I often find myself thinking about philosophical things such as "how and why are we here?" "What does it mean to be human?".
Sometimes these thoughts lead to me spacing out in middle of something...

I suffer from "chronic boredom". I am always, always bored. I dont know if there is something wrong but I can never seem to find something interesting that lasts. I also lack the motivation to go out and find something to do... Its a bad combo and usually leads to me being completely tired or starting hobbies such as drawing and never sticking to them long...
I wish i had more motivation, id be a much more happy and content person.
Not that im not content and happy with my life now ^_^

I always try and learn some art form, whether it be poetry, drawing, dancing etc... I like to express myself, but I haven't found a solid way of doing so.
Maybe I don't want others to see what I've done? Maybe I just am too lazy? Maybe I lack focus? Could be all of them... Ill think on that more, maybe even start something again

I like learning the sciences. Its something that can actually hold my attention for more than a half hour. I like to know how everything works, and science does a beautiful job of representing such things in a logical maybe not so easy to understand manner
I also believe that everything can be explained scientifically.

Im enjoy watching anime. Many anime appeal to me because they present a lot of interesting philosophical questions as well as show what could be possible realistically and in our imagination. This all done with compelling story-lines and relatable characters, makes for quality entertainment in my opinion ^_^

I also enjoy video games because they allow the player to experience something out of the ordinary or are just plain fun to play. Many games and systems are starting to stretch the imagination and way that you play, making the whole video game experience more immersive and breathtaking.


Im looking for places to watch these anime. If anyone knows of a streaming site with these anime on them please message me ^_^

Darker than black
Last exile
Mushishi



CR Kazoku(Family)

lone_wavemaster - Sensitive deep Otouto-san ^_^
zelfeilia - Awesome drawing quarky Onee-san. She has an account on deviantart, so if your interested in seeing her artistic capabilities
http://petit-marionette.deviantart.com/gallery/
maskedloner - Not as violent fun Onee-san
ketsuekipanku - Gamer Eureka Seven maniac Otouto-san
anime_arturo - Action loving Otouto-san


Id like to advertise these sights

http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/
This game is like DDR but you play with the keyboard and its much faster. The site also features other beat related games as well. Im addicted to FFR R1 and am currently ranked 2,646 in the world
You can also use the simfile part of the site to download mp3s free.

Oasis -Long Version-
http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/profile/Doragontenma/replay/37172056/
Butterflies(Short Edit)
http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/profile/Doragontenma/replay/36460127/
Endless Dream
http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/profile/Doragontenma/replay/26952731/
Legendary Etude
http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/profile/Doragontenma/replay/25626973/
Orchestral Angels
http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/profile/Doragontenma/replay/25548944/


http://www.sdegames.com/
This is a free online browser based RPG. Its not very good right now but it has an overwhelming amount of potential to be the greatest game out there. I have pages of ideas for the game and am working on development although not officially.

http://www.veoh.com/
The Veoh TV beta can be used as a p2p video sharing service. Its very fast and reliable. I use it to download video to watch on my ps3

http://downloads.khinsider.com/
This site is great for downloading mp3s for FREE! There is a trick it though, once you find the song you have to right click "download to computer" and save the file as something

http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/encyclopedia/ratings-anime.php
This site rates anime very, very well. Use the bayesian estimate if you want good anime