im esther
i am sixteen years young
i am very berry confused with some things right now so sorry if i act like a little bitch =]
.....by the way this is my
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UNDER SOME EXTREME CONSTRUCTION



i just want to say i really dont want to hurt anyone but i know i will and im probably going to very soon. so let me just say even though i havnt hurt you yet...and you dont even know who you are i am so sorry...i really hate this haveing to do this to people it happenes all the time though. i dont know why people grow up,move on,feelings change,love's rearragned,time seems to slow down,my heart finally has a chance to catch up with me life...again im so sorry i never wanted to hurt you.<3


that should explain mostly why im confused

i have lost four people in my life whom i very much care about....
RIP Aunt Sharyl 1967-2005(cause -heart attack)
RIP Justin Garlow 1989-2007(cause- in car accident)
RIP Stephanie Moreno1991-2006(cause-hung[suicide])
RIP Maria Gonzales1992-may 2008(cause-failure to breathe from being in a coma from car accident)

this is just how i feel...
i love everybody
people are stupid
i love rainbows
dont jugde me cuz i'll judge you back
music is my life
i cry
i laugh
i sing
i scream
i dance
i mosh/hardcore dance
i jump
i go to the mall with a sign that says "free hugz for world peace"
i get alot of hugz
love me hate me frankly i could care less!
i love like theres no tomarrow
i kiss
i love boys
i dance when im alone
i sing in the shower
im not emo
i am scene
i have a heart dont break it
someones stolen my heart
im taken
im random
i love laughing at people
i talk to hobos
i love alot of different music
i perfer screamo
i prefer punk
i perfer rock
i perfer indie
anyways i sleep alot
i <3 food
but its my enemy
my friends mean the world to me!







MY TO DO LIST:
take new pictures
tickle my little sister
dance with mr. pickels
go to hot topic
mohawk my hair
comment everybodys pictures
video tape a show for my friend on here

i put more soon