just because no one talks to me anymore!

i honeslty dont remember....but is he ok?

whats wrong with sean?

hiya again!!!

only now and again can I see reality clearly like I can now. In a few moments I will resume my hiding mechanism. In my thoughts everything will be ok. but deep inside I know it isn't. I guess in my moment of sanity I am crying for help.

I have slowly become withdrawn into my own thoughts, there are no anchors to pull me back to reality. I am stating to blend reality and imagination. I am starting to feel like the main character from chaos; head.

not so hot it feels like someone beat me to a bloody pulp then put my skin back on so no one would notice. Not to mention that it is hard when there is no one around who cares. I cant even get pleasure by watchin anime or playing starcraft

im glad of my boyfriend though. he's really helping me through this more than he knows

yeah, but harder than it seems to do

just really stressed out. there are many things that wont fit into a gb entry

it was a much needed distraction....... =(

yeah.....i love it though. but i done now

the tv series. and many reasons why i am flustered

sorry i meant flustered. and watching lost.

its okya and yeah its been that long. sorry im watching stuff too. i is a bit flustewred