Konnichiwa my name is Chiharu im a dreamer who loves to be outside, im also and anime freak who sits under a tree with her laptop, i was born in Japan but i moved out into the country i love animals mostly foxes I actually have a pet fox that my father saved. If you wish to know more just ask! Je-Ne!!
they hide in the day appear at night
use fake smiles, until it's time to fight
they cry and scream. cut and slit
throw punches and kicks. a tantrum fit
calm by day. monsters by moonlight
they cover up insanity until late at night
we're your friends. your sisters and brothers
but we're seaprate from the others
children of depression, children of the lost and found
we're the chidren of a mental breakdown
wearing fake smiles, telling lies
while pain eats away at our insides
when night falls. monsters we become
fighting the pain, becoming numb
we cut arms we blow out brains
we're scary, we're insane
we carry the most blame. hold the most pain
we're children of depresion. we keep quiet and make no sound
we're the children of a mental breakdown

cry little girl, cry your heart out
scream little girl, kick and shout
cut yourself, little girl as deep as the blade can go
now bleed little girl, nice and slow
your breaking down, little girl under all the stress
that's left you in one big mess
your insane little girl, crazy in the head
the voices won't leave little girl, until your dead
just breathe little girl, times almost gone
you will break the ties and bonds
that held you up like a puppet on strings
like an angel with demon wings
cry little girl, cry out the pain
your breaking down little girl, your going insane
they scream little girl, the voices in your head
now little girl you wish you were dead
times almost up litte girl, veins almost dry
it's time little girl, it's time to die
poor little girl she had a breakdown
dead on the floor is how she was found
she had a breakdown. don't we all
we're all born to fall
i'm sorry little girl. i couldn't be of help
how hard is it to save me from myself?
i'm sorry little girl, i'm sorry you had to see
the monster you became...was Me

The dark cloud of sorrow follows me everywhere
Dark circles dominate the skin beneath my eyes
Dark clothes consume my body
Hiding the scars that I don't want others to see
Dark drops of blood creep down my arm
Dark colors inhabit my room
Dark thoughts invade my mind
Telling me to do things that would end my life
And yet...
Bright light illuminates your face
Bright smiles shine through
Making my day seem worth living
Simple words leave your mouth
Simple things that make my life seem worth living
Tender hugs and sweet kisses
Tender things that make my life seem worth living
You, you and your seemingly easy way of making me love you
You, the thing that makes my life worth living