sara-chan -huggles- always good to know about you <33 missing you and loving you too :] still learning about everything but i am doing just fine :] keep rocking LOL <33
so hold into him, love him and forget about the other guy and be happy ^^
glad u talked to me and i will hit u if u cry anymore don't cry u should be strong
coz life will try to hurt us but we must not be weak and cry we should carry on
it doesn't mean that ur using him no
i think if u give him a chance and accepted him
u will be giving the love for the right person and he will be happy so don't lose him u will not find somebody who love u that much everyday
and u were eating 24 chocolate bars all by ur self gimme some hahaha
don't be sad nana and laugh
and me i liked the other guy who confused to u
just give him a chance and try to love him he seems to me very kind and honest
well u can stay a friend with him but from my opinion if he really was a good friend to u he will be more honest and reply to u
glad u had a good valentine day
but me sad u didn't brought any chocolate for me
ok for that guy that u loved i wish if i could see him so i can hit him.
seriously he doesn't deserve ur love for him
i know that u can't force anyone to love anybody but as u said at least he should tell u if he accepted u or reject u
oh nana let me hug u first
oh ur lil lover
first u should study hard don't want u to fail in the subjects coz failing will make u said trust me i failed once and i feel bad till now
so try ur best fighting ^^
ROFL~~ owned ur wall D: gomen sara-chan -huggles- but hey i just had to tell u everything now read from bottom to top XD and lastly thank u for remembering me even though im on hiatus lov u and miss u -huggles- <33
and then i'd run away XD i can't believe i actually rehearsed it hahas but i feel that if i see him again i'd said "forget what i said let's be friends" and where does my pride goes?!! >O XD
look i don't want to yell u, but if u don't have the courage to go on a be straight with ur own feelings, then u aren't worth my time, i know we can still be friends if u want to, but if u don't i won't beg u or chase u anymore"
i decided to wait till i meet that son of **** XD to say him "if u didn't want anything with me, u should have said that from the beginning! instead u made me worry and anxious and felt all bad for something that isn't even worth it XP
ok so another long week passed and it still hurts from both sides me rejecting someone and me being rejected D: WTH is with that XD oh well after doing A LOOOOOT of thinking and eatin XD can u believe i ate more than 20 boxes of chocolates!
he just said it was ok, he was expecting it anyways and we said goodnight to each other. when i told my friends they call me a big idiot!! he is handsome, has a job, is in collegue AND loved me what else i wanted? but u know i don't find it
i thought he was joking and laughed but when i opened my eyes i saw him looking at me pretty seriously adn began to cry because i thought it wasn't fair he said it sincerely and i was still thinking of the other guy D:
and he already has a job. the restaurant was full of couples XD we seemed more like brother and sister XD haha anyways we began to talk and eat and laugh etc. etc. when he said "what would u do if i told u i love u?"
so then during the night an old friend of mine came to pay a visit and i was like "no way how u been?" he just answered normally and then took me to dinner to one of my fav. restaurants in the city since he is a little older than me 18
uuupss i didn't knew i love him so much <\3 so the 14th came and i spent all day and afternoon with my friends doing what we do best : being baka ROFL i cried a little because i still thought he'd call haha stupid me ! LOL
but well what can i say if he says no is no but hey at least call u idiot! and also i reached the conclusion that if i was going to get rejected i wouldn't cry in front of him cus u know he is the sensitive type so he'd feel bad .///.
so the remaining days before valentine's passed slower than usual but at least i could smile and laugh :] after crying almost all night what u'd expect XD yeah poor little old me
but it was all futile because before i knew it i was crying while thinking "it's alright if he rejects me, it's fine if he doesn't like me, but at least i want to stay near him as a friend"
the message said "nana sos ! the girl he confessed to already said to him okay, so if he doesn't call don't feel bad" i was in shock and then began to do a lot of random stuff to distract my mind and forget about what i read
on wednesday i was all happy because there were less days left for valentines <33 and not because of the guy but because i get to be with my friends and to give presents but then when i got home a receive a message from a friend
and the 3rd one to pretend nothing happen and not call her back, because i don't like her" after hearing that i was like "so if he doesn't call i was rejected" i had resign and knew he'd never call, but my friends give me courage
then on tuesday i asked a friend for advice and he said "well if i were him, mmm there are too many options. the 1st is to call her back because i like her too. the 2nd one is to call her back just to reject her.
ok so after i confessed to my crush he was supposed to call me during the week before valentine's. on monday i was anxious and couldn't wait till thursday or friday because those days were the most probable days he'd call
but i like going since i have a lot of great friends there but don't think i will forget about u ok? XD also thanks so much for not forgetting mee! putting that aside let me tell u the epilogue of my love story of these 2 past weeks ...
weee hi there <33 how u been? i have been pretty busy and even more since i failed almost all the subjects in school :O exams were pretty difficult XP so yeah now i have less time for CR boo boo baka school .
so i just said "yeah mmm u message me later 'k? take care i love you bye" and hang up! i mean wth.. so now he finally knows what i meant and i am too embarassed to call him or meet him and he hasn't answered me yet D: what u think? LOL
so i was like wth.... !!! give me an answer u bakayaro LOL so i call him the day after that and he was like "oh so u wanted to be my gf? " i was like u really are an idiot XD then he said "we need to talk about this face to face"
ROFL~~ then he came and we talk, and then i said "what if..." i made a long pause but after babbling a lot he said "do u like me" and i was like how the hell he knew!!! XD LOL so we continue talking like nothing happened and he didn't reply
ok so about my crush: i call him wanting to know when we could see and he said "are u home?" i said yeah why? "ok, i go there in 1 hr" and he hang up ! i was like crazy XD so then i went to shower and put on my best clothes and make up :]
hello sara-chan how u been? -huggles- i have been ok and i have a story to tell u about me and the person i love XD and i realized he is very slow LOL anyways miss u and lov u a lot ! dont ever forget that ok?
honto sara-chan? XDD i think i am bad as always LOL but thanks -huggles- yeah i know missing you too ! when u are on a break im not D: baka time TwT anyways enjoy your break and have lots of fun will reply ASAP to you always ! -huggles-
sara-chan hope u doing ok in college and don't forget me is always wishing u the best from over here x] -hugs- let's give our best and kick some a** LOL good luck with the moving too x] loving ya, nana-chan X33
i am always wishing for nee-chan's happiness and that school goes to bankrupt XDD but as if that is gonna happen anyways hope u have a nice week <33 love ya and miss ya
-hugs- thank sara-chan <33 u are like my big nee-sama haha no matter how much they kick us we will stand up and kick them back XDD my beliefs .D loving ya pal !
i will kick whoever makes u feel bad ok? always remember that and that I care -hugs- loving ya and missin ya also don't forgot to smile zutto tomodachi nee xDD my japanese sucks hahas <33
-hugs- what happened sara-chan?! want to talk about it? i will reply ASAP! missin ya too and LOVE ya a looot!! remember u will always have nana-chan with uu!! let's talk soon <33
