hy im talis. im a crazy person and love anime, music, art, poetry and romance. im a realy nice person and il mostly asept eany1 nomater what they are (that includes atlantis people)

my favorite stuf

food: ice cream
color: blue black red purple
book: twilight,newmoon,eclipse,breaking dawn
animal: lion and wolf
anime: dont realy have a fav
person: ofcurse *LUCY*<3
(oh and nay nay pliz stop it with d lucy coments)




I love her wid all my heart and wish her more then eanything in this world, but I know I cant have her. We warent ment to be yet my heart tells me otherwise. I cant stop tinking about her. Shes in every singel one of my dreams, my thoughts, and every time I look at her my heart races. It wasent a long time I had with her. we were only friends for wat seemed a second in my life, although it was a yaer. just that, was enougph for me to love her. Even now that I try to hide it I cant. I cry wen I remember the past, and I get furious at the people who hug her. They don’t deserve her neather do I. she has the most soothing eyes, heart warming smile, and her sent is sweet. Wen not even I knew about my feelings for her, I had trouble wen she was absent. I felt something was missing and that’s wen I discobered my feelings for her.

2 years have passed and my heart still feels the same. Just yesterday she walked by me. While she walked by me I got to catch a small scent. Her scent to be exact. As I took it in I couldent help but looking back. The smell stayed with me the whole day. And my head was in the clouds. I keapt thinking of how life would be if we were still friends. I could hug her every day. Be by her side and get to share the day together. Ugh well that’s it for today I guess.

O my god today I saw her hugging this girl and I felt like going over there and punching her(the girl not my lovea) in the face. But I knew that she would not forgive me if I did. So I controlled my self turned to face the opposite way and just tried not to cry. I could feel tears in my eyes wich I did not understand why. The girl was only hugging her noting bad with that rite? Well I tried to hug her once wen we just to be friends but yet I could never do it. I fealt that if I hugged her I would endup kissing her. I just to sit across from her in most classes. In wich I could take in her scent as much as I wanted. I never thought I would miss it until It was gone. Now at nite I dream of her and wen I wakeup I start to cry. Not because the dream was sad by reminding me of her, no it was because it ended. I wish I could live in my dreams al my life and to be able to have her in my arms.[/blue]