i'm in a state of fallacy euphoria. and i don't wanna wake up.
Okay so I`m sorry for the uber late post slash update >.<
I just came home from school since I had to stay behind in school and do some designs with our classroom *maybe the pictures would follow*
So yes, I am pretty much tired but since I promised I`d update I`ll be updating~
I AM BORED.
So now I am putting all the sanity I have left here.
My sister’s watching Hana Yori Dango I at the moment and I see Makino >.< I think she’s watching the second episode. I see Oguri Shun too >.< *dreams* *shot*
Well anyway, that’s beside my point xDD So yes, I’m making Chapter 9.2 of Sweet Serenades so this is most probably really old >.<
I can’t think of anything for Chapter 9.2. So I decided to continue typing this fic >.<
Anou, I won’t be making anymore recaps like in Sweet Serenades. I’m too lazy to make those now xDD
Sorry for my uber damned laziness >.<
So here goes :]
OF FLICKERS AND STARDUST. Chapter 2.
“Who are you?”
I was bewildered. Where was my Ryosuke? Wasn’t he the one who watched me all the time since I was here in the hospital? I guess I was mistaken. But who is he? Why’d I hug him? Why’d he kiss me on the forehead?
He just stood there silent. I don’t even know his name, but he was there hugging me and kissing me on the forehead as if he knew me like my dearest Ryosuke.
“Who are you?” I asked once more. I was about to cry. I felt my tears starting to well up on my eye. “You aren’t Ryosuke. Who are you?!” I demanded for an answer. I wanted to know who he was. What was happening? What was he doing in my room? What was he trying to play in my life? Was he trying to replace my Ryosuke? I cried. I couldn’t help my tears from falling as soon as I set on the thought that my Ryosuke wasn’t there to comfort me.
“I know you’re probably wondering who I am.” The man started. “I love you, Miyuki. I’ll protect you with my life.”
I sat there once again in a daze. Who was he? Why was he trying to claim my Ryosuke’s part in my life? Why? Why?
“What are you doing here?” I asked, searching for an answer.
He looked at me with hurt filled in his eyes. He looked at me like I had my head hit that caused me to have amnesia or something. I looked back at him, still searching for an answer. I had to ask him. I had to know the reason why.
He cupped my face and pulled it closer to his. I felt his warm breath against my hair. He brushed his hand lightly against my hair, making me feel that I was safe under his care.
I pulled away from his tight hug. I felt insecurity. I couldn’t possibly belong to him. I belong to Ryosuke. He promised. I can’t possibly let all those five years go to waste. I can’t.
“Sorry, but I don’t know you. You can’t possibly fall in love with me since I’m already in love with someone else. I have a boyfriend, his name’s Yamada Ryosuke, and he can’t possibly forgive you once he sees the two of us together.” I declined.
He was still staring at me; I noticed his eye twitch upon hearing the word ‘Yamada Ryosuke’. I couldn’t understand it. Was it possible that they were rivals and this guy won me over Ryosuke? No. Ryosuke wouldn’t let that happen. I’m sure he wouldn’t he’d fight until the end. Could it be? Was he able to defeat Ryosuke and win me over? It can’t be.
I stifled a sob, once more holding back the tears of my Ryosuke losing to this stranger.
He tried to calm me down, letting me lie back down on my bed. He looked as if he was about to leave. He couldn’t be. He can’t leave me without explaining everything. I had to know. I had to.
He tried tucking me back in bed but I tried to squirm my way out. Resisting whatever he was planning to do to me.
“I’ll be going now.” He turned back.
“Wait,” I stopped him, clutching the hem of his white shirt, “I haven’t gotten to know you, yet.”
He stopped, then and there. He froze as if he were stuck to the ground or something. He looked back at me and smiled. He got the chair he was sitting on a while ago and just sat there. He held my hand once more and held it close to his cheek.
Surprised, I asked once more “Anou, what are you doing here?”
