I just wanted everyone to know that I am sorry and that I really hope that I can make things right. I apologize for my decieving you and I deeply regret that I did. So my confession before I quite forever is that Bella and I are the same person.

Kai, I'm sorry that I decieved you twice and I really hope that someday in your heart you will forgive me.

Sai, I owe you the greatest apology of all. I destroyed your life and you did not deserve what I did. I really hope that you out of everyone will forgive me and move on. I wish I could take everything I did back, but I know that I can't. I love you still and I think you are the greatest guy I have ever met. Do well in life, succeed, don't worry so much about what others think. Curse your parents, they don't deserve you. Please become who you want to be and live.

Lastly, thank you to all those who have supported me even though I decieved you. I deserve to go to hell for what I've done. So kill me, curse me with a voodo doll anything....I truly and sorry and I hope that everyone will become strong in their life. May all things be brightened in friendships when the darkness caves in.

~Nichole