i was called a pathetic s*** stain that wouldn't amount to anything by my mom...

me & my friend was talking about suicide & she say . . . . . .

' It 'idiot' like you that kill themself , because they are unhappy / sad of life '

^ we was on aim so i have no idea if she joking but really that hurt my feeling. really badly .
to this day she still didn't say a sorry . blah

WOW A LOT TO MENTION LOL when i went to my grandmas house one day and when to my auncles apartment on the top floor cause my cousins came back from school and i thought about playing wid dem i was what like 7 yrs old?? and i knocked the door then both of dem came out * their girls hate dem to death * i was like smiling ( i am really a happy person ) and she was like WHAT DO YOU WNAT THIS IS OUR HOUSE ?? *their like my age* and i said i wanna play wid you and she said no go away our brother will come now and he hates you and hell shout at us if he saw you inside ! ! so then she slapped me a really harsh slap that i never got from my parents! i came crying down the stairs and i fell and broke my leg *the stairs are big and dangerous* to my mom and she hurried to my rescue and we wnet to the hospital and they puted a caste on my leg and everything so when i got home i didnt tell my mom the real story behind it and i acted as if i feel and then cried . But eventually i told her later by later i mean like 2-3 years ..but because we have family problems wid dem i feel at ease now! so am the winner but i do wish i did slap dat bitch back ahahahaha..

in grade 5 a nun told me i was a useless brat, and bullied me infront of the whole class.

ouch, way to ruin my dreams.

a lot of people say things behind my back, but thats the only time someone said it to my face.

p.s the nun was fired from the school.

imagine being BEST FRIENDS !! u visit almost everyweekend or even on school days !! we would always hangout wid each other and we had many friends we were like "the popular group in school" we all sat together at lunch this group lasted from grade 1-6 well hers the prob ....

in grade 5 theres this girl who was abandoned so i always called her to come sit wid us and stuff and she would be shy but eventually she became one of us ! in grade 6 we had 2 new students their twins and tehy were realy nice and da girl in grade 5 *lets call her L* became friends wid dem so our group got bigger and i made a new BFF I WUVE HER SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!anyways problems started happening that girl L gossiped a lot wid da twins they would call me and try to take words from me about her and yes i admit that i fell into their trap . on field trips there would always be a problem about who isnt walking with who and stuff liek dat and thoose twins turned out to be fucking bitches they destroyed our group ..*many stuff happened i dont feel like typing really makes me cry* so on the last day of school we had a firld trip to ice skating and macdonalds .. I BEGGED THEM ALL ABOUT US WLKING TOGETHER AND HAVING FUN ! i mean this is the last day you know lets not destroy it .. so we did but then me and the twins were joking around with L and made her laugh so then she suddendly cried cause we were calling her a boys name which we all had *all of thoose in my class had boy names just to joke around* and she knew and we would laugh about it but then she cried. and all of teh girls gatehred around her to ask whats wrong and she said i made fun of her EXCUSE ME WHERE DID THOOSE 2 BITCHES GO!??!! so then that was the end of my awesome school life everyone gathered around her and started shouting at me my older BFF made fun of me who didnt .. in macdonalds no one stood up with me because they were afraid of the other group ..the ones who did were My new BFF and her friend .. i cried to hell as i saw them laughing and many stuff happened i was crying in the bathrron and they came shouting at my BFF telling her where is she that shit head i called my mother and my sis and they came to take me form there i didnt return with them on the school bus . and on the bus the ysaid to my BFF its okay why are u mad at us omg ur soo sensitive . an dknow i sit with only 8 girls when before everyone wanted to sit wid me ..=_= i am thankful but i know it wil take years to make me rise again and show thoose bitches ... and know they would do anything to make me talk to them like trip over me in the lockers it really hurts fuck dem!


i regret ever being friend swid them and bringing L into my world such a backstabber she is and the others i am really dissapointed in them for like LOVING ME SOOO MUCH and we were the best friends inthe school everyone loved us how could they all turn on me on a lil thing that isnt worth all of this !!!!!!!!!

anyways i have a much better life now!

in 8th grade some bitch who thought she was the best, took away my seat, i felt bad like for 30 sec then her boyfriend offered me his seat haha and he broke up with her the next day

In Secondary school this girl was always there to make my life as hard as possible it seemed. I have no idea why, I guess it was just because she thought she was amazing and would pick on all those who weren't popular. At sports day she thought it'd be funny to trip me when she was running beside of me, and I fell on my head. Thanks to her she brought back the fainting fits I used to get when I was little >< And then the next day a friend of hers said she was going to apologise, so thinking there might be some good in her I went along, only to get laughed at. I just told her she's a moron and a waste of time and left ^^;;;

" your empty inside " <-- that one hurt ouch, well yeah too many relationships too young messed me up a little oh well over it now :D. Plus I bite too tear them up inside

Phrases I hate the MOST


1.) Grow up will you/ when will you ever mature?
2.) You are old now you should think more about your future
3.) Studying is important! Refrain from doing unnecessary activities.
4.) And the likes.. >.>

~Well seriously speaking, I am me. I decide what I do with my life. If I follow someone's order around then I'm bound to regret it sooner or later. At the very least, If it is my own decision, chances are, I will not regret it in the end and just laugh at it(if it is a mistake). But I know what I want to do, so most of the time, my decisions are always the right choices(based on my point of view). Other than that, I'm the kind of person who lives in the present, I do not care how grim my future is, but when I reach that point, I know I'll find the right way.

1. i was told : you are such a nice person but if you only looked like (blank) you'd be the perfect girl
2. swimming lessons. i was maybe 7 or 8. asshole swam up from underneath while i was doing laps and pinched my ass. the lifeguard was going to let me hit him but i didn't
3. 5th grade. diary was stolen for 3 agonizing days and i was blackmailed for a while. ( nbd now but then it was torture)

when i was in high school, me and some of my classmates went to the cafeteria and we ate...then we made jokes and i made a joke about something silly and they said i shouldn't have said it, and they said i always have these bad attitude and that i should change.. its like, i was stupified. they talked many rude things about me and in front of me...i walked out...
in college, when i trusted my classmates so much that i would die for them, and then one day, they all laughed at me, and said that i was always sticking with the instructors. Its like..."what?!!" *stupified again.. and walked out.
that's why i had learned not to trust anyone. staying out of other people is the best way to keep yourself from hurting...its better to be alone, trust me...

so many from one certain prick! i regret being friends with him!!! now im mentally scarred for life!!!

Seems like someone is PMSing~

and to stay on topic of course, there was this one time. Didn't really take it that personal, seeing that the guy clearly had some issues XD
Guy: "Whore"
Me: "And why am I a whore?"
Guy: "Because you're a virgin!"

The logic is amazing -.-'

Yeah, girls with PMS, are scary... They can make a slave out of any man... If Leonida's wife have a PMS, Xerxes and his whole army will have no match against her!! They should have sent 300 Spartan women with PMSs, I'm sure they'll decimate the enemy much better than men...

my sister told me Im a loner.. that hurt but i guess it's true!!

i have a classmate who told me that im a psycho..can't believe she told me that cuz we're not even friends so i guess she doesn't reallii know the real me!! that 1 didn't realli hurt me cuz it's not true!!