Weeeeee¬ I have become INSANE!!!!

This long, long, long holiday made me insane and tired, I don't know what to do and am doing.. Sounds real crazy, right...

I'm now starting to make wise move by advancing in my textbooks for next year since I'll be sitting for national exam..... Brr, the one that will lightened my future path..... Well, I have no shame and secret b'coz here I'm boldly saying I want to become animator but because of my dad's dissapointment of my fellow nee-chan (one geologist and and two english teacher) <---- they actually didn't end up with the career they want to have.... So to compensate this, my TOU-SAN wants a doctor in the house, he sees the character in me instead of my maggot-headed brother.... I'm a bit flattered but I too want to pursue my dreams.... Seems like there's no other way but I still can b'come a part time, don't you think. Another obstacles is my studies and my life... I tell you, I'm absolutely SUCKS in add maths.... I'll try to upgrade this and seems like my physics and bio has been ok.... national language is a bit off... and....... just leave it to it.

Anyway, my piano practise has been OK too.. But almost in danger scales. And it seems that my communications skills has gradually depleted, I think I've b'come retard already. My duck, psyduck (ladestiny92) can't seem to find time for us to spend with each other.... Urghh... Really miss her...

Now I'm waging a war on girls who have boyfriends!!!! I'm absolutely going to shoot their guys DEAD.
I hate my boyfriend. Just a particle of me that want to be with him nowadays....