;=; its closing in on me like a disease D8 lol but i dnt wana volunteer Dx like most of the stuff they have me for volunteering is >.> like watching kids in JPS T-T
D: -shivers- -hugs self in fetal postion- dont yell at me D;;;; o.o n I think im not sure <.< since well ive had bad lk at reading wat ppl are thinking for the past few weeks so xD lol
o3o discipline ay.....xD rofl that is so far from what i am lol -eats cookie- :O altho i dont know why i feel 17 is old but 18 -20 o_O seems mature to me for some reason lol
oh god..this is such a confusing world isnt? i dont care if people say if 17 is old or not old..as long as i know in my age im doing the righteous thing for myself and unto others. u act responsible at the same time a discipline person
o,o but but for some reason if people say your 18+ o.o it seems more nature xD then saying 17 and your not old o.o you dont look old one bit rofl :O and i thought u were >.> 18 or 19 lol
:O -plans to take over the world- o3o muahaha xD lol and throw the world to chaos D: but o.o altho im prob >_> gonna have to end up getting a outdoor job or traveling i h8 staying cooped up ;=;
o.o rofl hmm ._. i might pic up something in art :O maybe with computer drawing or interior design lol o3o but not sure >_> parents seem to like it when im in the medic program and im like " o____o....." lol xD
xD hopefully soon ._.; dont really know what to write in those stupid >_> scholarship essay when they ask me "what you want to do with yourself" lol D:
rofl D: im hoping to meet more asian people >_> i know like 5 rofl and everyone else is just 1 race D: high school is so not diverse ;=; but i dont like the sound of work + school + money x_x;
<.< -pokes- ok all those ....... dont mean your fine XD and ive learned people are never fine lol D: there always something going on with them good or bad rofl xD so again "how you doing "
xD aww -pets- o3o tehehe D: but o.o i like to gain a little w8 rofl if >.> i ever get the chance to ;=; altho i doubt it =/ bleh nyways o3o enough with anerix talk hows you been sis
u guys worries too much about your weight your phyical appearances...u better be confident of yourself no matter how skinny you are, or short like me...i dont care what people say..
._. yea ;=; im gonna like kidnap my friends and like steal their fat D; lol they always complain they weight too much kill 2 birds with one stone 8DDDD
rofl o_O wdh puberty stage? im 17 D:? and o.o i dont know might just go inject fat in me see if that works but im afraid o.o; im gonna burn off those fat D: rofl
xD D; but dont know u.u lol >_< still feel wierd sometimes rofl <.< plus its not like i can really show anything besides xD my bones rofl D: i need some fat on me ;=;
i wear clothes bigger then me o.o about 1 size more lol xD i remember i put on my friends jacket cuz it was cold -_- the classmate thought i was a chick rofl cuz >.> of my body ;=; -cries-
D: rofl >.> i c so many possibility its hilarious u.u gah i just want it to end any ending will be fine really if it can just end u.u xD theres always the calm after a storm right D;? and o.o im a stick rofl like >_> ok you dont c it becuz
well you cant really cant get out of it..its parts of life, you are alive. your not made up of non living things,,u are a living person with heart beats, u blink your eye, u have a very unique mind...i think the more you try to figure out
the problems gotten worst =/ so i pretty much gave up on it >.> if i chase it any more ill lose my mind xD rofl and i dont like the beach o.o; D: im too skiny rofl
reminisce o.o D: nyuu i h8 those type of trips >w< always so emotional and dramatic >.> hmm i should record one of those trips and make a drama out of it but o.o I cant really do much works gets in my way like almost every time o_o'
24 hr party wouldnt help..it will make it worse..try to get some sleep. or simply go to beach, smell the fresh air and reminisce..oh dont forget your sunscreen!
its going to grind at their back later due >_> to the economy and all not exactly the best time to be spending big bucks so =/ i just decided to pick up some extra job and help with the cost to keep the mood quite =/
I wouldnt say kind hearted...more realistic xD im very cruel with my words =X when it comes time for serious talk kinda >.> have a silver tongue >< for it and basicly i told them if they spent that large amount now
rofl yea...blah now im just like "w/e he does is his problem" attitude xD with him now u.u tired of going at it with my parents over the issue :O gonna go light some >3 fire now rofl
o.o;; i actually have to work to help to pay >_> for the wedding -__- which is pissing me off really bad that i wana snap my bro's neck >_< and the work just keeps coming ._. when ever i get time i just listen to music or try going out xD
im prob not gonna go =/ with all the commotion going on better to not cause any more problems blah i h8 having a consequence but ill prob drop by my friends house o.o she told me to visit her but i forgot lol xD
<.<; but im like only a kid D: im not suppose to be counseling ppl xD ppl are suppose to be counseling me rofl ;-; but but i hate being the mediator makes me sound like a preacher D:
MICHALE JACKSON R.I.P ftw 8D beat it and i couldnt go ....-_- family issues are starting to rise up and it seems im the one they talk to about it ugh....so i couldnt sneak out...
lol i know one house chore that is destructive.."clean the bathroom and try to make sparkling and shiny" you destroy all the bad stuff in there!!!" now thats destructive
omg xD sorri carla my dad took the phone so i couldnt reply hmm plans o.o not sure the gas is too dang high to drive anywhere still thinking on what to do what bout your plan
lawl i did that in 8 th grade o_o n nao they dnt like talk back to me i like completely exploded on them and just ran away from home for a few days x_x;;
lol im like @_@ nao offically the link thats keeping my family from total divorce...since my dad and mom kinda bluntly stated in fights they only stay together for my sake im like...."wdh dnt drag me into this crap" D::::
