddamn it. Fuck me for trying to show some concern. Fuck everyone who answer if this is actually the case. What I am trying to say is....


At least answer this fucking thread.


Calm down. Odds are they just haven't gotten on CR
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AedonBlackheart wrote:

I know what your going through. There are times when I am surrounded by people and yet I still feel completely isolated and alone. I go out into the world and try to make friends but it feels like everyone is always out just to hurt me. There are times when even some of my oldest and closest friends have played me by pretending to have feelings for me only to victimize and harm me when I said I have had feelings for them as well. In short, at least in my opinion I feel that for me quitting life would be the best option.

Now I am in no means encouraging ANYONE else to take this option. If you have anything to fight for, even the smallest of things you should hold on to it. For me however, and ONLY in my case I have lost literally everything I held dear to me in my life. If I ever had any of it to begin with. If you ever need to talk to anyone about things, feel free to message me. I may not be able to get back to you right away but I do what I can to make sure others don't make the choice I did.


When I read your posts I often think I typed them.
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PeripheralVisionary wrote:

Seriously though, it has been...what, almost a day, and I have not seen a response from you. If this is a joke, fuck you. Fuck You.
Fucking shit, I would be angered if you thought this was hilarious. Goddamn it. Fuck me for trying to show some concern. Fuck everyone who answer if this is actually the case. What I am trying to say is....


At least answer this fucking thread.


^ ikr.. Don't leave us in the dark. At least reply back, maybe tell us what's bothering you.

Unless attention is what you're really after here
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Here's hoping you will feel better..
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Posted 8/29/17 , edited 8/30/17

Vahvi wrote:


AedonBlackheart wrote:

I know what your going through. There are times when I am surrounded by people and yet I still feel completely isolated and alone. I go out into the world and try to make friends but it feels like everyone is always out just to hurt me. There are times when even some of my oldest and closest friends have played me by pretending to have feelings for me only to victimize and harm me when I said I have had feelings for them as well. In short, at least in my opinion I feel that for me quitting life would be the best option.

Now I am in no means encouraging ANYONE else to take this option. If you have anything to fight for, even the smallest of things you should hold on to it. For me however, and ONLY in my case I have lost literally everything I held dear to me in my life. If I ever had any of it to begin with. If you ever need to talk to anyone about things, feel free to message me. I may not be able to get back to you right away but I do what I can to make sure others don't make the choice I did.


When I read your posts I often think I typed them.


heh. well being a victim of clinical depression I often have a more open mind to what others are going through. I can sympathize with them no matter how deep or profound their darkness is. Like I said I would never encourage a person to take that route but I know when sometimes it is all you have left. If you believe that this is always a reason for everyone to live, you must also accept that somewhere out there is a person who really has no reason at all. One cannot be true without the other sadly.
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