File:I Love You (NOT MINE)[Fanfiction]
NOTE: NOT MINE!! I found this story on Fanfiction.net By Natsume Yuiki. This story was just amazing at the end sad. Really sad, i actully cried, so i thought you guys might like it too. An Amu x Ikuto
Natsume: Hello everybody! How’s everybody doing? Here’s my third Shugo Chara story! I don’t think you’ll ever find me typing a story that’s not an Amuto since I love this couple pairing!
Ikuto: See Amu! Everybody wants us together!
Amu: Do not!
Ikuto: Do too.
Amu: Do not!
Natsume: Shut up! -Says it in Eru’s way- I do not own Shugo Chara. Peach-Pit does. Enjoy!
+Online Dating Web+
I saw him running after me as I quickly picked up my pace to get away from him at all costs.
“Amu, please? Give me another chance!” he called out to try and work things out. Anger boiled up inside me. How dare he use my first name when we weren’t even together anymore! I turned to finally face him, but only glares were sent his way.
“Look here. We’re through! There’s nothing to talk about! It’s over!” I heard my voice rising and hissing venomously at each and every word. I saw him pleading and begging for me to come back to him. How I wished to go back to him! But he broke my heart and I didn’t want to experience that again!
“Please…just leave me alone.” I softened my voice trying to contain my anger, pain, and dejection. I walked away from him and this time, without looking back.
“Leave now! I don’t want to see your face in front of me again!” I yelled as I released all my anger onto her. She wouldn’t let go of my arm as she pleaded for forgiveness.
“I’m sorry Ikuto. Please forgive me. I’m sorry. Don’t hate me.” Her voice sounded pained. I sighed as I shook my head and released my arm from her grip. “We’re through. I’m sorry, but it’s done between us. “
“Ikuto please! I won’t ever do it again!” she begged as tears swelled in her eyes. She disgusted me! Cheating on me but actually trying to get back together with me?! If she thought that was possible with me she was definitely mistaken. “Goodbye.” I said coldly as I walked away, farther and farther away from her.
I sighed as I reached back at my chair to stretch out my sore back from crying too long. I hugged my pillow tightly as I was lost in thought for a moment. I angrily threw the pillow back onto my bed. Maybe Internet surfing would help me get a load off my mind. As I clicked on the Internet icon I saw an ad on the computer that caught my eye. Online matchmaker? I’ll give it a try, just for fun. At least…that’s what I thought at first.
I clicked on the ad and saw another Internet screen pop out to the link for the ad. I made up a user, which only took about five seconds to make. As I clicked the male button I saw a list off males looking for a date. I skimmed through all the lame and boring names. I clicked on the Japanese language on the search engine. It showed a list of male Japanese men looking for a date. Only one name caught my eyes. Ikuto Tsukiyomi. I didn’t know why but the sound of it made my heart skip a beat. I clicked on him. There was no image of him, which disappointed me a bit, but he did live at the same area as me which made me a bit curious. I clicked on the chat button since the status told me he was online.
Amu: So… how old are you?
Ikuto: Let me ask how old you are first.
Ikuto: Aren’t you a little too young for this dating thing?
Amu: How old are you then?
Ikuto: 19. In your face. :P
Amu: Aren’t you a little too old for this?
Ikuto: Who knows? Maybe I am.
Amu: Ha-ha. Aren’t you the funny one.
Ikuto: Actually, I am. :P
Amu: Lol. Really?-sarcasm-
It felt as if the conversation went on for forever! I felt time fly right past me as our meaningless conversation continued. I had so much fun! I forgot all about what had happened hours ago. Some of his jokes made me laugh and his constant teasing at me made me blush a bit, even if it was online.
Amu: So, do you admit you’re good looking?
Ikuto: Ouch! Good-looking? I prefer hot and handsome. :
Amu: Rofl! Whatever. XP
Ikuto: Do you admit your pretty?
Amu: No. In fact, I prefer myself as average.
Ikuto: Really? I don’t think you’re that bad considering I enjoy talking with you.
Amu: If I could smile I would.
Ikuto: What do you mean?
Amu: Long story.
Ikuto: I’ve got time.
Amu: Well…I broke up with my boyfriend today.
Ikuto: What a surprise! I broke up with my girlfriend today! What’s his name?
Amu: Hotohori Tadase. You?
Ikuto: Hoshina Utau.
Amu: No way! Hoshina Utau?! The famous idol?!
Ikuto: -Rolls eyes- She disgusts me.
Amu: I know what you mean. My boyfriend cheated on me.
Ikuto: Are you serious? My girlfriend cheated on me!
Amu: Looks like we’re on the same express train…. Shoot. I gotta go. I feel sleepy. It’s amazing how I didn’t notice the time.
Ikuto: I prefer to stay up late. Since you’re young you should hurry and go to bed, kid.
Amu: Don’t call me a kid! I’ll talk to you tomorrow?
Ikuto: Sure. :P
Amu Hinamori signs off at 11:28 P.M.
Ikuto Tsukiyomi signs off at 11:29 P.M.
I sighed a sigh of satisfaction, relief, and happiness. Although the break up made me a bit depressed, Ikuto had cheered me up right away. I blushed as I noticed I hadn’t even used honorific. I slapped my cheeks to stay focused. I needed sleep.
I couldn’t wait for the next day to come, which was unusual for me. I usually didn’t care things like this, but this Hinamori Amu girl really catches my interest. I sighed as I turned off the lights and pulled over the blanket sheets over me. I fell into a deep sleep. Hinamori Amu, huh…
I shot out of bed as my alarm clock rang. It was a Saturday, which meant no school and no Tadase! I quickly took a seat on my chair and turned the computer on. I felt my heart pound in excitement as I clicked on the Internet explorer icon. I felt silly since I was looking forward to talking with a person I barely knew, but I didn’t mind. I could tell he was sweet. I whispered a ‘yes!’ as I saw that he was on. I sent him a chat.
Amu: Hey. How’s it going? What’re you doing up so early?
Ikuto: Same goes to you. Kids should have their sleep. Especially girls. It’s good for the skin to have 11 hours of sleep a day.
Amu: Really? I didn’t know that…hey wait! Don’t call me kid!
Ikuto: A kid is a kid unless you want to be called Miss.
Amu: I’m sorry I said anything.
Ikuto: Good girl.
Amu: Do you have any talents? Hobbies?
Ikuto: As a matter of fact, I do.
Amu: Tell me.
Ikuto: I play the violin AND I’m pretty good if I do say so myself.
Across the computer screen I swear I could feel a smirk being sent across.
Amu: Really? You’re that confident in your abilities eh?
Ikuto: Of course.
Amu: Then if I ever see you, you have to play for me, deal?
I began to wonder if I actually would see him in reality one day. Would he be handsome and hot like he said or will he be some kind of dork or geek? My curiosity began to grow.
Amu: Send me a picture of how you look like.
Amu: If you’re so confident on your looks I’ll be the judge of that.
Ikuto: Ok…give me a sec.
In a few seconds a window appeared saying an image had been sent to be. I pressed ‘ok’ and the file opened. I felt my jaw drop. He was absolutely gorgeous! He had dark blue, midnight hair, the most beautiful indigo eyes I’ve ever seen, and a good build and figure.
Amu: Are you sure you didn’t get this off the internet?
Ikuto: Yes I’m sure. Now hand over a picture of you.
Ikuto: It’s a trade on trade.
I looked through my documents until I found an ok picture of me and sent it over to him.
Ikuto: HehYou look like a kid to me.
Amu: D-Do not! I blushed a bit.
As I opened the file she sent to me I could feel myself drooling! She looked so cute! She was definitely lying when she had said average. She had pink hair and wore a red ‘x’ clip. Her golden eyes looked absolutely matched with her skin.
Ikuto: You lied when you said you were average. You’re cute. :D
Amu: I’m not cute. Liar.
Ikuto: No joke.
Amu: …I’ve gotta go. See ya later!
