Heej, well I'm Claudie and I'm 14 years old. I may just be 14 but i've been tro a lot in my life. Live f***ed me a lot of time's but I still love my live. Why? Becous of my friends, my family and my fear for time. I want to enjoy my live, so I'm not goanna cry for something that already happend.
I love anime and love my music. I listen to a lot off kinds of music, but mostly to rock (and pop but that's on the 2end place). So wanna be friends with someone who know the feeling off pain and go on with your life? wanna be friends with someone who know's how to have fun?
Just add me, and you don't have to seartch any more .
LOVe,
Claudie
Ive been writing these lines for far too long
The pages fill but they dont help fix what is wrong
Tell me love what is there left to say
The time that we could have just fades away
If you're looking for the best hun, you know that isnt me
Im nothing more that a sorrow covered in romantic fantasy
Im sorry for not being all the things you want me to be
Im sorry that the best I can give you is to just be me
So find me an answer and Ill give you all my time
So give me a love song and Ill tell you everything is fine
Fade to black with the intent of all the things you never meant to say
Fade to gray with the regrets of what you have let get away
Do the mountains sing for you or are they silent still
I dont understand the reasons and I guess I never will
You find me in the pool of my empty tears
You leave me in a room comforted only by my fears
And now the dawn is breaking and the night goes by
Somewhere in this time I find that I dont have the will to cry
So take from me those last things that I have left to spare
Then take a little more til I forget that I used to care
If you are happy then why dont you just turn away
Take from me this forever and those words you used to say
And leave me with this shadow that only you and I will ever see
Leave me with the scars of the way you used to "Love" me.
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Don't Go Saying "I Love You"
Don't go saying you weren't serious,
do not pretend that you were joking.
Do you think that I was laughing?
Did you even feel me choking?
Don't take back all those lies,
and pretend that they were true.
Don't bring back all that stuff I said,
about how I lived for you.
Don't go saying we are perfect,
don't fake you love me even more.
Don't try and bring back all those feelings,
that strangled me before.
Please do not turn me around,
from the steps away I'd made.
Don't bring back memories,
of drugs and a razor blade.
Don't fuck me up again,
don't crawl inside my head.
Don't go saying all those things,
those things that you once said.
So please don't say that,
don't pretend that it's okay.
Don't go saying "I love you",
because the pain won't go away.
Don't say it over again,
don't begin your attack.
Don't go saying "I love you",
because you know I'll say it back.
