The world is a horrible place yet I love it dearly. I don’t know why I was brought into this world and I may only care a small deal. This world is turning dirty, even though I am only a child I can see it maybe I’m misunderstanding. I have been given wonderful talents but they are of no use to me. They are of only use to satisfy myself and no one else since they will soon wither in time. The world grows old of things in the ancient past while they love new things that no one has experienced.
I am old from the inside and not out. I take the form of a young girl who acts a little like one but has the sense of knowing the true world. I know it’s hideous and that no one is always nice. I lie to myself of thinking that everyone is sweet and kind when it’s all a lie. I’m sick of hiding myself from these truths but know I cannot break the shield which holds me dearly.
The heart of an innocent girl being tainted with little sin and being shielded by her very soul not wanting to be hurt and feel any pain. Wanting to be loved more then could be showed ever in a life time. Wanting to leave this world sick of waiting but cannot and yet is still willing to go through it all. Her heart may waver but only very little, Love that will be the bomb to take down her shield. How shall and could this child handle the world as she begins to see the truth.