Amu Hinamori signed off at 10:12 Am.
Ikuto: Amu! I was joking! Come back!
Ikuto Tsukiyomi signed off at 10: 17 A.m.
I sighed as I looked at my monitor. I wonder…will I ever be able to see her? Wait! Halt! Stop! Ikuto, you’re 6 years older then her! No way you can go out with her. Wait…going out?! Now my thoughts are messed up!
I saw her pop up onto my screen.
Amu: You wanna meet up somewhere? you know...
Ikuto:…are you serious? In reality?!
Amu: Sure. Why not?
Amu:Um... the central mall!
To be continued…
Natsume: Tee hee. I’ve always wanted to make one like this:P.
Ikuto: Online dating?! Amu, we need to talk.
Ikuto: Are you giving guys invites saying you wanna go out with a dork?
Amu: Blame Natsume. She’s writing.
Natsume: AH!! PLEASE REVIEW!! –Runs-
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
Natsume: Hidi ho! This is your, one and only, Natsume Hiyoko typing for File: I Love You chapter 2!
Ikuto: I love all the Amuto fans out there.
Natsume…Ikuto…are you feeling all right?
Ikuto: Never better.
Natsume: OO Um…Let’s get started then shall we? I do not own Shugo Chara. Peach- Pit does.
Amu: Hi everybody!
Natsume: You were supposed to come in earlier!
Amu:Oh…Enjoy Chapter 2!!
I put on my long sleeve, white crusader shirt with a red cross in the middle, zipped up my red vest that went up to the middle of my hips, slipped on a red checkered skirt and white boots. “There.” I thought to myself in satisfaction. Wait. Why am I dressing up for this? It’s just a meet up at the mall. No need to be all fancy and cute for a guy I’ve never met! I took several deep breaths to calm down before I took off.
“Bye Mom! I’m meeting a friend at the mall today so I might be home late today.” I announced as I shot out the door.
“Amu Chan. Your Father and I are going on a date today remember? You promised you would baby sit Ami-Chan. Why don’t you take Ami with you?” I groaned. I had totally forgotten about that. If only Ran, Miki, and Su were still here I would have them watch over Ami, but now that I was grown they had gone back inside my heart.
“Alright. Come on Ami. Let’s hurry.” I gestured her to hurry and put on her shoes so we could get going to the train station.
Luckily, we made it to the train station on time just before it left. As we were boarding I accidently grabbed a person’s hand by mistake to board the train. “Oh. I’m sorry.” I immediately apologized as I retreated my hand from …his?
“Are you Amu?” the voice asked. It was deep and husky. I looked up behind me. It was Ikuto!
“Tsu-Tsu-Tsukiyomi-kun?” I stammered as my blush grew. He was much more better looking than the picture would show! He gave me a light smirk. “Well? Aren’t you gonna board? He asked. How stupid of me! “R-Right.” I stammered as I got on. I took a seat an empty seat. It was pretty crowed in the early morning. He preferred to use the iron handles on top.
“You’re Tsukiyomi-kun?” I asked.
“No need for honorifics. Just call me Ikuto.” He said as he added in an extra smirk on his face.
I blushed. “Then if I call you Ikuto then you don’t need honorifics for my name. Just Amu is fine.”
He laughed. “Alright then, Amu.” I managed to hide in my blush at the way he emphasized my name.
“Onee-Chan.” I saw Ami tugging on my skirt. I had completely forgotten she was there!
“Who’s the Onii-Chan? “ Then she grinned. “Your boyfriend?”
I blushed entirely. “Is so…” I was cut off by a hand clamping over my mouth.”
“Yes. I’m your Onee-Chan’s boyfriend.” He said with a grin as he looked back at me. I glared at him while turning beet red. “Don’t tell her things she doesn’t need to know!” I said telepathically trough my glare. He rolled his eyes and ignored it.
“Ami was right! Onee-Chan’s got a boyfriend! Ami was right!” she beamed. I grumbled. He was totally NOT! I let it go since Ami was temporarily satisfied. “Sorry. I’ve got to babysit her today. My mom and dad are out.” I sighed. “No problem.” He replied coolly.
I chuckled a bit at the way she constantly blushed every time I teased her just a bit. We would make light conversations on the way with her little sister, Ami, Interrupting occasionally. I didn’t mind since she would always point out that Amu had a boyfriend which made Amu blush. We got off the stuffed train and were finally able to breathe fresh air.
“Where to first?” I asked her. She thought for a moment until Ami interrupted her train of thought. “I wanna go to the playground!” Ami yelled as she raised her hand up to speak. “Ami d--“ I cut her off. “That sounds like a great idea.” I said. Amu stared at me in disbelief.
“Chill out Amu.” I said as I rolled by eyes. She mumbled to herself a bit until she finally agreed. “Alright.”
After walking a few blocks we reached the Easter Park. “Onee-Chan! Let’s go on the swings!” Ami yelled excitedly with sparkles in her eyes. “Ok Ami.” Amu gave her little sister a smile as they went over to the swings. A grin spread across my face as I thought of an idea.
“Here we go Ami. 1…2…3..--“ as she was about to lightly push Ami a bit I hoisted Amu up by her waist. “I-I-Ikuto?! What are you doing?!” she stammered while flapping her arms to make me lose my grip. I set her down on an individual swing. I whispered something into Ami’s ears.
“Let me borrow my girlfriend for a bit.” I whispered into her ears. She gave out a sly giggle as she stared at the confused and curious Amu then back to me. “Why don’t you go play at the playground Ami?” I said loud enough for Amu to hear. She nodded as she gave out a small giggle.
“Ok Onii-Chan, have fun with your boyfriend Onee-Chan!” she yelled as she giggled all the way to the slides.
“He’s not my boyfriend!” I heard Amu fight back at her little sister’s words. I let out a small chuckle. She shot me a look. “You told her something didn’t you?”
“Me? I would never.” I said with an innocent and yet sarcastic tone. I sat at the swing next to her. “Hey Amu.” I began. “Hm?”
“Your ex. What was he like?” I asked. She rolled her eyes as she recalled the memory back into her mind.
“He was a big fat jerk-a-zoid. He always thought of an excuse to skip our anniversaries and other important days. On my birthday he would always just drop off a gift and say he’s got an errand to run. Weird huh? Even though he was like that I still liked him. I have to admit though. Before we started dating he was really nice and sweet. He always found a way to make me blush. Although now I look at him and ask myself what I ever saw in him in the first place. “ she sighed as she rocked back and forth on her swing.
“Well…Utau was much worse I’ll give you that. She would always cling onto me like a virus, she was always whining to get her way, and she would always be calling me at midnight and talking nonstop.” I rolled my eyes as I remembered how annoying it was to be awakened at two in the morning hearing her whiny voice at the start of the day. I noticed that Amu was staring at me.
“What? Do my looks attract you?” I asked with a laugh. She blushed.
“N-No not that! Well that too. I mean! I was just wondering why you would actually put yourself in an online dating website. You don’t look like the type of people that would do that.” She said with a curiosity in her voice.
“I guess you could say that it was boring without company.” I jokingly said. Truthfully, I was just curious what kind of people would actually do things like that.
She suddenly laughed a bit. “What?” I asked.
“No. It’s nothing. I was just imagining how Utau would look clinging onto you. It doesn’t look like her Chara at all!” I had to agree with her. It was true. Speaking of character, I saw Yoru flying over towards me. “Is that a Shugo Chara!?” she asked in surprise. She was able to see him?
“Yea. Knowing that you can see him means you’ve got some of your own?” I asked. Her face fell a bit.
“No. I used to, but now that I’ve gotten older they’ve gone back into my heart.” She said with a crooked smile. I cursed at myself for asking. Stupid Ikuto! You shouldn’t have asked her that.
“How do you still have yours?” she asked me with eyes full of curiosity. I shrugged. “Who knows.” I felt Yoru rest on top of my head. I felt a bit bad for ruining our day for bringing it up. I decided to brighten the mood.