He looked at me with the most earnest eyes. He smiled once more and opened his mouth to talk. “I’m sorry for barging in on you like that. It must have been a shock for you not knowing who I am or what I’m doing here.” He started.
I stared at him still puzzled. He finally let go of my hand and started explaining. “You see, I’m a close friend of your boyfriend, Ryosuke. He’s out for a while, so he wants me to watch over you.” He continued.
I saw him stare at my hand, still having this pained look in his eyes. I wonder why. He was just sent by Ryosuke in the first place so why’d he worry about me so much. I know he barely knows me and I barely know him.
“Where is he anyway?” I smiled in question.
He stared back at me reassuring me a smile. “He went somewhere far away. So, it might take time for him to come back. Don’t worry though; I’m sure you’ll be seeing each other once more.”
How could he? Ryosuke doesn’t leave someplace else without telling me. It’s really impossible for him to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe it was important, that’s why he left in a hurry. I accepted that fact now. He’ll be back soon. I’m sure he’d hug me tight once we see each other.
“Anou, I haven’t known your name yet. May I ask what it is?” I smiled sweetly; finally getting answers to my questions.
He smiled once more, showing a flicker of glee in his eyes. “It’s Kei. Inoo Kei.”
He had such a nice name. It rang beautifully in my ears. As if I knew him much longer than I knew Ryosuke. I smiled sweetly at him. “Thank you so much Inoo-san. Sorry if I made you worry so much.”
He looked at me with sympathy this time. “You didn’t worry me at all.”
I was curios. Thank God, Inoo was there to answer my every question; he was like a friend to me now. He was there for me ever since my Ryosuke went away. Thank you so much for leaving me under the care of such a dear friend of yours. Though, I wish it was you here with me.
I pondered once more. I didn’t know the reason why I was here in the first place. “A-anou,”
“Yes?” Inoo clutching his hand tightly with mine. It felt comforting actually, but if it were Ryosuke it would’ve been even better. I found comfort in his presence and I’m thankful for that.
“How did I get here? To the hospital, I mean.” I asked, looking at him with utmost wonder.
He looked at me straight in the eye concern filled up his eyes. “I can’t answer that quite yet. It’ll take time for you to know. But you’ll know it, sooner or later.” He replied, gripping my hand tighter.
Why can’t I? Why can’t he answer that simple question? He just had to say a few words and it’d be over. I won’t be interrogating him anymore. It wasn’t any pop quiz question anyway, but I think he looks smart enough to answer one if I asked him on the spot.
“Why can’t you answer that?” I asked, trying to force him out into telling me what really happened.
“I can’t. That’s all. I told you, you’d find out in no time.” He cheerfully replied patting my head, as if I deserved to be rewarded.
We were interrupted with a knock from my bedroom door. “Yes?” we answered in unison.
The nurse entered the room once more, it was one of those every hour check up. Maybe it was because of what happened earlier. I could still see a clear view from the blood stains from the incident that happened not long ago.
“It’s good to see you awake, sir.” The nurse greeted, trying to engage a conversation with Inoo.
“How is she?” He asked worriedly. He tried peering through the nurse’s clipboard but to no avail.
“I’m sorry but this information is strictly confidential.” The nurse keeping her clipboard close to her chest. “Only family members are allowed to get to know this information.”
Family members?! Dad! I remember now! He left a note for me at the front desk, I’ll request for a wheelchair ask for it later.
“You’re improving greatly, Sochikubai-san.” The nurse smiled as she ran through the random machines surrounding my bed. “Keep it up then, you’ll be out of the hospital in no time.” She reassured.
Discharge, huh? I have to. I want to go back to my normal life. I wanna see my dad, my car, my room. I wanna visit Ryosuke’s house and greet his dogs ‘Good morning’.
