my name is Rusty, or so i've been called, born in '92 Feb 10th
Who i am, i'm still not sure of it, i try as much as i can to work on myself to become a person i want to be, and i'm not sure who that person really is.
i've got a small trusting issue, after spending 5 to 6 months in lockdown without anyone of my so called "Friends" call me or came to check up on me, who wouldnt y'know ?
i come from a family formed by a dictator and his wife who just want to prove to their children that they are the gods of this world, but i try as much as i can to remind them they're just humans as all of us are...i fail sometimes, but i do get my point proven by sometimes acts of rebellion.

i guess i'm an alright person, i try as much as i can to be a good friend with every meaning in that word because i dont want those closest to me to go through the feeling of being "alone" that i had..its not a nice feeling, although sometimes you just really want to be Alone y'know ?
i enjoy my time spent thinking of who i am, who i was, and who i'm trying to be, i end up being depressed because i think about it too much, i went through alot of things that you wouldn't know or begin to fathom about, but i do try to leave it all into ashes and keep going with what i have, the Only thing that was ever there really was my Music. its why i'm addicted to it.

i think i have A.D.D. i never seem to start something and finish it properly, or i finish it a day later or so xD, thats why one of this year's words is Commitment.

Well, my life in a nutshell is what you just read, if you read it in the first place, dont judge anything by its cover, i might surprise when it comes to who i really am, you might find out, if you do please tell me xD

Latest addition: Well, i'm locked down home again. And i couldn't be more enraged, just the other day i punched one of my closest friends in the face because they couldn't shut up. The anger in me is starting to bring fear to me, but i can't control it. God knows what's going to happen.

my favourite music is Metal mainly, bands are : Arch Enemy, Gorefest, Graveworm, Dark Tranquility, Behemoth, Nile, Threat Signal, Dope, Winds of Plague, Hypocrisy, Burzum, Six Feet Under, Into Eternity, Sepultura, Black Sabbath, Slayer, Cannibal Corpse, Led Zeppilen, Metallica, Megadeth, Decapitated, Dimmu Borgir, Moonsorrow, Mushroomhead, SlipKnot, KoRn, Kreator, Vital Remains, Job For A Cowboy, Death, Heaven Shall Burn, Melechesh, All Shall Perish, Lamb of God, Opeth, Pantera, Dying Fetus, Testament, Buckethead, Joe Satriani, Yngwie Malmsteen, Vinnie Moore, Jason Becker, Steve Vai, Pink Floyd, Jose Gonzalez.....etc

my list goes a long way but thats what i can remember, i've got around 46 GB of metal on my pc :P
i do listen to some blues jazz and experimental stuff, random music basically, you'd see my playlist playing Cannibal Corpse, then unto some Vivaldi, the unto some Portishead. Random really. But sometimes it's all heavy, from Cannibal Corpse to Lamb of God to Dying Fetus, makes me headbang my neck off then go do a random moshpit with someone.

Oh..and you'd never survive in a moshpit with me..Ever.
Metal \m/.