“I bet that I can swing the highest then you can.” I smirked sending her a challenge. A grin spread across her face, “You’re on!”
She swinged back and forth with all her might, as did I. She giggled. I sighed in relief. She was having fun. I chuckled a bit as I got caught in her laughter.
Amu laughed happily. “I had so much fun today. It’s really fun talking to you Ikuto.” She giggled while holding Ami’s hand. Ikuto smiled. “Glad you had fun.” He replied. Amazingly, to his surprise, he actually had fun today too. They had talked about random things and before they knew it, it was already time to go home. It wasn’t exactly the best
date ever, but enough for both of them to go home satisfied. Well…until Amu’s face dropped as she spotted a familiar face in the distance. “Tadase…”
To be continued…
Natsume: Look forward to upcoming chappy 3! It’s pretty complicated typing two stories. –sigh- I feel like drinking some milk tea right now. Yup Yup.
Ikuto: I prefer some milk.
Amu: Strawberry Milk.
-All eyes on Kairi.
Everybody: Where’d you come from?
Natsume: Please Review!!
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
Natsume: Hi everyone! I’m so sorry for not updating! I’ve been having a whole mess of last minute stuff because of the end of the school year and all. I’m really sorry. To make it up for you guys, here’s chapter 3 of File: I Love You. I really enjoy writing this series but I run out of ideas often. :x
Ikuto: Don’t continue! I beg you! The kiddy prince is here!
Tadase: Prince?! I am no prince! I am king! Bwahahahaha!
Ikuto: Shut the hell up! Can’t you see I’m complaining to the author here?!
Natsume: -Sweat drop- Here’s chapter 3! Hope you enjoy!
“T-Tadase-kun…” Amu was shocked seeing him again, but her heart was nearly smashed as she saw him hanging around with another girl by his side. She looked like an older woman too.
“Amu?” he asked, as he was also surprised to see me. Then he suddenly looked towards the girl by him then back.
“Amu I swear she’s not my girlfriend!” but Amu couldn’t hear for she was too caught up in trying to understand what was happening.
“Was that the woman you were dating? I can see why you would choose her over me…she’s a lot cuter and prettier and…” Tadase grabbed her shoulders. “No! She’s not my girlfriend! She’s my cousin! Amu, I still love you! Please, give me another chance.” He begged as his amber red eyes gazed into hers for forgiveness.
Ikuto cut in as he stepped in between them. “You broke her heart. You don’t deserve a second chance.” He glared at Tadase. Tadase shot a glare back.
“Who the hell are you?” he growled at Ikuto. “He’s my fri--“ Ikuto cut her off. “She’s my girlfriend so leave her alone!” Ikuto said sharply.
Tadase’s eyes wouldn’t stop glaring at him. “You’re lying.” He looked at Amu for the truth. “Are you really dating that guy?” he asked.
Amu paused for a moment until she finally answered,” No. He’s not.” She said quietly. The words shot through Ikuto’s heart. Well he couldn’t deny it. They had just met a few days ago online. That was it.
Tadase gripped Amu’s hands, which made her blush a bit. He pulled Amu away from Ikuto and walked away. Then she finally remembered. “Ami!” she gasped.
“Ami’s still back at the park! I need to go get her!” Amu said in panic. Tadase stopped in his tracks as he ducked his head down.
“Amu, do you like that guy?” he asked. “What?”
Now he turned to face her directly. “I’m sorry for hurting you. I’m really sorry. I didn’t know what got into me! I was just suddenly …I’m sorry.” He apologized once more. It hurt Amu remembering the past of what he did but she forgave him, but Ikuto suddenly popped into her head. She kicked the image as she only focused on Tadase.
It was impossible Ikuto kept coming into her thoughts. The pained look he had on his face when she denied the fact that she wasn’t his girlfriend. Her eyes dropped a bit in guilt.
“Something wrong Amu?” he asked in concern. Her senses jerked back up. “I-It’s nothing.” She immediately said. Still not believing it but he pushed it aside. “Why don’t we do somewhere to eat?” he asked. I smiled a bit. “Sure.” Inside I prayed that Ami would be alright.
I was frozen at the spot where Amu and the stupid shorty used to be. Suddenly Amu’s little sister tugged on the tip of my sleeve. “Hey Onii-chan, where’s Onee-chan?” she asked almost in tears.
I bent down to her level. “Don’t cry. I’ll take you to our Onee-chan.” I said reassuring her that everything would be ok. I wiped her tears with my sleeve.
“Better?” I asked. She nodded. Her tiny hands gripped my hand. I heard her stomach grumble a bit. “Hey Onii-chan. I’m hungry.” She said as she looked up at me. “Ok then. I’ll take you somewhere to eat. I know place that’s really good.” I said with a smile. There was a small café near by that belonged to Easter so I would get to eat free there since my parents were a part of the company. I hated the place but I had no choice since I didn’t have any money on me. At least the sweets there were ok.
We walked over the small building then something caught my eye. I saw Amu and the shorty sitting at a table talking. She looked happy which made my heart tighten a bit. “Oh! It’s Onee-chan!” Ami exclaimed in excitement. We walked inside and went over to their table.
The little shorty glared at me while Amu was more then relieved that her little sister was safe. “I’m sorry for interrupting your date. See ya.” I said angrily as I took my leave. Or at least…was about to. I saw an annoying person walk into the café’. I grimaced as she came rushing over me and tightly hugged my arm. “Ikuto!” she exclaimed happily. I rolled my eyes in disgust.
Everybody began staring although I don’t blame him or her since a famous celebrity was right here in the café. Everybody screamed in excitement. “Hoshina Utau!”
I grimaced a bit as I saw Ikuto’s ex hugging onto his arm. I felt a bit relived as he pulled away from her grip. Wait…happy?! I shook my head to deny that I was feeling…jealous.
I saw Hoshina Utau glare at me with a killing aura for staring at Ikuto. I shot a glare back but not as much killing intent as her. Ikuto glared at Utau. “Let go of me” he ordered.
“No. Ikuto I’m sorry for cheating on you! Please forgive me!” she begged as she began to cry. Ikuto’s eyes softened up a bit.
“Utau, please. Leave.” He said slowly. I flinched. I had never seen him soften up for somebody before besides me. Well…not that I know of. Utau continued a downpour of ongoing tears. “Ikuto! Please, come back to me!” she begged.
Although I barely knew Ikuto, I knew that he wasn’t the type that would come back to a girl after cheating on hi--“Fine.” He said to her. I blinked twice. What? Utau’s tears stopped as she looked up at Ikuto in bewilderment, as did I. “What?” we asked at the same time.
“Ok. Utau. I forgive you. Now please stop crying.” He said calmly as he wiped her tears. I felt as if my heart had split in two. My mind was blank of all other thoughts except the ones of why? Why do I care if he goes back to Utau? I mean…I barely know him and it’s not like we were going out or anything. Then why the hell am I so upset about this?!
“Congratulations for them, huh Amu?” he asked. I knew he felt relieved that Ikuto now had a girlfriend. “Y-Yea. Good for him…” I said weakly. “Are you ok Amu?” he asked in concern. I nodded. “I’m fine. Just tired. I think it’s best if I go home for today. Bye Tadase-kun.” I waved as I left the store with Ami. For a second I thought I saw Ikuto looking at me with sad eyes, but it must have been my imagination. As we arrived home, mom and papa were already home waiting for us.
“Did you have fun Amu-chan, Ami-chan?” Midori Hinamori asked. We both nodded. Ami ran over to them both and gave each a hug. “I’m going to take a walk outside…” I said as I stepped outside again.
“Be back soon Amu-chan!” my mom called out to me. I just nodded.
Finally Utau had left since she had another concert to go to.The only reason I got back together with her was probably out of jelousy from Amu getting back to together with Tadase. Wait...jealousy? I barely know her! I sighed as I walked outside as I noticed it was now dark. I walked around aimlessly for I was bored and there was nothing to do. Around this time of the night I would be online chatting away with Amu and constantly teasing her but now she was out of my reach. I sighed as I walked around I bit. I spotted Yoru and saw him flying frantically towards me.