Ehh?! His dogs? Ohmygosh, Ryosuke totally left Cookie and Ku there. I started feeling frantic worrying about Ryosuke’s dogs. Cookie and Ku were obviously showered with lots of love and attention at Ryosuke’s. They were spoiled to the last bit, pampered like princesses. I love those dogs, whenever Ryosuke was gone I was there ready to take them to our place and pamper them. Dad doesn’t actually mind since he loves the presence of those two.
“Anou, Inoo-san, how `bout Cookie and Ku? How are they? Since Ryosuke’s gone for the time being.”
“They’re with me. I pamper them as much as how Yamada pampers them. Don’t worry. Plus Jam and An have playmates now, and they’re totally happy.” Kei smiling to himself as he was checking out the food tray set aside at the table at the corner of the room. “Say Sochikubai-san, I’ll be going out by the front desk to check something out, mind if you wait here?”
“Wait,” I stopped him once more “I want to come too.”
“Maybe later, I’ll come back for you, okay?” He gestured a goodbye as he exited my room.
“Wait.” I whispered once more. I whispered it into the air hoping that Inoo would come back and help me get my dad’s note from the front desk. But he never returned. I waited. Waited.
I couldn’t wait for him much longer and just slept my way waiting for Inoo-san to come back.
Once more in my dream, I dreamt of Ryosuke. This time, we were in aquarium. I remembered everything clearly as if it just happened. He took me out to the aquarium on our first year anniversary. He brought me there; it was a Sunday so a huge crowd gathered at the aquarium. Lots of families were there, children running here and there. It just seemed so cute thinking that Ryosuke would bring me to such a place. We were seventeen back then. So it was no big deal that he brought me there.
We were in the aquarium, gazing at the dolphins swimming around. I remember how amazed I was seeing that sight. Ryosuke was there standing right beside me holding my hand, staring at me like I was the prettiest girl he ever saw.
“I’m glad you’re happy.” He smiled sweetly. I held his hand tighter thanking him for taking me there.
“Thank you so much Ryosuke.” I smiled at him.
“We should go out now, I’m getting hungry.” He giggled.
“I guess we should.” I laughed. We headed out the aquarium’s wall and headed towards the nearby restaurant. I went to sit down as he went out to get what we were about to eat.
“Over here!” I waved as I saw Ryosuke bringing a tray of what we ordered. He looked my way and smiled, walking towards me balancing a tray with only one hand.
“Thank you for bringing me here.” I smiled once he sat across me on the table. I kissed him on the cheek to show how thankful I really was.
“I’m glad you love it.” He blushed. I love it when he blushes. I felt important every time he did. I felt as if he loved me like there was no other girl who could replace me in his heart. True enough, our love was still there. Five years and counting.
I smiled. “Thank you, Ryosuke.” I said once more, telling him how important he was to me and how much I love him.
He smiled back and mouthed “I love you, Miyuki.”
‘I love you too’
I could hear several knocks from the background. It seems like I’m being drawn back to reality.
I opened my eyes and answered, “Yes?”.
The doorknob twisted, I tried to get a clearer view of who it was at the back of the door, but I didn’t have to. Inoo immediately entered, making his way to the sofa at the corner of the room.
I saw sorrow in his eyes. I murmured “Anou, what’s wrong?”. I wanted to ease that pain and he replied back trying to hide that pain when he was facing me.
I just accepted his reply. Even if, I knew that there was something wrong. I smiled at him, and he smiled back. He stood up, getting away from his leaning position on the sofa, and walked towards me. He sat back to the chair he kept on sitting the whole time, his eyes fixed at me.
I smiled once more. I wanted to know the reason of his sadness. His pains.
“Is everything okay?” I asked.
He forced out a smile once more, but you could see the flickering sorrow in his eyes. I wanted to know the reason behind that. I wanted to know. I wanted him to tell me. “Yes, everything is.”
I tried holding his hand for comfort. As he saw this small gesture, he held my hand really tight. He placed on his cheek, kissing it right after.
I felt something warm run down my cheek. Was he crying? He looked away at me as he lovingly kissed my hand. “I wish everything was.” He whispered.
