I'm a 6'2 blue-eyed 20 year old country boy with not much to do with life... I graduated high school in 2007 and went to college for about a year and a half before I went broke... I like to have a good time, go out and hang with friends, or just chill at the house not doing a damn thing... I cuss so get over it... I'm me and I don't change for anyone... So if ya want to know more just ask..





The pain is unbearable, why must I endure the pain of being alone.

Why must I constantly watch the ones I love walk out of my life and know that there ain't a god damn thing I can say or do that will stop them from leaving

All I ever wanted was someone to reach out with a hand saying don't be afraid just take my hand and everything will be ok

What must I do to have someone be there for me?

Is asking for a chance to much to ask from those around me?

What about me pushes everyone away?

Will that person that I long for ever come along and prove to me that all my pain and suffering hasn't been for nothing?

All I ever asked was to be loved and treated with respect but for those who have ever entered my life it seems as if those 2 little things I asked were impossible.

The pain of being alone, will it ever end?

The pain of betrayal, will it ever end?

The pain of losing those you love, will it ever end?

The pain of being shunned, will it ever end?

Why does happiness avoid me?


A poem written by my sis























and this is why i dont mess with women