“Ikuto, nya! Bad news!” he yelled in panic. “Calm down Yoru. I can’t make out a word you just said.” He took a deep breath. “I saw that girl, nya! Amu I think. It’s bad! I saw some scary men heading her way and they were looking at her in a weird way, nya!” his voice was now rising in fear.
My heart stopped. Amu!
Natsume: Phew! This chapter was a bit rushed. Sorry.
Ikuto: Somebody’s gonna rape her! What the hell do you think you’re writing?!
Natsume: Don’t worry. I wouldn’t let anything bad happen…or would I?
Amu Chara’s: Oh no! Amu-chan!
Natsume: Look forward to chapter 4!! Please review!
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
Natsume: I present to you guys chapter 4 of File: I Love You
Natsume: I present to you guys chapter 4 of File: I Love You. Thanks so much for your reviews everybody! It gets me really motivated to write more.
Ikuto: They don’t know the half of it.
Amu: Seriously, they don’t.
Natsume: Alright I get it!!
Ikuto: Oh yea, Amu’s gonna bet raped!! Holy crap!
Amu: I’m right here.
Natsume:-Sweat drop- Ok…I do not own Shugo Chara.
Ikuto quickly shot over to the location where Yoru instructed. The only thoughts that roamed around in Ikuto’s thought were only of Amu as he ran over to an inhabited area where he found some punks trying to bang on her.
As I wandered around the park with absolutely nothing to do I accidentally bumped into a few people in front of a bar. “S-Sorry. I wasn’t watching where I was going.” I apologized. I felt chills run down my back as I saw pairs of eyes gazing down at me. I looked up and saw four drunken men. She backed away a bit as they inched closer. I gulped as I felt myself hit a wall behind me. Without me knowing I was stuck in an alleyway where nobody passed by. I shivered.
“Hey. You girl. You’re pretty cute. Wanna have some fun with us big boys?" I scoffed as I looked at the tall one.
“In your dreams ugly.” I shot back as I stuck my tongue out like a five year old. “You’d better listen to what we say or we’ll have to use force.” The short one threatens. I rolled my eyes.
“I bet you couldn’t even beat up a fly.” I insulted. I regret saying stupid things as one of them grabbed my writs and trapped them against the wall. I struggled to break free but his grip was too strong.
“Feisty girl. That’s just my type.” He gave off a menacing laugh which made me want to hurl. I was about to scream out loud as I felt a hand creep under my skirt, but a hand covered my mouth which made it only into a small muffle. I closed my eyes tightly shut waiting for the worst to happen. Nothing happened. As I opened my eyes I found his minions on the ground beaten to a pulp.
“Bastards…” It was a familiar voice. “Ikuto!” I exclaimed in relief. The tall guy gripping my wrists cursed under his breath as he took out a pocket knife and put the cold, sharp metal against my neck.
“Move and this girl dies.” He threatened. I shivered at the thought of dying young. Ikuto scoffed as he backed off. The tall guy smirked and kicked Ikuto hard on the stomach which him fall to the ground on his knees. “Ikuto!”
I hissed at the guy and pulled his knife away with all my strength as he let his guard down. I kicked him hard in his…goods. His knife cut me deep on my right shoulder but I ignored it as I put Ikuto’s arm around my good shoulder and put my hand around his hip to balance him. I ran away while the guy was on the floor groaning in pain. I must have permanently marked him for life, but it was his fault.
I quickly went to my house, trying to ignore the pain on my shoulder and the blood that was staining mine and his clothes.
I thanked God that my parents were away for a whole two weeks with Ami to visit my grandparents back in America. I went inside and took him upstairs to my room and set him down on my bed. I gripped my shoulder. As I looked at the cut it was pretty deep. I had to ignore it for a minute as I had to treat Ikuto. When the knife fell it had scraped Ikuto a bit on his left leg which was now bleeding a bit.
I grabbed the nearest first aid kit and wrapped bandages around Ikuto’s leg.
The massive blood loss from my arm made me feel a bit faint. I fell to my knees a bit but got right back up. I saw my arm and now the blood was soaking through my clothes and could clearly be seen. I could feel my eyes’ dropping until everything around me was completely dark.
As I got up I felt as if several pains spread throughout my body. My eyes fluttered to adjust to the light. Wait…light? I looked around and noticed that I was in Amu’s room. I turned around and saw Amu’s face right in front of me, but something looked wrong. Very wrong. Her breathing was hard and she was sweating like crazy! I got up and saw that her shoulder was severely bleeding and drops of blood were on her bed. I panicked as I quickly ripped off my sleeve off my shirt and tied it around her shoulder. The blood still seeped through. I got the first aid kit near here and got the bandages and wrapped her shoulder several times. The blood eventually still soaked through. Why wouldn’t the bleeding stop!!
I quickly called 911 as I put some medicine on her wound. As I unwound the bandages her cut was very deep. I quickly put on the medicine and rewrapped her shoulder several times once more. I could hear her groan in pain as I tightened it to stop the bleeding.
”Don’t worry Amu. Everything is gonna be fine.” I assured her. Shortly the ambulance came and the doctors went into her room. They examined her cut a bit. “It’s pretty deep….” they said as they lifted her onto a stretcher. Ikuto followed behind the doctors downstairs, out the door, and then into the ambulance.
I could barely hear the silence as I gripped her hands. “Hang in there Amu.” I whispered tenderly into her ear. She moaned in pain. “Can’t you speed up this damn car?!” I yelled loudly to the driver.
“We’re doing the best we can!” they shouted back.
We finally arrived at the hospital and Amu was directed into an operation room. I had to wait since they wouldn’t let me in. Time felt as if it went to a stand still as I walked back and forth across the room, worrying the hell out of myself. Yoru flew over to me and placed his paw on my lap. “Ikuto…she’ll be fine.” Yoru comforted. I smiled at him as I ruffled his hair. Then the person I didn’t want to see the most busted into the room. “Amu? Where’s Amu? Is she ok?”
I grabbed his shirt collar and banged him hard against the wall. “Why the hell didn’t you walk her home?! Shouldn’t you know better as her boyfriend?!” I yelled, furiously. He was speechless of words.
“I-I didn’t know something like this would happen…” he replied, not knowing what to say. He knew it was his fault.
“Damn shorty.” I muttered as I hit go of him as he slumped down onto the floor.
The doctor came out the operation room to tell her results. “Well?” I asked impatiently.
Natsume: What happened to her Doc?! What the hell happened! Don’t stop there! TALK!-Grabs the doctor by the collar-
Ikuto: You’re the one that typed it like that so let him go.
Natsume: Oh…right. -Releases-
Miki: Please review.
Natsume: Where’d you come from?
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
Nastume: Hello everyone! Thanks for your reviews! I love you guys! Here’s chapter 5 of File: I Love You.
Ikuto: About time! Everyone’s dying to know what the results are and I’m panicking right now! Panicking!
Amu: I can’t imagine Ikuto panicking…
Natsume: Me neither but it’s funny.
Amu: Isn’t it?!
Natsume: So without further ado, here’s your one and only, chapter 5!! I’m putting in a bit of comedy since I’m super hyper right now.–Cheers-
+Meet the parents+
“Well?” Ikuto asked impatiently. The doctor cleared his throat, then fixed his necktie, then was about to leave to get a cup of coffee until Ikuto grabbed the doctor’s collar. “What are the damn results?!” he yelled in anger.
“She’ll be fine. You’re very lucky. If it had been a bit later then she would have died from the huge amount of blood loss. Yup. Lucky indeed.”
Ikuto had to restrain himself from bursting out laughter! The doctor’s accent was way too weird for him to handle. A woman, man, and a little girl came rushing to the doctor.
