The name's Rolande =D I'm currently in high school, and studying to be a nurse by the time I graduate. Idk what else to write about myself, but get to know me. You won't regret it, I promise. If you want my AIM, myspace, or facebook, just ask.


"...All of our waste which we dumped on her and which she absorbed. And all of our beauty which was hers first and which she gave to us. All of us- all who knew her- felt so wholesome after we cleansed ourselves on her. We were so beautiful when we stood astride her ugliness. Her simplicity decorated us, her guilt sanctified us, her pain made us glow with health, her awkwardness made us think believe we were eloquent. Her poverty kept us generous. Even her waking dreams we used-to silence our own nightmares. And she let us, and thereby deserved our contempt. We honed our egos on her, padded our characters with her frailty, and yawned in the fantasy of our strength. And fantasy it was, for we were not strong, only aggressive, we were not free, merely licensed; we were not compassionate, we were polite; not good, but well behaved. We courted death in order to call ourselves brave, and hid like thieves from life. We substituted good grammar for intellect; we switched habits to stimulate maturity; we rearranged lies and called it truth, seeing in the new pattern of an old idea the Revelation and the Word. She, however, stepped over into madness, a madness which protected her from us simply because it bored us in the end....He, at any rate, was the one who loved her enough to touch her, envelop her, give something of himself to her. But his touch was fatal, and something he gave her filled the matrix of her agony with death. Love is never any better than the lover. Wicked people love wickedly, violent people love violently, weak people love weakly, stupid people love stupidly, but the love of a free man is never safe. There is no gift from the beloved. The lover alone possess his gift of love. The loved one is shorn, neutralized, frozen in the glare of the lover's inward eye....This soil is bad for certain kinds of flowers. Certain seeds it will not nurture, certain fruit it will not bear, and when the land kills of its own volition, we acquiesce and say the victim had no right to live. We are wrong, of course, but it doesn't matter. It's too late. At least on the edge of my town, among the garbage and the sunflowers of my town, it's much, much, much too late.
--Excerpt from The Bluest Eye




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Shows I've Watched/Still Watching ^_^ (another spoiler >_<)

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C-Dramas
Devil Beside You
Why Why Love
Love Contract
It Started with A Kiss
Corner With Love
Mean Girl A Chu
Frog Turns to Prince
Smiling Pasta
Bull Fighting
Fated to Love You
Meteor Garden
Hana Kimi (Taiwan)
Mars
Tokyo Juliet
J-Dramas
Hana Yori Dango [I &II]
Absolute Boyfriend
Gokusen (Seasons 1-3)
K-Dramas
Who Are You?
Princess Hours
The First Shop of the Coffee Prince
My Name is Kim Sam Soon
Super Rookie
J-Movies
Yamada Taro Monogatari
Boku wa Imouto ni Koi wo Suru
K-Movies
Witch Yoo He
200 Pounds of Beauty
Love Me Not
Innocent Steps
Too Beautiful to Lie
The Perfect Couple
Project Makeover
Two Faces of My Girlfriend
Millionaire's First Love
My Sassy Girl
My Little Bride
My Girl
Baby & Me
I'm A Cyborg, But That's Okay
Singles
Animes
Kamichama Karin
Karin
Rizelmine
Vampire Knight

Still Watching
Innocent Love(pending uploads)
Hot Shot (pending uploads)
Express Boy (pending uploads)
Miss No Good (pending uploads)
Vampire Knight: Guilty (pending uploads)
Invincible Shan Bao Mei (pending uploads)