I didn’t really catch what he said just now. He just whispered it to himself wanting only him and my hand to hear. I didn’t try to know whatever it was. Whatever it was, it must be kept secret and I’m sure he’d be telling it to me in no time.
“A-anou,” I asked, breaking the heavy air around us.
He smiled and looked up at me, his eyes sort of red. Maybe from crying, I wondered. I touched his cheek trying to comfort him in return for watching over me.
He smiled and replied. “Yes?”
“It may be too much of you, but could you help me go to the front desk. My dad left me a note there. Would it be alright if you take me there?”
He smiled once more. “Just wait, I’ll get you a wheelchair.”
He went out the door without any further word. He turned left, consulting a nurse on where he could borrow one wheelchair. “Thank you, Inoo-san.” I whispered.
It didn’t take him long to find one. He was back in a matter of minutes. Accompanied by a nurse he was there pushing an empty wheelchair in front of him.
“Shall we get going?” He asked offering his had for me to stand up.
I smiled, taking his hand on mine.
It was different; he didn’t actually want me to stand up at all. Instead, he carried me into his arms and placed me carefully on the wheelchair, as if I were some porcelain doll. The nurse went right behind me holding the dextrose in a high up position. She hung it up to the small post on the wheelchair. I nodded, “Thank you.”
“It was my pleasure.” She smiled back.
Inoo was silent the whole time we were going to the hospital’s front desk. I didn’t want to disturb that silence. That’d be selfish of me. I knew he was staring down at me though, I had this premonition he was. I ignored that. I just smiled through the patients, visitors, nurses, and doctors passing by.
“It sure is busy inside a hospital.” I couldn’t help let out a small remark.
“Hm?” I heard him reply.
“Aah, it’s nothing.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I am.”
“We’re here, by the way.”
“Ooh, thank you.”
He pushed me towards the front desk. I couldn’t actually see the counter seated. I tried standing up, but Inoo pushed me back in warning not to stand up.
“I’ll ask for it instead, just stay there.” He ordered.
I nodded in reply. He went his way towards the receptionist’s part of the counter. I heard him ask “Is there any note left for Ms. Sochikubai Miyuki, room 27.”
I saw the receptionist smile and reply “Wait just one moment sir.”
Inoo waited patiently. He stood there for a few minutes when the receptionist came back into view. I saw her hand him a small white envelope with familiar black inscriptions at the back.
“Thank you.” Inoo bowed.
“Not at all, sir. Inform us once you need something.” The receptionist bowed in return.
He handed me letter once he got near me. “Here,” He said.
I smiled, receiving the letter with happiness in my eyes. Dad. I miss you so much. “Thank you.”
“Where would you want to go?” Inoo asked, as I ran my fingers towards my father’s familiar handwriting. I missed him terribly.
“Would it be okay if you take me outside?” I asked, wondering if it was a worry for him taking me there.
He didn’t reply, he just took me there. “Thank you.” I murmured once more.
It was nice to be outside. The fresh air. The greenery. The environment. I’m glad Inoo was there to take a stroll with me outside.
I opened the envelope not waiting any longer. Inside were, a small note my dad had promised and a picture of me, and Ryosuke. I cried, seeing that dad really did care to bother sending and doing these things for me.
I didn’t hesitate to run through the note he gave me.
Inoo stopped as soon as he saw me reading. He whispered “I’ll be sitting by the bench, just call me when you’re over.”
I smiled at him “Thank you.”
He walked away, giving me some privacy to what my dad wrote down. It said,:
You might be wondering what you’re doing there, but you’ll find out in time. You may be wondering where Ryosuke is, he’s gone away and won’t be back for sometime. Inoo-san is there to watch over you, while I take care of the house and our restaurant. Don’t give Inoo-san a hard time, so be a good girl.
I attached a picture of you and Ryosuke thinking that you might miss him and would want to see his face. That’s all, I think.
I’ll be gone too for the mean while. I have to attend an important meeting overseas.