“Is our little Amu-chan alright?!” asked Midori Hinamori in worry of her daughter. The doctor nodded. “She’s fine.” The doctor assured them.
“But putting that aside..” the doctor added as he cleared his throat. He clasped Midori Hinamori’s hands and asked, “Ma’am you’re very beautiful, would you like to go out with me?”
Not only did Midori bluntly refuse, the doctor also got a forceful punch from Tsumugu Hinamori trying to protect his wife.
“You flirty doctor!” He yelled at the now crestfallen doctor. Midori now had sparkles in her eyes.
“Mama…” both had sparkles in their eyes as they gave each other a hug. Ikuto walked over to the happy married couple.
“’Cuse me, are you Amu’s parents?” he asked.
They turned to see who was speaking. Tsumugu Hinamori’s eyes were now blazing.
“And who might you be? Calling my little sparrow’s first name. No….” Tsumugu Hinamori clutched Ikuto’s shoulders tightly.
“Are you the father?!” he asked in a serious voice. Midori Hinamori smacked him on the head and said, “Amu-Chan’s not pregnant Papa.” “Oh…” was his only reply as he released Ikuto.
Ami, who was listening to this whole conversation, suddenly jumped in and said, “He’s Onee-Chan’s boyfriend!” she grinned.
Tsumugu Hinamori’s face turned from peach to deadly white pale. He was in another dimension muttering to himself, “My little sparrow…was kidnapped by a huge falcon…the world is coming to an end…” Midori Hinamori smacked him again on the head which made him return to reality.
“Your over exaggerating Papa and besides, Amu-chan is old enough for a boyfriend. Also, he’s very handsome and seems polite.” She pointed out his good values.
Tsumugu Hinamori’s eyes were now blazing with fire. “I’m keeping my eye on you.” Then adverted back to his calm, high self once more. “I’m counting on you.” And gave Ikuto a pat on the shoulder.
“Um…yes sir?” was the only reply Ikuto could say. “Weird family…” He thought.
Tadase, whom everyone has forgotten was even there, jumped in and said, “Actually, I’m Amu’s boyfriend.” They all turned to see who had spoken.
“My! What a pretty looking boy! Wait…you look a bit familiar…” Midori Hinamori gasped.
“My Amu-chan has two boyfriends?! What has my daughter become of?!” Tsumugu Hinamori began spouting nonsense due to confusion.
I felt groggily and sleepy as I slowly woke up. Only to find myself in a blank room that smelled like medicine. I got off from the bed, ignoring the pain on my shoulder and aimlessly walked around. At the corner of my eye I noticed Ikuto and Tadase glaring at each other and who were the people nex--p-papa?! I knew how Papa was when boys were around. He goes crazy!
I quickly went to the waiting room where all five of them were. All eyes were on me. “Amu, are you alright?” Tadase asked me in worry. I nodded. “I’m fine Tadase-kun.” My parents and Ami rushed over to me to see if everything was ok. I rolled my eyes and convinced them that I was totally fine.
Now it was Ikuto’s turn. I felt a sting as I saw him come over to me. “Are you alright Amu?” he asked in concern. I sighed as I nodded. “I’m fine but more importantly, shouldn’t you be with your girlfriend right about now?” I asked. Maybe that sounded a bit too much like jealousy.
He smirked at the moment I finished the sentence. “I sense that someone here is feeling jealous?” I blushed. “A-As if!” I yelled as I landed a punch at his arm. “Ow! I’m hurt you know.” “Ah, sorry. I forgot. You ok?” I asked him in worry as I went to him to see if he was hurt. He quickly grabbed my wrist and stuck out his tongue. “Just kidding.” He joked as he released me.
I blushed a bright shade of red. “You feline!” Tadase yelled as he jumped in between us. Ikuto just smiled at me which made me blush even more, if that was actually possible. Tadase glared at Ikuto in envy as I just stood behind him watching.
“Common Amu-chan, let’s take you home.” Mama finally said. I nodded as I went over to her. I waved at the two of them as I left the hospital. I had to wear a different t-shirt due to the blood stains on my regular clothes.
Stupid shorty had to go and ruin the moment. “You like Amu don’t you?” Tadase asked with a serious tone and keeping his glare straight at me.
“And what if I do?” I shot back. Glaring back at him with a deadlier glare.
“You can’t touch her. She’s my girl! Got it?!”
Natsume: Oooo!! Ikuto, how are you gonna fight back at that?! It’s gonna be counted as cheating!
Ikuto: I’ve got ways.
Natsume: Like what?
Ikuto: It’s a secret. –smirks-
Natsume: Tch. Stingy. Please Review!
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
Natsume: Finally I can start updating this story once more! Yay! Now I’m all pumped up after finishing my other one!
Ikuto: As usual, I never get paid.
Natsume: I paid you last time! I pay you half the salary I get which is none!
Ikuto: Exactly. Now I’m working at some shitty market. What the hell?!
Natsume: …Ikuto in a market uniform…pfft…
Ikuto: It’s not funny!
Natsume: Ok, ok. Here’s Chapter 6!
Disclaimer: I do not own Shugo Chara. Peach Pit does.
I fell down on top of my bed as I tightly hugged a pillow. So much had happened the other day and my head was spinning from lack of sleep. Dark round circles could be seen below my eyes. I groaned as I threw the pillow halfway across my room. I noticed that my computer was on. Heck! Might as well. Besides, he might be on.
I went onto, my now favorite site, and logged in. Yes! I double clicked on his name for a chat.
I took a punch at the wall leaving a deep dent and a bleeding hand. I shook my hand a bit to release a bit of pain. My knuckles are bleeding. I sighed as I licked the blood off my hand. I was completely bored out of my mind! The phone began ringing. I looked at the caller id. Utau I sighed once more before I picked it up.
“Utau…it’s early morning. Give me a break!” I complained. It was the fifth time she had called me during the night. I couldn’t sleep at all!
“Ikuto, do you prefer blue, red, or purple?” she asked. I rolled my eyes but answered her question anyway..
“…red.” I replied.
“Oh, okay…Well bye Ikuto. Love you!”
The phone was disconnected.. I took another sigh as I placed the phone back on the table. I saw that my laptop was left on the other day. I decided to take a look. That site was still on the link. I clicked on her name. I thanked God that she was on! I double clicked her name for a chat. Another chat sent from her popped onto my screen. I chuckled a bit as I exit mine.
Amu: Hey. How’s it going at your end?
Amu: -sighs- Me too. I haven’t slept a wink.
Ikuto: Me neither. Utau’s been calling me all night.
The reply was a bit slower from her then before.
Amu: I see….
Ikuto: How about you and the kiddy king?
Amu: He knows I don’t like being disturbed when sleeping.
Ikuto: So what’s the other reason you couldn’t sleep?
Ikuto: Common. Tell me.
Amu: None of your business.
Ikuto: Oh! Now I’ve got it! You’re jealous aren’t you?
Amu: Idiot! I’m so not!
Amu: I’m signing off. I thought talking to you would cheer me up! Guess nor!
Ikuto: Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold it. You went to me first? Oo
Ikuto: That means I’ve still got a chance, right?
Amu: In your dreams! Just because I talked to you first!
Ikuto: Aha! So you did go to me first!
I laughed. It was so much fun making fun of her.
Amu: You know what!
Amu: Maybe you do have a chance.
I practically fell off my chair! What did she say?!
I was surprised. I didn’t expect this from her unless she was planning something.
Amu: Wanna come over? May be we could have some fun.
Okay, this time, I did fall off my chair. My face was hot pink which was what I didn’t expect at all.
Amu: Haha! Got ya! As if I would say something like that! Pervert!
Ikuto: I wasn’t fooled.
Truthfully, my whole face was still hot from blushing.
Amu: Whatev. :P
Ikuto: You know what?
Amu: No. And I don’t want to know.
I laughed as I closed my laptop. I was gonna pay Amu a little surprise visit.
To be continued…
Natsume: Yea I know. Short Chapter, but ah well.
