I am full of contradictions. I believe in making a stand for one thing yet I encourage others to be broad in thought and consider more than one approach even if it leads them astray. I am against people who say they 'didn't mean it' because all that's real in this world is what people perceive. I am critical, cynical, skeptical and no, I don't love it. I don't find it enjoyable in any way and none of it is an affectation. This is how I type normally, don't form any opinions yet please =]








。。。。。。。ambition can go either way

but it gets to a point where i cant turn back
i've gone too far, made too many steps
too much fear of being inferior and inept
and failing to do what i said
too many promises made and unkept
wasted opportunities and regret
too little time to grasp what i have
even the best of times, i'll forget

there is no pain or fear
anger, hatred or tears
only a certain degree of disappointment
another burden to bear

and under this condition, i operate
it's not always that great..

..yup

lower your expectations and you'll see a revelation