i dunno. its either im gonna drop them FOr now or erase them THEN write the full version then post them week by week.. eeRR..& besides if they really want u n ur fic. they will wait! rayt?! (:
YOU are trustworthy...but you lack confidence..and h0pe... y0u can do it ryana!!!! d0n´t lose h0pe...if l0ve is n0t felt by l0vers..then l0ve can be transfered t0 d pers0n wh0 deserved it...malay m0h ndi pa yan para sau..
oohh?? is that how u rili see it?ur not the only one who told me that. haii.. anyways.. he done so much for me BUt he doesn't trust me thae way I trust him. im his last resort while he's my FIRST resort. T^T am i rili that un trustworthy?
hmm...i can´t understand..if it´s not LOVE, i dun kn0w wat u reali feel...u mustn´t deny it..the proof is here..ur in luv..but u are afraid to be hurt.. not olny that..ur afraid to hurt him at all..//
anything about me anymore. my feelings, my mood. everything so that when anything happens, he wont blame himself anymore. hmm.. he's important to me like my friends that there is "that" thing that makes him more special than the others hmm.
yeah.100% i LIKE him. not love okay? hm. he made me cry twice though he just doesnt know the second one. the first one was the time when i found out that he doesnt like me. && he really felt bad :[ that's why i dont want him to know...
"he asked me if i like him & i was like no . maybe its only infatuation coz ur so sweet to us." then she added, why dont you try it out to other girls. & u knwo what he said? "im not that kind of boy who jumps around different girls," haii
nah. its LOVE LOVE. && the friend's feelings for him is the infatuation thing.. she told me that last night bcoz i was crying on her BFF's haus. while she && the guy that i like was inside my cuz's car. she was lie "look, ryana,"....
know wat, ur situation is really hard.. u lyk him, but he lyks ur friend, ur friends helps u t0 impress him..? aww..it´s so difficult.. but i h0pe you´ll have the courage t0 surpass all this, he will soon
i have this prob yesterday & i txted him i was like "pde nmn kta i trust rayt?" tas sbi nya of cors. y? what's wrong? nung huli sbi nya n lng sken gudlak to watever it is && he said that he'll be mad if i wont share my probs to him. haii
aww.. i know. its hard. but i dunno. if in the future they really become a couple.. i'll cry coz i helped him, but at least seeing him happy will be fine wid me. eventhough its not wid me.
i can write a story that is perfectly like mine. BUT i dont want to coz the readers will see rayt thru me && yea. i am his bridge but the thing is is that the "girl" that he likes is secretly helping me to impress him.. isnt it weird?
ndi q na kayang gumawa ng st0ry abt wat i feel, i think i´m loosin the skills, nagtry kc aq kahap0n, at parang wala na talaga aqng maisip, s0 i feel..sad and...dissaapointed.. =<
be in ur situati0n... aq nga eh...ung crush q, kilala k0, lagi qng kausap..per0 lyk wat usaid, he lyks an0ther girl..ang masakit pah, 0ne 0f my friends..haaayy...why d0 lyf is c0mplicated...
ahh..yeah, dat´s ryt, per0 h0w will u m0ve 0n if that guy is 0ne 0f ur cl0se friends at..bridge ka pah nya... alam m0 y0u reali impresseed me, ndi q kaya un...if i would
pa rin aok sa knya.. up to now.. 5% pa.. un ung tlgang mhrap i remove. there are times n i still get hurt but oh well.. i believe its all about self control
BUt even though he made me cry.. he was so GUILTY. when i called his sister. he talked to me he was like "okay k ln?" to think that was AFTER i cried. so my voice was all harsh.. haii.. its too complicated rayt now.. bcoz may feelings...
its hard.. but wer cool! ahaha... see my FS account && you'll see our
picture together.. just the two of us.. NOW.. im helping him to impress the girl that he likes which in a way is my "kada" also. so yeah... he acts like my kuya..
0hh...s0rry, that´s sad ruin-chan..**dr0ps engilish language** sad t0 say but pareh0 lang tay0... why do they make us cry then... they were s0 dissapointing...TT^TT sana y0u feel better by the tym we talk again..xD
uhhmm..but i guess ryana-chan, the best way to express ourselves (authors) is to writte and dedicate our stories, i mean based to what we feel..xDDD but then, i´ll be here, gonna wait f0r your c0meback!!!! xDD
i have plenty of ideas but its not connected with each other. my ideas are kinda sloppy && corny && depressing so i dont wanna write that. i dont want my readers to see what i really feel. huhu! i'll be back around december i guess..
You mean your concentration kinda..ehmm blow up that u can´t think of any idea right now??!! well, ahmm..that happens to me in a certain tym but dun worry, once you became normal again.. ( i mean ur stress and being depressed disapir)..
i dunno. im not sure yet. coz lately i DONT HAVE ANY IDEA what to wrote anymore. :[ it feels like my imagination disappear or something! huhu! and im not in the mood rayt now coz many things happend. && im all depressed & stuff so yea :[
doing fics... i knoe they are the best.. ;DD never loses hope, and remember ther will olweiz be cessie-chan in good and bad times..xDD MISS YOU BACK!!!~
don´t you ever think of Quitting or i´ll be personally snob and get angry to you!!! Losers are the ones who quit and I BELIEVE you aren´t in their line... pretty girsl LIKE US never quits and never loses hopes!!! xDD so continue,
ima same =) ahaha.. i havent been able to post a new chapter since like last month XD its so hard. im thinking about quitting bcoz i lost my flash drive & all of my fics are in there...
i cant.. they {readers} are excited to see what will happen next, and i cant let them wait for 2 whole weeks again, but... *faints*
oh sorry about that.. just tired..
^^ kip safe! [:
sorry for the late reply.. aheheh so yeah, i posted a recent chappie the other day.. im in a hurry now coz i need to meet my five week deadline.. Kya! >.<