Ikuto: Damn! When did Amu start talking dirty?!
Amu: When? NEVER!
Natsume: I SWEAR IT WASN’T ME!
--Glares sent at Natsume-
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
Natsume: Here's what you've all been waiting for...the one and only...chapter 7 of FILY! Lol. FILY...sounds like a mcdonals burger.
Ikuto: -hides his chicken nuggets-
Natsume: What the heck were you eating?
Amu: Oh my...are those chicken nuggets?!
Natsume: I want one!
Kukai: While the idiots are fighting over some chicken nuggets I'll take over for now.
Disclaimer: I do not own Shugo Chara. Peach Pit does.
Note: May contain bits off the manga.
Amu had a bad feeling about hiim being idle. She couldn't quiet put her finger on it but something made her want to lock the doors and run out of the --
"Yo." said a familiar deep, husky voice behind her. It couldn't be right? There's no freakin' --
"Ikuto?!" I yelled in suprise, shock, and a bit of wtf. Shoot! I yelled too loud!
"Amu-Chan? Is something wrong up there?" Mama asked from downstairs.
"N-Nothing! It's nothing! Don't come up okay!" I yelled.
"I'm comming up to see okay?"
Mothers. Never pay attention to you.
"Ikuto quick! Hide!" I whispered harshly. I stuffed him inside my closet and leaned against it.
"Amu-chan?" mama asked as she opened the door.
"Why are you leaning against the closet?"
"Oh...well...if nothings wrong..." she closed the door and went back downstairs.
Amu sighed in relief as she reopened the closet, letting Ikuto out.
Mama opened the door once more.
"Oh and Amu-chan, someone is here to see--who is that boy?" Oh shoot.
"Amu?" said a voice behind my mother. It was a very familiar voice, girly, and one I did not want to hear at the moment.
I saw Amu's mother barge in her room once again. Moms. I know how she feels. Well...not really. Then a voice behind her mother made me rage meter hit max point. I growled under my breath. Kiddy King.
"Amu?" asked the kiddy king in his girly little voice of his. What right does he have calling Amu by her first name! Well...only I get the honor to call her by her first name! Wait...that's right. He's her boyfriend. I scoffed at the word. If it was me and Amu then I would love it.
"Amu-chan, isn't that the boy from before at the hospital? What's he doing here?" her mother demanded for an anwser.
"I just came to visit her and see if she was alright." I quickly replied.
"Ikuto!" she hissed at me.
"Get out of here you feline! Amu's fine!" Kiddy King growled.
"Well there is a reason why we have a front door." her mother said firmly.
"Your husband is really the possessive type though." I pointed out. She had to admit, that was true.
"Well...alright, but Amu-Chan you've got a guest. For some reason he looks oddly familiar though."
"Alright just wait a bit. I'll...tidy things up really quick." Amu said as she closed the door on the two.
"Out." she ordered me as she pointed towards her balcony. I stood firmly glued to the floor.
then she pushed me towards the closet and closed my inside it. "Don't you dare come out." she growled as she let Kiddy King inside. I would've torn down the closet by now and kicked his ass, but Amu was so lucky I was obidient.
"Don't worry. He's gone now Tadase-kun. He left." I reassured him. He hesitated a bit but still entered. We took a seat on my bed.
"Would you like some tea Tadase-kun?" I asked politely, although I didn't really feel like getting it.
"No it's alright. Um...I have something to tell you." he admitted. I sat down and listened.
"Well...um...I finally realized that...I might not really...like you in that kind of way. You know um..."
"Are you dumping me?" I asked. It had barely even been a day since we had got back together. Whoopie doodle do.
"Well...not really...yes...no...okay yes. I'm really sorry! It's just that you're just not the person who I thought you would be."
Inside my mind I cheered but I kept on my pained mask.
"I-I see. Well...can you take your leave then." I asked him. He nodded and left.
I flopped down on my bed. I may not have liked Tadase that much. It may have only been a crush but being dumped by him still hurt. I felt something warm hugging me from behind.
Natsume: Hm...not really a cliff hanger but ah well...
Ikuto: HAH! I ATE ALL MY CHICKEN NUGGETS! BEAT THAT!!
Natsume:...you drank the McDonald's coffee again didn't you.
Ikuto: Psh! No!
Natsume: -sighs- PLEASE REVIEW!!
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
+I Love You+
“Ikuto…” Amu muttered as she saw Ikuto giving her a tight bear hug.
“You’re not depressed about that kiddy king are you? He’s not worth it.” Ikuto said in a comforting tone trying to cheer her up. Amu smiled a bit.
“You’re right but it still hurts a bit.” She replied with a silent sigh.
“If it was me on the other hand I bet you’d start crying over and over.” He teased. Amu blushed. “As if that’ll ever happen.” She scoffed to hide her blush. Ikuto’s eyes dropped a bit. “It might…” he muttered softly.
“Did you say something?” she asked.
“Nope. Just wondering how you would look in a bikini.” He lied. She blushed a bright red though.
“You pervert!” she whispered harshly at him. He stifled a bit trying to contain his laughter. Amu stubbornly pouted as she got free from his embrace.
“Aw don’t be like that Amu.” He grinned as he leaned closer to her.
“Stop edging closer!” she stubbornly said as she moved away from him a bit more. He continued moving closer until eventually, she accidentally fell off the bed. Ikuto immediately grabbed her before she fell but she dragged him down with her. They ended up in an awkward position with him on top and Amu on the bottom. She blushed as their faces were only a few centimeters away. She looked away from his face as she tried getting up, only to be pushed back down by Ikuto’s firm grip on her wrists.
“Ow. Ikuto, you’re hurting me.” She complained. She grew a bit scared as his expression completely changed.
“Ikuto?” she asked a bit panicked. His breathing was growing heavy and hard while he gulped a bit.
“I-Ikuto…you’re scaring me.” She said, now officially panicking in Ikuto’s sudden change in lust and greed. He kissed her neck as he whispered something,
“Why can’t it be me? Why can’t you fall in love with me?” Ikuto’s voice was a bit pained as Amu could feel a twinge of guilt. He began to lick her neck reaching up to her mouth.
“Ikut--“she was cut off when she felt his tongue enter her mouth. He released as he gasped for air. She could feel his hand creeping under her shirt. She could feel tears running down her cheeks.
“Ikuto, stop! You’re scaring me!” she yelled. Ikuto finally came back to his senses as he pulled his hand back and stood there shocked at what he had just done. He saw tears rolling down her cheeks.
“I…I’m sorry, Amu.” He apologized quickly as he hastily jumped off her balcony and disappeared.
I was stunned at what had happened. Ikuto suddenly being so lustful made me surprised and at the same time scared. I had never seen such greed and lust in his eyes before. I hugged my pillow as I cried myself to sleep.
I was shocked as I remembered what I had almost done to her. To think I had almost violated her! I cursed at myself over and over again. I was only planning to comfort her but look at what’s happened now! She probably hates me now! But the look in her eyes were so attractive, my body reacted on its own accord! I sighed as I jumped back onto her balcony. I could see that her eyes were red from crying. I can’t believe I went to as far as making her cry! Without knowing, I soon fell asleep on her balcony. The only thing I didn’t regret was kissing her.
I slowly woke up as I rubbed my eyes. “ I hugged my pillow tightly as I remember what had happened the other night. I sighed. What was I going to do when I saw him again? I’d totally freak. I walked over to my balcony to get some fresh air. Step. When did we ever have some kind of plushy thing at my balcony? I looked down.
“I-Iku--“ I was cut off when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me down next to him as he covered my mouth with his hands.
“Shh…” he whispered softly into my ears. “Your parents will hear you.”
I was blushing was hard my face was as red as a tomato!
When he heard the footsteps reside in front of my door he released his hand away from my mouth. He sighed.
“About the other night…I’m sorry.” He apologized.
I gulped. “Um…It’s okay.” I lied.
“You’re lying. If you hate me now then tell me.”
