"I'm Wishing for the man I love. To find me Today!" -disney's SNOW WHITE
[Melody Playing] "Will you dance with me?"
[Looking at his eyes] "Nothing will please me more."
[He takes my hands. And as the music plays and our hearts mutually whispers its love to each other. This will be the momentl I will truly know my half.]


Being hopelessly devoted to finding the meaning of life. Aside from that I am addicted to all things darkly romantic and very devilish liaison conspiracy. Also I find myself with complete indifference to people that are shallow with no complete flows. Anyone who has a dense personality should be persecuted. haha. But other than that.. I keep away from any illicit sexual encounter. I mean everything that moves could be f*cked so I rather not continue with this orientation between dating. In any case other than being attach and attack constantly.. I rather not risk to0 many possibilities to disfunction my heart any further. If I crave for the deep desire of passion inside I can only call upon who wants to help. With no attachment and harm done. And believe me I have accomplish that in so many ways. And Yet, I find it hard to wonder. This seems to confuse me a bit. But I can continue in this manner..Since I only have a few capacity of heart beats left. There is not way to waste time in such untrue feelings. Which is only a fantasy and a manipulation in the mind when you feel unsatisfied and lonely. I see no potentials in humans anyway. I find they are to empty in the end. Never to satisfy my expectations. I rather not hope. But only to pass by in time...