<center>Won't refuse whoever comes and won't chase whoever leaves..that's what I am..I think..


Personality:
Like most people, I have no idea where to start describing myself. Im the type that keeps everything to herself. Weird, quiet most of the time,stubborn,random would probably be the closest words to describe me. I have a problem getting close to people and trusting them but eventually with some patience on their behalf I manage to open up which rarely happens but does happen. Stubbornness and solicitation are my virtues. When I think I’m right theres nothing in the world that could change my mind lookright but I’m pretty much always wrong. I have a low self-esteem which is actually a good thing because people with high self-esteem mostly end up being greedy,selfish bastards/bitches or 6 feet under ground, lol. I bite my nails when I’m nervous which is a bad habit from childhood. I don’t blab unless theres something worth blabbing about if not I prefer being silent as uncomfortable as that may seem to the person that with me to me it ain’t. I’m not intrastate in yapping rumors just to talk about something. I don’t really listen to what my friends tell me so I successfully forget everything the next day. I like to pretend to have a strong personality but its usually the other way around. If you piss me off I wont argue with you I’ll just ignore you until you start hating yourself for pissing me off and apologize. I’m not obsessed with makeup,wardrobe,handbags nor shoes like some of I know and smoking nor getting waisted aren’t my top priorities in life so all of that crap isn’t what I’m about . Lol being even a bit normal now a days isn’t normal at all from what I managed to figure out from the way most people my age act.

School, jobs and social life:
I never liked books,readying nor studying so going to school was the last thing I looked forward too. It turned out to be a complete waste of time because I forgot pretty much every boring thing I’ve ever learned in my so called life’s education. School wasn’t all that bad until the serious part came where they filled my head with “you have to study your future depends on it” crap. When I’m eager to learn something I’ll learn it and not because someone told me to do it. Unfortunately in this world your only consider “smart” if you have a bunch of degrees next to your biography. Its safe to say that I’m a smart-ass and a dumb-ass at the same time.
When it comes to working in not a fan then again who is?
Sleeping is a total comfort time if you ask me. Social life hmm… I don’t have one. Seriously I don’t. So yeah my social life sucks tell me something I don’t know.*winks*




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音楽を楽しむ、人生を楽しむ。
Enjoy Music, Enjoy Life.
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I try so hard to say what I mean,using so many words...
And yet you use so few.
I'm saying that sometimes saying less can convey much more..If you don't know what I mean..maybe that's because you're still a kid..


どきどき゚
それがあいでしょう。。
(゜ロ゜)