I was speechless for a bit until I finally answered, “I don’t hate you…you just scared me is all. just don’t let it happen again.” I sighed. I could see a sly grin creep onto his face. He pulled my wrist as he leaned me closer to him so our faces were only a few cm away. I blushed an outrageous crimson red.
“I can’t grantee it though.” He grinned.
I blushed as I looked away from his gaze.
One thing I do know is…..
I’m falling in love with him.
To be continued…
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
+The File of Happiness+
Amu woke up slowly, shielding her eyes from the sunshine that bled through her curtains. She sighed as she got out of bed and dressed up in her usual style of clothing. She yawned as she sat in front of her chair and turned on her computer. She went on the same site as always as she saw his name online. This time was different though then all the others. Her heart began to beat louder as her heart raced. Just looking at his name made her blush a slight pink.
I took a quick breath before double clicking his name as a chat window appeared on my screen.
Ikuto: What’s up? Why do you always log on now? That desperate to see me?
I blushed, partially because I knew that he was right and on the mark.
Amu: Yea right. I’m just getting bored now days. Don’t get your hopes up, idiot cat.
Ikuto: -pouts- How mean. You don’t have to be so blunt.
He’s teasing me! Even online! Doesn’t he ever get tired of it?!
Amu: Don’t you ever get tired of teasing me?!
I blushed. How could he be so straight forward?
Amu: Gee. Just when I thought you were finally different, rather then a perv.
Ikuto: Oh, so my ranking has been raised?
Now I could feel myself burning up. I swear I could see him smirk from across the screen!
Amu: Don’t you have anything else to do?!
Ikuto: No. Nothing else matters when I’m talking to you.
I was speechless. My whole face was red. He may have been only teasing me, but this was too much now that I liked him!
Amu: I’m logging off! I’m not spending the rest of my time here, just so you could tease me!
Amu Hinamori signs off at 8:31am.
Ikuto: Aw…Amu, I was joking!
Ikuto Tsukiyomi signs off at 8:35.
I sighed. This was getting a bit harder to get her to notice me now that I did all that two days ago. I groaned as I changed into my some average clothes, besides my uniform. A white longed sleeved shirt, blue jeans, and a silver cross earring on my right ear. This wasn’t really how I usually dressed, but it would have to do.(Note: Lol. I made him give off an L impression xD)
I left my apartment and walked around randomly with nothing to do. As I sat down at a bench near a park, I saw an annoying sight in front of me.
“Ikuto!” Utau squealed as she hugged me tightly. I groaned in disgust.
“Ikuto, Ikuto! What are you doing here? Do you have any plans today? Hm?” she asked as she cuddled up against me. If I could throw up now, I would.
“Utau, get off me.” I demanded.
“AwBut why? We’re going out remember?” My eyes widened. I was so focused on Amu I had completely forgotten. “er…right. Listen Utau…”
I stretched as a happy smile spread across my face. After talking with him so early in the morning, surprisingly, brightened my mood, but my happy mood was soon broken. If my heart was glass it would have broken to a million pieces. In front of me, was Utau and Ikuto, together. Not separate. Together. How could I have been so blind…
“Amu? Wait! Don’t misunderstand! I was only trying to--“
How could I have been so stupid?
My heart feel’s like it’s broken. The words aren’t coming out of my mouth.
How could I have been so idiotic to fall in love with a man like him?
“Amu, wait! Stop running!”
I can’t turn back. His crazed, beautiful eyes. His majestic like midnight hair. His expressions. His words. His voice. Everything. If I see it again, I would fall in love with him again.
“I can explain!”
Don’t cry out my name. I hate your voice. I hate your words. I hate your eyes. I hate your everything. I hate it because I love it.
I reached my house and slammed the door behind me. My parents were out so I could break down and cry at that very step I took inside the house as I locked the door behind me.
I fell in love with a man who’s already in love.
I fell in love with a man who’s already together.
Why do I have to fall in love with such a complicated guy?
The tears finally streamed down my face as I began to break down on that very entrance of my doorway inside the house. It was too much for me to handle. I can’t face him. I can’t see him. I can’t touch him. I can’t hold him. I can’t even hear him.
As my tears finally dried, something inside me, told me to go online. I refused. I bit the corner of my lip. The temptation of knowing he was on killed me. I looked away from the monitor as I lay on my bed.
Suddenly, a pop up caught my eye. I read, ‘Open me.’ It was from Ikuto.
I gave up to my desires as I sat down on the chair in front of the screen and clicked on the link. Each time I clicked on the link, only one word appeared each time.
But at the end the row of single words, was the last three words put together that made my heart leap out.
I Love You.
I quickly ran out of my room and ran downstairs as I opened the entrance door. There, as I suspected, was Ikuto. Sitting in the corner with a laptop on the ground in front of him. He grinned. “I carry it around every time so I never miss a chance when you’re on.” New tears replaced my old ones.
These weren’t tears of broken love though. They were tears of happiness, joy, and the discovery of an everlasting love.
I love you so much.
Natsume: Yay! I know, I crammed it all into one chapter. Gomen na saiTo make it up to you guys, I’m making bonus chapters so look forward to it! I bet you didn’t expect this to be the end huh? xD
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
.:xXx:. When The Projecter Plays .:xXx:.
As I woke up early one morning, I felt a hot, warm breath, softly hit the back of my cool neck. My eyes quickly jolted open as I turned behind me to see who it was. I could feel an immediate blush creep on my face as I turned a bright, crimson red.
“Ikuto?!” I yelled out loud, completely caught off guard. I gasped as I heard my parent’s footsteps approach the front of my door to my room. I pushed him downward of the bed as I the covers over, the now wide awake Ikuto at the bottom, and me at the top.
The door swung open quickly as my parents were also wide awake from my suddenly scream. I looked at them innocently with my golden eyes.
“Yes?” I asked, trying not to squirm around with Ikuto under me, as still as a statue.
“Did you just scream?” my mom asked me, her hair completely messed up from bed hair.
I raised my eyebrow at her.
“What’re you talking about? I was silent the whole time. It must have been the neighbors or something.” I lied. I felt a tickle at my leg which made me want to burst out laughing. I bit the corner of my lip to hold it in. Stupid Ikuto and his soft hair.
She eyed my weirdly at my mixed and complicated expression, and soon left to go back to sleep with my dad following right behind her.
I sighed in relief as I got out of the bed and pulled the covers off.
Ikuto was covering his face with his hands to restrain himself from laughing and waking my parents up once more.
“What are you doing here?!” I whispered harshly since my parents were still sleeping, along with Ami.
“What? Your boyfriend isn’t allowd to see how you’re doing?” he smirked as he caught me off guard and reeled me in onto the bed as he grabbed my wrists tightly in his strong grip. I blushed a huge red as he pinned me down onto the bottom as he was on top, holding my wrists and arms in place above my head with one hand, and the other free to move.
I squirmed around, trying to loose his grip on my wrists. “L-Let go Ikuto!” I whispered harshly as I stuttered when I began my sentence. He pretended to think for a bit, but smirked shortly after.
“No.” he replied as he drew closer to my face. My harsh whispers turned much softer to my surprise.
“Iku--“ I began but couldn’t finish. He attacked my lips as he closed off my mouth from words. I moaned ever so slightly as he broke the kiss. Wrong move. He grinned as he leaned over to my left ear and whispered in his deep, husky voice. Breathing deeply at my ear, slurring each word.
“Did I just hear a saying for more?” he grinned. I blushed.
“N-No. Now get off me!” I demanded, but not in a demanding way. My tone sounded more gentle. His grin now turned into a smirk as he was about to attack my neck next with his tongue. I quickly stopped him as I moved my body to the right. He laughed silently as he released me. Controlling himself not to go overboard. I was now blushing a deep red and I could actually see my heart beating faster and faster as I looked down at my chest.
“What? Is that your daily routine? Checking out your bust?” he said in a seductive tone. I blushed at his perverted line.
“No!” I retorted back as I pushed him out to the balcony.
