I take pride in being 'cute' + 'small' and looking younger than I actually am. But everytime a kid says I look older than 20, or I accidentally get served for Alcohol, it makes me commit suicide temporarily. Then I come back ¬_¬ and it happens again...
and to answer catex's quote: Drunkenness is temporary suicide; the happiness that it brings is merely negative, a momentary cessation of unhappiness ~ Bertrand Russell