I think Inoo-san doesn’t mind you living at his place. Don’t be a bother to him, okay?
Just get well soon. Take care of yourself.
I love you.
I cried seeing dad’s words. I miss him dearly and felt sorry for him since I wasn’t there to help him with our restaurant. He must be worked out. I ran my fingers through his familiar writing once more, thinking that he was right there beside me.
I raised my hand, thinking that it was safe to do it. Once more the blood started to rise back up to the hose.
I saw Inoo stand up from the bench he was sitting on, running towards me, telling me. “Miyuki, hang on!”
I couldn’t help it, I felt restless and once more I fainted.
DONE!! xDD YAY!! :]
How was it ne? :]
It’s really crappy ne ;O;
I was so damn bored so sorry if all the boredom went here ;O;
I actually love making Miyuki faint and all >.< [Sorry Trixie nee] *shot*
The blood rising to the hose thing doesn’t mean you faint all of a sudden ne.
Maybe Miyuki’s just squeamish of something close to that xDD [Fails at excuses] *shotshot*
How’d you find it ne? xDD
Tell me all about it. :]
Read and Review ne? :]
Thank you :D
I've been waiting for this!
i loveeee it!
s0,,you like making mizuki faint??haha..LoLz
will there be any appearances of other je boys??
wehehehe,,,anu kaya nangyari kay mizuki??
waiting for chap 3..
i'm in a state of fallacy euphoria. and i don't wanna wake up.
TYNDYL! IT'S MIYUKI! you didn't edit it!!! aaaaaaaaaaaa!
hmmm... maybe i should do another of that beta-ing jobs...
"Every act of creation is first an act of destruction." (Picasso)
I've been waiting for this!
i loveeee it!
s0,,you like making mizuki faint??haha..LoLz
will there be any appearances of other je boys??
wehehehe,,,anu kaya nangyari kay mizuki??
waiting for chap 3..
It`s not Mizuki dear, it`s miYuki xD
Well I`m not quite sure xD
Just keep on reading ne~ :]
Ano kaya? OwO
I have no idea too xD
WHERE OH WHERE ISH CHAPPIE 6.1?!
great one!!! can't wait for the next PART~~
if only i can do something to help them
I`m absent and I`m bored. So now I`ve decided to put some pace into posting ne~ :3
I`ll now do it in a every other week basis most probably.
So maybe, there`ll be no more private reading
That includes you triccian nee-chan but I know that you`d probably go furious so I`m excluding that rule for ya xD
Kumako`s scared so she won`t go against what nee-sama says.
*hides in one corner*
Well anyway, my sister`s right beside me swearing the hell out of her phone since it wouldn`t want to synchronize with iTunes so now she`s blaming my phone since it got to synchronize the Takeru Sato LOTTE Fit`s CM xD
refer to my recent post in my livejournal
So yes, I`ll be picking up pace and finishing things up xD
I most certainly DO NOT have any new ideas for new fanfictions.
So if you do have any, please to tell me :]
Maybe you could PM me the character you`d want to be paired up with someone xD
Then I`ll do the rest of the fanfiction-y parts xD
ENOUGH OF MY DRAMA xD
Shall we get started? :]
OF FLICKERS AND STARDUST. Chapter 3.
“Yuki?” I called out her name as I heard her moan in her sleep.
“Hn?” She moaned once more.
I clutched her hand tightly. ‘Don’t give up. I can’t lose you.’
She finally woke up. “Ryosuke?” She called out, not opening her eyes.
“It’s me, Inoo.” I replied, tightening my grip on her hand hoping she’d hear me.
“Ooh, I’m sorry,” she smiled at me upon facing me, opening her eyes “What happened to me?”
I smiled back, kissing her palm. “You passed out. You know you shouldn’t really raise your hand all of a sudden, the nurse told me it causes all of your blood rising back to the hose.”
She chuckled, I felt relieved. She smiled at me. “I’m sorry for troubling you.”
