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This contains my deepest thoughs and u might hate me for it so read at ur own risk.
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to tell you the truth... they say that being alone is worse than any hell... Tch... if being alone is something to be afraid of... then does that mean that I'm an example of fear... being alone is no hell... in my eyes I prefer being alone... than being around people...to intreract with people... I rather not be part of the "fun" of this currupted false world... in every sense of the word, all of the people in this world... disgust me to no end... i don't hate them... but I don't like them either.... people are heartless... they don't care about anyone... but themselfs.... never caring for others... if they get the chance.. they'll betray u... in a instant... without a thought about the way u feel... it's like u never had a history in the first place... "get rid of the past so that u can make way for the future" right? I never been so angry, dissapointed, sad and disgusted about anything... I'm ashamed of what I am... I am one of thouse beings that disgust me so... and worst of all i can't do anything about it... humanity has acepected it's flaws... and thouse flaws has lead us only to theft, death, adultery... and so much more... why would I want to be part of any of that? Why don't u do chage, insted of telling me to do so? If you don't want to chage... then, sadly I can't do anything about it... continue down that... dead end of a life u have... why should I care for someone that doesn't care about me?