april 15/ 2009 :
i dont like it when too many people come at me at one time. it is like people think i'm the person they can lean on when they are depressed. they think that my life is a bird's freedom. so funny. am i really that good of an actor? i should be in show bussiness, cause clearly they dont see it. it's wierd, really. the closer i get to someone, the more in tune i am. i mean thier emotions that they hide is something i always know. i always know what is going on. it is not on perpose . the closer i am to someone, the more i can tell something is wrong with them. i am so nice that i'm gonna find out whats wrong. but the pain they is the pain i feel. i, a physco, am more affected by emotions than others. i can handle it, but only one at a time. too much and i will go crazy.

ME?
im the person who can laugh and not give a dam.
im the person who can keep a secret and suck at lieing.
im the person who is a physco and make sense of everything.
im the person who is always making stupid feel smart.
im the person who is always bored, waiting to help someone.
im the person who falls down and laughs.
im the person who can always comfort the weirdest people.(friends)
im the person who wants to help although you want me to leave.
im the person who is forever nice.
ME!



i dont care what you look like. i dont care who you are. i dont care if you dont want to talk to me. i dont are if you beat the shit out of me. i dont care if want to end my life. i dont care if you think you can do better. i dont care if you get mad that i dont care. i dont care cause i've done everything i can. i have tried to help you with your troubles. all your problems i have been there to support you. i've tried to keep you alive. i know you dont care about me, but i do care about you. thats why i have stay'd for so long. sure you think i dont care about you, but why would i do anything else. i can stand almost anything but not when you dont trust me. if i trust you, and you dont trust me. then how can we be together. i need you even if i dont show it.




"THE RACEST LIVING"
curse the souls of the living.
they arent forced to walk
the unpaved path as us.
for years we havent seen the sun,
and have to feast on what is called blood.

we are constantly feared by the living,
cause they think we have joy in thier misery.
but we are them with different tastes,
those racest fools.

we are blessed by demons.
they are blessed by angels.
how come we cant be together?
how come your race is good,
and we are evil?

the dark awiats for us
while you sleep sweet dreams.
we increase instrength, but decrease in intelligence.
you can do both with your weapons.

war of the living vs living,
man vs man,
animal vs animal.
you fight each other and us
almost like you want to die.
just cease all fights cause you
injure us and yourselves.
the racest living turns into us, the vampires.

** Spoiler Alert!!! click to hide or show**

a rapist was driving down the road and picks up a hich-hike killer. the killer said,"go down this dirt road." the rapist said, "thats where im going." the killer said, "why dont you turn off all the lights." the rapist said, "im already on it." the killer said, "dude im tring to hurt you." the rapist said, "heheh all right." the killer went to the police station and the police asked the killer,"do you know what the guy looked like?" the killer said,"yah he looked like the guy in this body bag."
put this on your profile if you an idiot.