I wiped away the stray strands of her hair and smiled at her once more “No, it’s okay. You have to think of how you’re gonna get better.”
“I wanna go home.” She demanded, though she had a hopeless look on her face.
“I can’t really judge whether you could be discharged.” I smiled, already standing up from my seat beside her bed.
She didn’t let go of my hand, she held it tighter. I stopped with my steps, sitting back on the chair beside her. “What’s wrong?” I asked.
She pulled her bed covers until only her eyes and nose were seen. She clutched my hand once more and held it against her warm cheek. “I miss my Ryosuke so much. I wish he’d be back soon. I miss the way he touches my cheek whenever I feel down.” She smiled, putting my hand back beside her bed. “A-anou, not that I’m selfish or anything, but could you do me a favor Inoo-san?”
“What is it?” I replied.
“C-could you ask the doctor when I could be discharged? I don’t really like it here.” She asked, pulling her bed covers until her eyes could only be seen this time.
“I will. Just wait here, okay?”
I heard her say ‘Thank you’ as I closed the door behind me. It was painful seeing her that way. Living in the memory six years already left behind. It hurt me most that in that memory it wasn’t me, it was Ryosuke. It pained me more that she still believed that Ryosuke would be back for her.
I stood there in the hospital’s hallway, frozen, pondering on all those times that I’ve been with Miyuki. I felt a tear roll down my face, it hurt me knowing that I love her so much, but in her case she lives in the memory that a Yamada Ryosuke loved her more than anything. ’I love you, Miyuki. I love you.’ I punched the wall in front me to help stop the tears from flowing but it didn’t seem to help at all. I cried. When will she really accept me as me, Inoo Kei.
I stood there for a few more minutes, putting into thought that she’ll never be mine. She’ll never be. Never. It’s all because she lives in the damned memory of Yamada Ryosuke.
I finally made the decision to move and go to her doctor, to consult him whether it would be safe to bring her back home.
“Sensei,” I started, sitting uncomfortably inside Yamamoto-sensei’s office, “will Miyuki be okay?”
“You don’t need to worry, she will be. The results shows that her brain isn’t affected which is good. She just slipped and passed out.”
“Thank you, sensei.” I nodded politely. I didn’t want to hear anymore from him really I just wanted to know how Miyuki was, ask if she could be discharged, and leave. I tried to avoid whatever it was that he was going to say right after the results. But he continued.
“Just make sure she takes care of herself once you tell her everything. I know, it hurts you seeing her like that but we can’t change that. You have to accept that she’ll a different life each week for the rest of her life. You have to keep in mind that she must avoid anymore shocks as to what happened before she got her illness.”
“Thank you, sensei. I will. I’ll do my best. By the way, she’s asking if she could be discharged from the hospital, would it be safe to take her home?” I asked, reassuring Miyuki’s safety.
“I think you should take her home. It would be better she’d be there.”
“Thank you, sensei. “ I bowed, “I promise I’ll take care of her.” I closed the door behind me, as I pondered once more. ’Come on Kei, you can do this. You’ve been telling her this for six years and yet you still break down whenever you tell her the truth. Get a grip of yourself.’
I stood once more in front of Miyuki’s hospital door. How am I supposed to tell her everything? Every single detail of what happened all throughout those six years. Tell me, how?
I gathered enough courage to open her door, feigning a smile on my face.
“Welcome back.” She smiled, waving her hand, welcoming me back.
“I talked to Yamamoto-sensei and he told me that you could be discharged from the hospital by tomorrow.”
“Really?” She asked, showing a glint of hope and happiness in her eyes. “I’m so excited to go back home. I wanna go back to my room and sleep there.”
She paused. It took her a few minutes to think about everything and started speaking again.
