Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary.- Edgar Allen Poe
They call me Michi, yet whatnot you want to find out you'll venture through the depths of Hell, and possibly through thoughts of some sort you'll stumble upon my corrupted Mind.
You say you "love" me, yet whenever I look over my shoulder You're Never there.-Michi

Do you see me? Do you hear me?
What have I done to you? Why are you destroying me?
Do you feel me? Do you notice me?
If you don’t love me anymore
Why are you touching me?
Do you need me?
Say, don’t you believe that it is better
You live your life without me
Do you recognize me?
Dont you understand?
Why are you here at all?
What do you want from me?
Eyes open
Who sees, understands
How mercilessly time passes
How the hand turns
Continuously It never stands still
You don’t know what you want
You don’t know where you stand
Don’t know where you come from
Or where you are going
You don’t know what is driving you
Or what remains for you at the end
Why are you so pale, so cold, so heartless
You don’t know what you’re doing Or what you believe in
Tell me why and whether you still need me
If it simply doesn’t fit anymore
If you really still only hate me
Why are you still here What for
What do you still want from me?
What do you still want? Do you see me?
Do you recognize me?
There’s still space for you Deep down in my heart
I am searching for you
I am longing For what I have loved
Yet I don’t find it Eyes open Who sees, understands
How mercilessly time passes How the hand turns Continously It never stands still Much too long, much too late Storm reaped, wind sown Time passes continuously, it never stands still

- A. D e l i c a t e. P A R A D I S E. & A. Solid . H E L L.. -


Aimai na Mikaku- Girugamesh. [japanese & English translation]
Tsukihanasu ude ga tomadou
Koko de kubi wo yoko ni furou...
Atoaji wo nakushita konomi
Sutesatta kankaku ga kururi
Kaketa kubomi wo ume
Kutsuu dake demo kieru nara
Nanimo kanjinaku natta...
Hitotsu futatsu kazoete otoshita kioku
Jibun ni uso wo tsuite ima ga yokereba ii to
Kuroku somatta hitotsubu no hai
Yurayura mata furitsumotte
Takaku nobashita yubisaki furue
Tsuyoku yowaku sabireta koe wo
Aimai na kotoba aimai na hitomi
Aimai na uso aimai ni hagurakasu
Nanimo kanjinaku natta...
Hitotsu futatsu kazoete otoshita kioku
Jibun ni uso wo tsuite ima ga yokereba ii to
Itsu mademo ano shiawase ga tsuzuitara...
Itsu no hi ka egao ni nareru no ka na?
Toki ga tomatta utsuro na sekai
Yurayura ashimoto ga yugamu
Tooku kieteku atataka na kokoro
Tsuyoku yowaku sabireta koe wo

I pull your fingers through my hair
And push you away in hesitation
Slowly shaking my head side to side...
A fruit that's lost its aftertaste
Abandoned senses spin round and round
Fill the empty hole If at least the pain will disappear
I can't feel anything anymore...
I count the memories one by one as they fall
I lie to myself and say things are great now
A single fragment of black ash
Fluttering and falling down
My outstretched fingers tremble
With a rusty voice, both weak and strong
Vague words and vague eyes
Vague lies and vague evasions
I can't feel anything anymore...
I count the memories one by one as they fall
I lie to myself and say things are great now
If that happiness had continued forever...
Would I be able to smile one of these days?
An empty world where time has stopped
The ground beneath my feet warps and shakes
A faint heart disappears into the distance
With a rusty voice, both weak and strong


I was born on the day of Xigbar + Lexaeus

in the month of Axel

in the year of Xemnas, Demyx. Demyx, Lexaeus

I am Xenmas + Roxas years old. I am also Axel + Zexion years old.

My Lucky number is Axel

My Favorite Number is Roxas