“Get out. I need to change.” I ordered.
“Aw” he whined, giving me the puppy eyes and expression. I could never resist that expression.
“I’ll meet you up at exactly 11 p.m. sharp alright?” I said to make him look forward and distract him for the day as I pushed him out and locked my balcony before he could re-enter.
I changed into, for the first time, a girly look, after a quick, hot shower and ran downstairs after I combed my hair and brushed my teeth. I found it tedious to blow-dry my hair every time so I let it down and clipped my hair in two small ponytails with my favorite red ‘x’ clips.
The whole day I was also desperate for 11:00 to come. Every 5 minutes I would glance back at the clock. It was only 5 minutes but to me it was hours! Once it was finally 10:50 I silently snuck out the house and sprinted out for any sign of Ikuto.
Come to think of it. I didn’t tell him where to meet! I’m such an idiot!
A sweet sounding melody suddenly filled the quiet silence as I knew immediately that it was him. The sad melody that only he could produce. I knew it anymore. I followed the gentle tune as I found myself near a lake with several fireflies, giving off a soft glow. I didn’t need to look around. At a short distance, in the middle of the lake, was Ikuto playing Ave Maria on his violin.
He laughed as he ended the piece. I felt a bit disappointed but just laughed it off. I suddenly saw a picture appear on the gentle water. A projector.
I looked over at Ikuto and saw that he had his iMac laptop on his lap, connected to a projector. It was a slideshow about us. I laughed at the funny images we had together.
I stripped off my jacket and my shoes and socks as I jumped into the water and swam over to him. He stared at me wide eyed when he saw me reach the boat.
“You idiot! Don’t do stuff so reckless.” He scolded me for the first time. I laughed as my hair was dripping wet and my clothes were sticking onto my skin.
He stripped off his shirt as he jumped in the lukewarm water as well, leaving his stuff safely on the boat.
I laughed as the water from his splash hit my face. What caught me off guard was when he soon appeared from below, right under my nose and slowly popped his head out of the water and kissed my gently on the mouth, sending a feathery, light sensation. His dripping hair and lips made him look much more attractive as if he was modeling for a commercial.
As I we broke the kiss he laughed as he swam around me in circles.
“From now on, this will be our place, and our music.” He grinned as the projector was still playing Ave Maria as the background music. I smiled as I kissed him again. We were right in the middle of the slideshow images as it paused at the last image at a scene of our lips locking together.
The past is a memory. The future is a mystery. So let’s make the present a reality of our fantasies.
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
.:xXx:. One Click of a Button .:xXx:.
My life before I met Ikuto felt like hell now that I looked back to those times. The days when I was so madly in love with those crimson eyes, I didn't see the other person in him that tore my heart apart, but it helped me move on.
As always, I looked at the blond haired male from afar, admiring him and his girly like features. The way his smile always made my heart melt. I was completely infatuated with him. As I went to school one day, it was like every other ordinary day. Nadeshiko, my best friend, greeted me in the morning at the school gates, but one thing was different.
“Good Morning, Hinamori-San.” my one true prince greeted me. I blushed as Nadeshiko giggled. He walked over to me.
“I'm gonna go ahead, see you later Amu-Chan!” she smiled as she ran off. I blushed as I stood there like an idiot.
“T-Tadase-kun! 'M-Mornin.” I greeted, trying hard to keep my cool. He gave out his princely smile which made it harder as hearts replaced my golden eyes.
“I was wondering, would you like to visit the movies with me this Friday?” he asked with his round ruby eyes, inching closer to me as I just stood there and stared at his pretty face like some kind of stalker.
“R-Really?! I-I mean, I don't have anything else to do so I guess.” I replied as I looked away from his excited expression.
“Then meet me on Friday at 9:00, okay?” he smiled as he walked off.
Once again, hearts filled my eyes as I swore I could see angels and heavenly music playing around me.
I waited anxiously for Friday to come. I picked out the perfect outfit after hours of choosing what to wear. It was finally Friday and my heart thumped loudly as I stared at the clock. 8:40. It was almost time to meet up with him. I was wearing a thin, striped, red and white, long sleeved shirt, a black shirt underneath it and a plaid miniskirt with a two holed belt around my waist. I wore platforms on and a pink jacket.
I took a deep breath as I stared intently at the clock as it hit 9:00 I heard the doorbell ring. Perfect timing.
My parents opened the door as they saw Tadase at the front of the doorway in a white button up collared shirt and blue checkered shorts. My dad eyed my 'date' suspiciously as he began shooting at him with random questions that made me feel so embarrassed. I ran down the stairs before my dad could finish.
“Have fun Amu-Chan!” My mom waved with a happy look on her face. My dad just sulked over the fact that I was going out to the movies with a male. I felt my heart race and thump loudly as he stared at my with his gentle smile. I could feel myself drifting off to lala land again as I stared at him, once again, like an idiot.
“Hinamori-San?” he asked in a worried tone as he looked at me with his beautiful crimson eyes.
“H-huh? S-Sorry. What did you say?” I asked, completely clueless. We had already arrived in front of the theater, paying for the ticket.
“I bought us the tickets.” he said with a relieved smile.
“Oh sorry, I was going to pay for them.”
“It's okay, let's go inside.” he said with a smile as he grabbed a hold of my hand. I blushed the same color of his eyes as we took a seat inside the theater.
30 minutes later...
“Eep!” I shrieked silently as I clenched his hand tightly.
“I-It's ok Hinamori-san, It's not real.” He said in a soothing way as the Joker in Dark Knight came out of nowhere and shot some random guy down.
“Kya!” I shrieked as I hugged onto him tightly when they had a close up on Joker's face. I blushed as I realized what I did. He didn't seem to mind though.
After the movie, I noticed that I was still clinging onto him but he didn't look like he minded. I liked it like this anyway. He walked me home and as we were about to part ways, he leaned over and kissed me.
I blushed deeply as he broke the kiss.
“I'll see you tomorrow at school then?”
I nodded since I was speechless. He nodded as he left. I ignored my dad's whines and cries as I ran up to my room and anxiously waited for the next day to come.
To my surprise, I woke up extremely early as I was already dressed and ready to go. I waved to my parents as I ran out the doorway to school.
A smile spread across my face. I wanted to see him first thing in the morning. I spotted his blond hair at a distance as I cupped my mouth and yelled, “Tadas--” My heart felt as if it was shattered to a million pieces as I saw a girl appear in the clearing of the early morning mist.
It was just a friend right? As I walked slowly, closer and closer. My heart regretted it and shattered into a vast of nothingness.
“Hey baby, how's it going?” he gave the girl a grin.
“What happened to that girl?”
“Her? You've gotta be joking! She's a total fake! “ Tadase laughed.
I could feel my eyes moistening as I saw them finish off the conversation with a kiss. I ran off, desperately to get away. I sprinted back home, ignoring my mother's comments as I ran up to my room and locked the door behind me. I was only his toy. He was making a mockery out of me! He called me a fake... '
I found myself crying to sleep as I woke up the next morning, drained famished, and drenched of thirst.
My computer was turned on as it switched to screen saver. I sighed as I sluggishly reached over and clicked the mouse. I don't know why but it was as if my heart was attracted to it.
An ad suddenly appeared onto my screen. That was when my life changed with one click of a button.
Now I live my life happily with my husband and two kids with my eyes and his azure colored hair. The days I spent with that exact opposite definition of a man made me realize that he wasn't worth it. He helped me move on and now I'm living with the man of my dreams.
"Amu, hurry up! The movie is starting!" Ikuto called out.
A girl with a broken heart turns out to be more beautiful then ever.
Delicious Yaoi....~（≧ヮ≦ )(＞ヮ＜)
that was so beautiful i loved it
I read tis story b4... I like it.. Quite nice..
Er... I'm back, I suppose? Everything has changed so much. :(
lol, what a Happy ending xD
Wibbly wobbly timey wimey stuff are cool
it was long but good