“Ooh, wait, I remember. Dad told me I should sleep at your place.” She put this small pout on her face. I knew she missed her room, her house, her everything, but everything wasn’t just the same ever since. She smiled the thought away and giggled “Dad still thinks I’m his little girl, but who’s he kidding, I’m twenty-one now. I could take care of myself, but still I have to follow his orders since if I don’t he might threaten me not to see Ryosuke anymore. I hope you don’t mind if I lived with you for the meanwhile. I promise I’ll do everything you tell me.”
I smiled back at her as I listened to her every sentence, every phrase, every word. I was happy whenever she was there. I can’t afford to lose her now. She wants to go back to their place, and I guess just stay there.
“Say, Inoo-san.” She asked, looking at me with her most sober eyes.
“Hn?” I replied looking directly at her small, white face.
“I never got to ask how old you are.” She let out a small chuckle. “I’m sorry. I know I’m really annoying once I start asking you questions. But something tells me that I know you more than I remember.”
I smiled at her, she was right. She does know me more than she’ll ever remember. Like the way, I know her, every detail in life, her beautiful face, her everything. I was a part of her. I guess she’d never get to appreciate that fact since she’d just forget all about it the following week. “I’m twenty-seven.”
“Ooh, that makes you six years older than me.” She looked at me warmly. “No wonder you treat me like your little sister, thank you.”
I felt a stabbing pain against my chest. She believed that she was still twenty-one. She was twenty-one, but that was six years ago. She believed that I was older than her. She believed that I treated her like my younger sister. ’No, you’re more than that, way more than that Miyuki.’
I faked a smile showing that I agreed. I love her so much; I wouldn’t want to hurt her. She was a very fragile thing to me. So fragile, I wouldn’t want other people to have her. So fragile, I wouldn’t want anything happening bad to her. She meant everything to me, losing her would be losing myself entirely. “Come to think of it you remind me of a dear friend.”
She showed a hint of interest with what I said. “Really? Who?”
“Well you see, she got lost all of a sudden six years ago and I miss her terribly.” I explained, looking at her smooth, white hands.
“Ooh, I’m so sorry I asked.” She sighed, cuddling to her bed covers.
I saw her tired eyes wanting some rest. Rest from all the tension and pain. Rest from everything that hindered her to live normally. She wanted to just live everything the way it was.
“I say you get some rest, Miyuki.” I said, as I pulled over her bed covers to her shoulders “You’ll be having a very tiring day tomorrow, since you’ll be discharged first thing in the morning.”
She smiled at me and whispered “Good night.” I kissed her forehead assuring her that I’d be there whenever she needed me. I’d always be by her side giving her everything she’ll need.
“Good night.” I whispered back, wiping the stray strands of hair across her face.
She was asleep, warmly snuggled on her bed, dreaming about her Ryosuke and everything else that was of the past, six years ago.
I couldn’t help but cry as I saw her angelic face fast asleep. I didn’t want to imagine how it’ll all be gone when I tell her everything tomorrow. Her smile would eventually turn into a frown with tears streaming down her face. I had to be honest with myself and be strong for her. I have to tell her everything.
I finally lay down the sofa, as I stared into the hospital’s white ceiling, thinking. Thinking how life would have become with Miyuki not having her illness and like any other woman just live normally.
I felt my eyes drop down as I felt my head throb from all the day’s thinking. ’I have to tell her everything. I have to.’
I couldn’t take all the suspense for this chapter. It just hurts. ;O;
I’ll gather all my courage to put everything up in the next chapter.
Hopefully, I don’t break down or anything. I wouldn’t want to get tears all over my laptop and if that happened, I’m sure I’d go directly to the hospital and be treated from burns and whatnot. [I easily get electrocuted xDD]
While I was thinking of what would happen for the next chapter, I was listening to ‘Memories’ with the video in Windows Media Player on my upper right side while typing.
And guess what; I barely looked at Kei since I end up getting teary-eyed at what he’d be going through for the next chapter.
[I’m so sorry Kei ;O;]
So how was it? :3
I used Inoo’s point of view ne~ :]
I might be using it for the next chapter or either Sochii’s point of view. I’m not quite sure :9
Read and review okay? :]