Lust and hunger...
Survivor...
The day of rage..
Forever lasting,
never forgetting,
Undieing..

The day before hand,
The sound of the clock,
stopping in its tracks..

Frozen in time,
Unwinding,
Unbarable..
Never will it end...

The Lust...
The crave...
The fear....
Looking straight at me....

The blood,
Tears...
Pain...
Voices of the fallen...

Swords and armor...
Laying unused....
Non-Beating,
Broken hearts..

Crying in pain.
Slowly dieing..

The day of war, may be to an end...
But the lust..
Pain..
Fear..
Cries...
Will never come to an end..

As hard as you try to forget,
The more it hurts....
The more it becomes unttainable.....

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Is there ever a time, that i will feel alive?
Will there ever be a day, I won't fell alone?

In the darkness where those red eyes haunt me..

In the memories, the souls, and eyes..

I really never truly exsisted..I was just there to watch.

No one ever noticed me.
I was and always have been alone.

No one ever cared.
When I bled, they laughed.

When I cried, they pointed and gossoped.

When I tripped, eveyone made jokes..

When I was the new kid, they told lies about me.

In the afternoons I cried, but no one ever truly cared. People walked passed, but they never saw me.

Should I run away? Or should I stay and suffer to my death?

I don't know any more...

I am here, writing this, but what for?
It doesn't make me happy, just more sad.

As the memories go through my mind, I want to cry, but I can not.

My tears are gone, and I have no more. Why can't I just be locked up?

No one would miss me, and no one would notice.

The ones who told me they loved me, were all lies.
They never truly cared.

So, now, please, chain me up, and lock me away, where I belong...

To be nothing, but a
Shadow...

Hello there.
Well, one I am probably one of the most weirdest/randomest person you will come to meet. I am genraly a nice person. But I can get pissed very easily, but I do know how to control my anger. I do believe I am not worth talking to. I am the type to stick up for friends, and to watch their backs. I'll take a bullet if I have to for any of them. I'll never leave a good friend's side, even if they believe they can take everything on themselves, because no one can.

I am a huge J-Rock and J-Pop fan. I spend most of my time listening to them. I am hoping to learn violin this coming year at school, and to go into computers and art. I draw and write a lot. I love to play video games, they are a big part of my life. I have a PS2, Sega genisus, and an N64. I play them as much as I can, but right now my sister has them. (Dumb visitation) So, I am on the computer most of the time right now. ^.^

I am a lover of music, without it, I would be dead. o.o I have to sleep with music, I can not stand silence! >> I listen to J-rock, J-pop, rock, goth, metal, punk, emo, a little techno, a some classic,and chinese is pretty. Well! That's about it! <3





Cold wind of the night's breeze,
The moonlight shines down.

In this valley of dreams.
Peace and hormany.

There is no nightmares.
Beautifuly it sparkles.

The butterfly flutter,
and the fairies dance.
On this night of purity.

Though this may be a dream..

It's my dream..

My wonder...

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Tick..Tick...

The clock goes..

Bang!!

It's 12 -o- clock.

The clock goes burserk.
In fright, the birds fly off the Clock Tower.
The air is filled with pollution,
but standing here, i stair at the Clock Tower.

It's amazing..

The delicateci..

The designs....

The birds fly around me.
Feathers fall.
One lands on the Clock..

..Smoothly and light..

This is one of many wonders....

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Confusion takes over me, as I try to listen.
My body goes numb as black is all I see..

Looking down on me with disgust on thier faces and in their eyes..
All the gods watch..

I fall into the pits of hell,
as my hand reaches out.

I can't scream.

I can't cry.

I can't move my wings or even feel them..
My wings are gone..

Is this the end?
Is this were my life will take me?

To burn in the fire?
Trying to call for help?

Go ahead, kill me.
Make me suffer like I haven't sufferd enough..

My family is dead,
while my brother hunts me..

So, will it matter?
If I die now, then wait till he kills me?

Black is all I see as I fall..
I don't have time to scream or panick..

As I have already fallen,
into the hands of the deadly Fire..

Covered with pain,
I try to cry.

But in the end...

..I slowly fall away..